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psknawai · 6 years ago

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My Younger Brothers Best Mans Wedding Speech

For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.

Isaiah 55:9

Ni Sa Bula Vinaka

On the 8th of January 1994, a young boy was born. out of the Tragedy of losing my great grand father a few months before being born, The name William Tagilala was bestowed upon the young boy. William after the late Viliame Loli Waqanivere and Tagilala which simply means wailing or crying out loud.

For five years he grew up as the youngest in the family until, the most handsome one of all of us was born!!! Of course, Me(Samuela)!!! 😂😂😂😂😂 maybe that's why we tend to go at each others heads alot. So yes when growing up,Tagi as we usually call him, tend to perform his name very well which is crying. And of course he has the most ugliest cry ever lol so please if he does cry around you tonight don't let him explain himself or else you will find yourself in a long uncomfortable conversation while crying.

Despite being the most sensitive one, he is also the most outspoken, straightforward honest person out of all of us!!! When we were younger my older brothers would usually bully him to keep his mouth shut but he would always go and tell my parents the truth!!! Every louvers we break, every candies we snuck, even sneaking out to go swim in Nai Pamu. When we come back home my mother will always ask William on where we were, which will result in all of us getting the hidding.

When we were growing up our late maternal grandmother would ask us a question of "what do you wannabe when we grow up???", and william was the only one who said that he wanted to be a pastor, and we would spoil and laugh at him for his choice but my grandma would just hug him tightly and told him that out of all the occupations we said, his was the best one of all.

William out of us was not actually the most brainy!!! But his ambition and dedication into striving excellence in his school work made him out to be the brightest and more achieving one in our family!!! He was the first one in our Family to ever complete High School in Form 7 and of course the only one in our family that actually became a head boy not only Once but Twice!!! God does work in Mysterious Ways!!!He loved playing rugby while growing up, the only one out of all of us that would make the Milo Kaji Suva Team from under 11 to 13. He became a Fiji Rep in Under 20 Rugby League and then later traded in his Boots for Cricket bats to join the Army. KIRIKITI GA SA RAWATA!!!

When william started seeing Heather we thought that he had lost his mind!!! He would be on his phone as soon as it rang, he would be on it for hours and as soon he hangs up the phone he would disappear, sometimes for days 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣. Thats how dedicated he is to the ones he love. and of course family!!! William is a Family person!!! He loves to gather the family togather and we would all sing and laugh and enjoy the moment that we share. We didn't grow up in a perfect family, neither did we have everything. But with everything that we have, sharing it with everyone that we love, it was indeed perfect!!!

So to William and Heather i say to you!!! Love each other even if the Love that you give is the only thing that you have to offer. But Overall, LOVE the LORD YOUR GOD and he will supply you with your every needs!!! VINAKA.

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psknawai · 7 years ago

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Haven't spoken to this friend of mine in years!!!!

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psknawai · 7 years ago

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Well...

While reading about some threads concerning the Elections back at home in Fiji, I am appalled at the level of arrogance and antagonism between the supporters of two specific Political Parties. due to lack of class and Social Respect in using Vulgarity and by hurling belligerent comments towards each other, Creating Divisive tendencies within a more Fragile Political Environment!!!

In less then one week from today, the Voting Polls will Open and already there have been numerous rumors of another coup if the results don't go a certain way.

Please I urge you the young people of Fiji. When you VOTE, be mindful of those who cannot help themselves, those who don't have what it takes to support their children in keeping food on the table. Do it as an act of Kindness which will not only benefit you but the people around you. Please Go out to that Voting booth and do what you feel is right, beyond the Fearmongering, scaretactics, and beyond thinking that the world will end if the other party wins.

While being on social media, please bear in mind that the whole world is watching. Be more aware of your elders and those of more experience than you. Seek out their councils and keep and open mind while sharing ideas on various agendas.

Theres a famous Quote by Abraham Lincoln that goes "Better to remain silent and be thought a fool than to speak and to remove all doubt" sometimes it is better for us to be quite and keep our tongue rather than being right and losing those who are worth keeping around. Most times we get pushed into certain situations that really tests our capabilities of being Lenient, but remember that you have to rise above the occasion and know that better things are ahead.

Just lately I was in one of those scenarios, and i had to dig Deep within my heart on how to overcome these circumstances.

I was deeply overwhelmed with all the statements made against me, of being nothing more than just a Smart Ass wanna be. These recent verbal attacks against me, was caused by nothing more than just a simple misunderstanding and of poor communication.

Now that I have resolved that issue by burying the hatchet, and overcoming the damages that was clearly directed towards my ego.

Moreover the voice of our Former First Lady Michelle Obama, quoting "When they go Low, We go High" resonated in my ears. As I begin to ponder on those words that simply Expresses that The Sky is the Limit!!! When people try to drag you down, Don't Give Up but Look Up and know that There is more out there than being down here!!!

It all made sense to me when I started to put things into a different perspective. In the spiritual sense, we all want to get to Heaven, but hoadering yourselves with earthly possessions and by simply allowing "things" to latch on won't help us get there. "Things" like Fear, Anger, Grudges but most of all Hate!!!

This life is simply too short to be holding onto unnecessary things that May prevent you from being the Best you, you could ever be!!! Be the best version of yourself that is worth sharing with all of those that deserves you!!!

Remember to always look up!!! because you are Unique so don't let anyone tell you otherwise!!! Because not only will it bring you Peace by Healing, it will help you Heal as a Person, as a Community, and as a Nation.

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psknawai · 8 years ago

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psknawai · 8 years ago

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FUCK MY LIFE!!!

Well i still haven't gotten paid yet for the past 4 weeks now and im still waiting for my first check.

While everybody is still busy in facebook world, i feel like i can vent here on tindr since i hardly know anyone here 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 lmao.

Beside i don't have alot of friends online either. So i usally come here to scroll at random sex clips and all true story, but now im going to make this my platforn to vent out my frustrations on how fucked up my life really is!!! 😄😄😬😬😬😬🔫🔫🔫😱😱😱😱😵😵😵

I'm 27 and i still with my mum, its by choice. Coming from a small island nation like fiji with a habit of living large with extended families, we tend to bring it when we go overseas. We love to live with other relatives just so we can all share the load of bills and food and essentials etc...

I used to work in the oilfield back in Pennsylvania raking in about over 7k a month and life was awesome but than with difficulties i had to come back to Cali. So eversince then my mum jas been bugging me to go back to that job. But i told her i didn't want too, but she kept bugging me to.so right when i decided to go she told me that she found job for me.

Long story short, it been after 4weeks since i started and i still haven't even smelled a single penny from it.

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psknawai · 9 years ago

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