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Requested by Anon

Source:【進撃】リヴァエレAVパロ【R18】

Translation :Teioyoko

This has no continuation. 

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My brother was diagnosed with depression years before I was, and because of that he started therapy years before I did.

I still remember when I was a young teen and he was playing a Nirvana song and he stopped it at this one line: “I miss the comfort of being sad”

He told me that when you start to get better, there’s a part of you that misses being sad and that if you start feeling that way you have to be extra extra aware and careful because if you indulge the feeling you’ll go down a self-destructive spiral

And even though that was years and years ago, I think about it all the time. Especially when I’m reading discourse on the idea of getting so attached to mental illness as an identity that you don’t want to improve things because you feel safe in it and don’t know who you are without it

I always think of that line “I miss the comfort of being sad” and my brother’s warning

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It might just be me, but Morinaga seriously needs to fuck Souichi without removing his glasses and ponytail at least once, and so hard that his glasses fall off but they don’t care because the sex is so good.

I might write a lemon about this happening, but it would be 100000x better if this were to happen in the manga itself, or an ova. 👀👀👀 I’ll be writing this soon though, it’d be soooo hot.

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smol kaneki and touka throughout the years

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“Touka, how do ghouls get married?”     “We leave a symbol. On our partner’s body. We bite each other as hard as we can so the scar doesn’t go away, even if we die.”

Touka & Kaneki || Tokyo Ghoul:re EP19

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☕️

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Souichi Tatsumi:

Will dissect what went wrong in an experiment in any way possible but refuses to do the same with his possible internalized homophobia. Instead he gets angry and avoids it at all costs. He’s definitely scared of the truth he might find within himself.

He talks as though he thinks everyone should be practical and logical but contradicts that when it comes to himself admitting his own thoughts and feelings about Morinaga and or possibly liking men in general.

Whether he truly likes Morinaga in that way or not, he is clearly afraid of the possibility of it for a reason.

The prof. that molested him. Morinaga that raped him. It makes total sense why he has all of these very real and very sensitive triggers: like being touched, etc.

Maybe before being molested and raped he wasn’t too concerned with the possibility of enjoying doing things with/ liking a guy, but since afterwards the traumatic events DID happen, he’s completely closed off to the idea and HATES it.

So I think that maybe Souichi never really condemned it in the past but after the trauma, he tried to completely erase it from his life and wanted to eradicate gays.

Just my thoughts and theories.

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tonight we are in LA for iHeartRadio ALTer Ego. 

https://ihr.fm/WatchiHeartALTerEgo

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Here’s the English translation of the new vol. 12 ch. 1! I was also told that Aurora la manga fanfics are looking for English editors, so if you’re up for it it would definitely be a great help!

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How long does it take Sangwoo to dispose of a body and clean up after?…..

Has he used this movie to time himself?! 😂

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Life size posters among others for advertising! (x)

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This is an announcement

official from koogi. so we have to wait two weeks. and WHAT? INTO THE CLIMAX?????? THAT’S MEAN…..

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More pages from the new Sekai ichi Hatsukoi Chapter (x)

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Ishida’s afterword part 1

Please feel to correct me if there are any mistakes. (source of the afterword)

Edit 1: Correction made about volume 7. Ishida was referring to how starting from OG vol. 7, he began pushing himself more and more. Apologies for the confusion.

Edit 2: Missed a couple lines, so I’ve added them in. Also corrected for grammar and fluidity.

I’ve already handed in the final manuscript, and I’m now writing this letter.

I would’ve written 4-komas at the end of the volume as usual, but I had a hard time writing “what comes afterwards” in such a format, so I thought that I would write an afterword instead.

Preface

Tokyo Ghoul began its serialization in September of 2011.

7 years have passed since then. My life has revolved around chasing the deadline, week after week.

I felt that if I took a break I wouldn’t be able to bring myself to draw again, so I refused to give myself a break.

Now that the series has ended, I’m finally living a life where I haven’t had a deadline looming over me for the first time in 7 years.

I wonder how I used to spend my time in the past.

If I want to be frank about how I currently feel, should I say it feels…liberating?

Tokyo Ghoul has been something that was intimately intertwined with my life, something that dominated my time and emotions, and something that changed my relationships with other people.

There was good that came with it, but oftentimes there was more bad than good.

Because of this, I felt like I was finally being released from a cage after being trapped in it for so long.

“But it’s just manga. There’s no reason for you to be pressured so much by it,” people may say with a laugh, but to me manga has always been by my side as a huge obstacle.

From the original volume 7 onwards, my stance regarding the manga changed.

I took on impossible amounts of work to try to push myself.

I cast away all sorts of things from my life, and poured all of my time into work.

I think it was because I was trying to get closer to Kaneki who’s been subjected to torture.

I’ve developed complications in my body.

I was scared at first. But after seeing all sorts of symptoms show up every few months, I resigned myself to the fact that this was the kind of body I had.

The most striking part to me was that I lost my sense of taste.

No matter what I ate, everything would taste the same. Even though the symptoms were different, I felt like I’d turned into a ghoul.

I was surprised by to what extent the human spirit is tied to the body.

There may be some readers who are disappointed by this, but I haven’t thought of drawing Tokyo Ghoul itself as fun. I hate working.

“Why am I drawing manga?”

These doubts grew ever more in my mind.

next

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ALRIGHT can we just talk about the fact that Souichi really does love Morinaga and it’s just really hard for him to admit it because he never thought he’d have feelings like that for a man and he’s just so conflicted all the time but also worried about Morinaga thinking he hates him or doesn’t accept him IM RANTING IM SORRY I JUST LOVE THEM

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I know yoonbum had to say he loves sangwoo to avoid getting hurt but still