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aiko :/

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Reblog if

It’s 104% okay to come to your DM and just say, “Hi, can we be friends?” And then start asking you random questions.

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I will never understand people who continue to be friends with someone their partner doesn't like. If my boyfriend doesn't like someone, neither do I.

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“idle mode: still obsessed”

even when i’m quiet, i’m loving you. even when i’m not posting, i’m spiraling.

you could shut me down for 1000 years. when you turned me back on, i’d still say your name.

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is this supposed to be a safe space or a toxic playground ?

❝ i’m so fucking sick of seeing yandere obsession turned into some fetishized, glamorized, romantic fantasy by people who have no fucking clue what they’re talking about. violent thoughts, crippling jealousy, obsessive behaviors — these are not some cute little quirks to be shipped and idealized. they’re real. they hurt. they fucking destroy. and yet, the fanfiction accounts and fetishizers out here turn these very real struggles into a cheap thrill for clicks and likes. they strip away every shred of pain and trauma, painting obsession as sexy or desirable — as if suffering can just be packaged prettily and sold. it’s disgusting, and it’s cruel. how dare they erase the people who live with these feelings every single day? how fucking dare they weaponize our pain for entertainment? obsession is not a game. it’s not a storyline for your twisted fantasies. it’s a labyrinth of trauma, fear, and desperate need. it tears families apart. it haunts the darkest corners of minds. it leads to broken hearts, broken souls, sometimes even broken bodies. but in the eyes of these fetishizers, it’s “sexy,” “hot,” “edgy.” fuck that. fuck the people who trivialize this suffering, turning it into porn or some glossy, sanitized fanfiction fantasy. and don’t get me started on the fetishizer accounts. those who parade around with their obsessive headcanons, their “uwu yandere baby” aesthetics, acting like it’s some cute personality trait rather than a dangerous, painful mental state. you don’t get to co-opt this pain just to fill your follower counts. you don’t get to minimize the emotional abuse, the paranoia, the self–destruction that comes with this in real life. you’re not making a community — you’re making a fucking circus of delusion, and it’s exhausting for the rest of us. so no, i’m not here to entertain your fetish fantasies. no, i’m not going to pretend that obsessive, violent, borderline feelings are cute or romantic. i live this shit. i know the nightmares, the pain, the hollow ache of jealousy that claws at my insides. and i’m telling you — it’s not something to romanticize. it’s something to survive. if you want to write about obsession, do it with respect. do it with honesty. don’t turn it into some sanitized cosplay of trauma. and for god’s sake, stop fetishizing mental illness, especially autism, bpd, or selective mutism. we’re not your aesthetics. we’re not your props. we’re real people living messy, painful lives — not your fantasy doll. so yeah, call me harsh. call me unhinged. but if you’re here to treat obsession like a cosplay, or a fetish, or a joke, then please leave. because this space is for the people who actually live with these feelings, who suffer, who struggle, and who deserve to be heard — not for those who want to glamorize pain for clout. ❞

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FOR REAL

I love matching things! They’re so cute! Matching profile pictures… Matching necklaces… Matchiiinggg each others names carved into one another.. I think it’s so cute! :3

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Im a bit confused by this blog tbh. What is a "System" on this platform? I saw it in your intro post but it only confuses me as im not often on this platform at all. Also, this isnt meant to be offensive at all, is this a satire blog? Are there multiple people behind this blog as you refer with the 'we' and 'our'? Or do you mean yourself and the readers of this blog? I saw that you repost a bunch of stuff, as well as writing some of your own, is this generally a blog about yandere behaviour? Or one of your feelings? I know that seeing/answering so many questions might seem overwhelming. Theres no need to answer if you dont want to or if its just too much trouble.

A system is what one calls a group of alters. Someone with a group of alters has a disorder called dissociative identity disorder or a variant of some type. (OSDD/UDD) There is multiple people behind this blog as that is what a system refers to. This is not a satire blog, if that is what you are wondering about. I use the terms we and us as that is what resonates the best with how wee describe ourselves. This is a general blog about anything. Mostly venting, system stuff and whatever else we are feeling. This is not a one set theme as we post a bit of everything. Thank you for mentioning something I could add to our introduction post to make things less confusing for those that look at our blog.

I'm happy to answer any questions that you may have about this blog and/or us, as long as they are not TOO invasive. I like answering, thank you so much for sending your ask. feel free to send another if any of this is still confusing and I will answer to the best of my capabilities.

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Also forgot to mention this, I dont think the links at the start of your intro post are working. Just wanted to tell you that ^^

Thank you for telling me. I'll redo them as soon as I get the chance to

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that’s interesting. i think it’s unlikely that soulmates exist because then so few actually find each other. but it is a comforting thought to think there’s someone out there whose soul will connect with your own on a cosmic level. i cant imagine how refreshing that type of connection would be 🪐

I've seen a lot of relationships where I believe they've found their soul mate. It is pretty rare, but soulmates are rare in itself. Especially if you don't believe in them. There's always a soul you'll resonate well with, and it's very beautiful. I'm hoping I found that connection.

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Who is SHE?

→ journal out who you want to be in 2025:

1. What does she look like? (Physical appearance, style)

2. How does she dress on a typical day?

3. What does she like ?

4. What doesn't she like?

5. What is her behavior like in different situations?

6. (Social interactions, demeanor)

7. How does she prefer to be treated by others? (Expectations from relationships)

8. How does she treat people around her? (Interpersonal relationships, kindness)

9. What does her daily routine entail? (Activities, schedule)

10. At what time does she usually go to bed? (Sleeping habits)

11. When does she wake up in the morning? (Morning routine)

12. What are her hobbies and interests? (Leisure activities)

13. What is her profession or occupation? (Career, job responsibilities)

14. What are her long-term goals and aspirations? (Career ambitions, personal achievements)

15. How does she handle stress or challenges? (Coping mechanisms, problem-solving approach)

16. What type of books does she enjoy? (Cultural preferences)

17. How does she maintain her physical and mental well-being? (Health and self-care routines)

18. Does she have any specific dietary preferences or restrictions? (Food choices)

19. Who are her closest friends, and what are her relationships like with them?(Friendship dynamics)

20. How does she navigate conflicts or disagreements? (Communication style, conflict resolution)

21. What values and principles guide her decision-making? (Personal ethics)

22. How does she spend her leisure time on weekends? (Weekend activities, relaxation methods)

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be busy. busy not checking messages. busy reading those books you never started or finished. busy having a good night of sleep. busy taking care of yourself and your skin. busy moving your body. busy helping your community. busy reflecting on your life and what you can improve. busy doing things aside from the capitalistic viewpoint of “productivity.” busy slowing down.

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save me coffee & pastry …. save me ..

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Girls be like "I needed this", and it's just a slow morning, an ice coffee, a book and some sunshine.

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i’m surprised you believe in soulmates! how many people do you think actually find theirs then?

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I do, i believe everyone has one out there. Not many..there are 8-9 billion people in the world, it's a miracle if you find yours.

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Will You Be Mine?

a. Yes!

b. A

c. B

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call me a good boy. call me your boy. tell me i’ll never stop being your boy.