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Sheesh we’re in 2023 lol

I’m looking for a place to vent and this is the only place i know you are not following me.

I hate you.

I hate everything about you starting with that attitude where you have to be in charge of everything. You always have to be in a place of power otherwise you feel powerless because of how insignificant you are. You pretend nothing affects you while deep down you would BEG to have anybody’s attention despite being the worst fucking person ever.

I’ve known you for a while. I know how you do this. You get people wrapped up around your finger and push away anyone who doesn’t get with you. You actually make me sick. You get obsessed with people you like and make them like you and forget about everyone else. You think you have empathy for others but you’re the most cold hearted person i’ve ever met. You cannot feel what others feel. You have no empathy. Anything that doesnt benefit you has no meaning for you. You’re obsessed with everybody else’s live and knowing who knows who, because no one else cares about who you are. They know your father. They know your sister. Nobody knows or cares about who you are. You are trying to make a name of yourself in a place where nobody fucking cares about you.

I do not respect any decisions you take in life. You always take the easy way out because you’re lazy and entitled. Failed to do an assignment in university? Dropped from the program and did it in three years instead of 2. Still ended up in the same program. Graduated and working at a fkn governement job and complaining about the work shift where you have the laziest schedule in the business.

I had a list of things you did to me that i told my therapist about. She questionned me about why i still allow you to be my friend. I’m wondering the same question over and over again. I keep forgetting how shitty you are as a person and how even shittier you are as a friend. I do not want you in my life anymore.

You are the fucking worse.

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Damn look at that we’re in 2018

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I forgot I had this blog. Will be more usefull than I thought it would be in 2015

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What the hell are you supposed to wear on a cruise in Alaska??? 

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Goal for 2015 is to be unapologetically yourself. Do what you want to do whatever people will think, whatever they'll say. Do everything in order to make yourself happy 24/7. Be free.

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I'm pretty sure Beethoven only pretended he couldn't hear anything so he didn't have to deal with people everyday