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I'm tired of living in fantasy of a loving family. I'm sick of reconstructing reality to make it through the day. If they want to foster nothing but misery, they can burn in the hell they made. And leave me out.
They disgust me. I'm tired of denying reality and being docile.
#I will NOT be drug into their flames; but I will add gasoline to see it burn further.#I'm tired of being in a state of egodeath. I'm tired of my identity being tied to their approval and love.#I hope the hell that embarces them is pianful and of a doleful experience#-🥀
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Need to treat someone like a toy. Make them my doll. Customize them to my liking. They will dress how I want, have the hair in the style I like, and have no hobbies outside of the ones I enjoy. They shall have no brain outside of pleasing me. No real sense of indentity. They should not even know their height, weight, or actual hair color. They are what I tell them they are.
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In my dreams you obsess over me, post secretly about me, lose your mind over me, and always want me.
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he says he's worried I'm going to leave him... oh, if he knew I have his name carved into my thigh ♡
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Oh how exhausting it is to split from someone you are dependent on. I depend on her for my health and well-being yet I hate her.
#what am I supposed to do?? I want to ignore her and lash out at her for all the shit she puts me through; but I can't#I'm tired of being humiliated and abused by her for my basic needs :(#puppy vents
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I want you. I need you. I crave you. I love you.
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if something brings you happiness, it isn’t a waste of time
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i hate getting attached so easily makes me feel so pathetic
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