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It really drives me insane that I don’t know how people feel about me. Like am I nice??? Am I funny???? Am I mean???? Am I rude??? Am I obnoxious??? Am I dumb???? What am I????????????????????

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It’s officially get in yo car and yell “SHIT” season 😂

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I got my heart broken and I survived, I failed 3 courses in university and graduated, I got rejected in the very first job I applied for and got promoted yesterday, I went through hard times with my family but then two years later, we laughed our hearts out over lunch, The closest friends disappointed me several times but I made new friends and loved them with all my heart. I did it once, I can do it again.

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depressed kids in the media: I don’t wanna go to therapy! I don’t need help! I’m not some specimen for you to dissect!

me, rollin up to my therapist’s office and collapsing in relief: what is UP my homeboy I fuckin missed you,, hope ur ready to hear some Bull Shit that fuckin happened to me this week

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I’m actually feeling okay today

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I AM DYING INSIDE

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You were the only person who ever made me feel safe, the only person I ever opened my heart to. You made me feel things so deeply, it was like living my life in black and white but then when you came around the world took on a whole new depth of color. You were the only person I ever felt that way about, the only person I ever loved, and you will always be the only person I ever loved with my whole entire heart. You were my first kiss and first emotional attachment. But you were also the one who carved my heart open. I gave you my heart but you returned it with your name carved right in the center down to the very core.

itsprincesslivyyy

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And when your skin meets mine, just for a second, it feels like the sun and the moon collide

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