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pokes my head in

guess who is once again trying to come back

hiii i'm poking my head in here to apologize again and to try to come back again

every time i try to do this something happens in my life that stresses me out too much and my anxiety spikes up but. i'm gonna try again! bc i miss it here! and i wanna come back!

i wanna apologize though for. disappearing again. and i don't blame anyone that's moved on or doesn't want to deal with me. i'm sure the state of this blog the past however long has been very frustrating when i keep saying oh i'm trying to come back and then disappear. but i am trying again, i promise.

i logged into this account on my mobile browser so it's easier for me to access so, um, feel free to reach out via dm if you wanna talk about anything. i'm gonna try to keep an eye out on this account, better than i have been.

in the mean time, i think i just, need a slight bit more time. a couple of days? i'm gonna do my best not to overwhelm myself into disappearing again in the meantime but i just need to, collect myself i think.

everyone here has never been anything but nice to me and i appreciate you all endlessly. you deserve better than my disappearances and all and i have missed you all a lot.

i'm gonna keep trying because if i'm still wanted in this area, it's what the people who still want me around deserve, and i want to do it. i want to. it's just been hard.

if you're still here and reading, thanks for being patient with me.

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((ended up doing blog maintenance earlier than planned. i will get on responding to dms! i've just been, uh, doing some thinking.))

((i've decided to add yuma and nasch on as permanent muses! they have been taken off the test muse page and are in the process of being moved to the permanent muse page; their descriptions are a WIP right now.))

((after a lot of thought, i decided to make judai a test muse! my muse for him is usually strong enough, so he is open for interaction and asks. i know it's been a few weeks since my queue threw any rp memes on my blog... so, uh, feel free to dig through some older ones, or just ask him questions! responses may take a bit as i'm catching up, but i am accepting asks for him.))

((it's so ingrained in me that my face claim has to be a character i'm not rping though. so it took me a bit, but i sat down and made all new icons for the new faceclaim. i had a couple of choices i was between, but a random choice generator locked me into, of course, the option that required me to make the new icons.))

((and of course it picked one of the characters i'm most obsessed with right now. considering sevens and go rush have a smaller fanbase, i don't expect anyone would want to rp with him, which is why he's a faceclaim and not a test muse, so...))

((it's very late, so i intend to fall asleep very shortly. but i'm excited to bring yuga ohdo onto this blog even in just this small way.))

((I'M GONNA TRY TO RESPOND TO DMS TOMORROW I PROMISE. i got very fixated on making new faceclaim icons and coming up with new tags for nasch and yuma. thanks everyone for being patient!))

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(( is jaden also a muse? since you use him as the face claim ))

((i remember this ask being one of the last things i saw on this blog before i disappeared by accident again. and i think about this ask often.))

((i haven't rped jaden on this blog. however, i do rp him pretty regularly on a discord server i'm in. [okay, it's an AU version of him, but still.] he's a fun face claim to have, and i love him dearly.))

((i also love writing him dearly.))

((is he...a muse people would be interested in interacting with? would people want to write with me with me writing him? because it's definitely something i could do and enjoy doing! but before this ask i was so fixed on the idea that as my face claim he couldn't be a muse here, that i didn't let myself think much about whether people would want to interact with him.))

((...As a warning, to anyone interested, my default Yuki is post-canon, and with the post-canon boy...does come post-canon Yubel. I literally can't pick one up without picking up the other.))

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((hello everyone! again! it's been like. a month. again.))

((work was making me super anxious. we had this ongoing situation with a client where, to keep things brief and anonymous, the rest of my team was getting harassed by this client, and i was the only person they would come to for like, assistance or any sort of communication that didn't end sour. i'm not even assigned to this client and there was like, stuff going on where my one co-worker probably should've straight up called the police... it was really bad, and i was both stressed out about being the only person who this client would interact positively (or even neutrally) with, and the possibility that this client would turn on me, i'd start getting harassed, and all bridges between this client and my team would be burned when like, we have to offer this guy services because of how the program i work for works. the client randomly complimented me one day on a day we didn't even interact otherwise in a way that made me feel really...weird, because of the specific situation. it's been weighing on me super heavily. things are just finally calming down and things seem to be okay now, but, i'm still kinda recovering from it.))

((on top of that, at home we've had constant issues with our septic system and even had an issue with our washing machine at the same time.))

((i was so stressed out all the time and just constantly socially burnt out that i've basically been unable to do any non-essential communication. i get anxious about communication to begin with, but it's just been too much for me to handle. i have been trying to push myself to get back on here for weeks. this is me. uh. trying to come back again. take 3! ever since i got super sick that one time i haven't been able to keep up my rhythm here, and i feel so bad about it. everyone here is so nice and welcoming and fun to interact with, and i want to be here so bad, and i don't want to make anyone feel bad by the fact that i haven't been here because it's not personal or purposeful by any means, but i've basically been at my limit of what i can emotionally and mentally handle. now that things at work are, uh, calming down... i think i can start to breathe, and i think i can start to push myself to get back on here more again, if you all will have me still.))

((my queue's run dry, i see, so i'll have to work to refill it... but it's late tonight, and i've been trying to just sike myself up to get on here and apologize for being absent for hours. i'm going to make this push tomorrow. a new month for a fresh start, i suppose! i'll be trying to go through my activity and find replies i owe, and reply to dms i've been sent. feel free to reach out to me, whether we've dmed before or not, if you have a reply i owe you want to make sure i don't miss, if you just wanna chat, or any reason really. feel free to ask for my discord, too. i've missed you all so so much and i wish i could be better about being on here again for you all. i want to try to be because i miss getting on here every day and interacting with everyone, and it's not that i haven't had the time, it's been an issue of energy and work stress. once i'm caught up on activity and i'm in a good groove for dms, i'll work on replies.))

((i'm very sorry, again, about disappearing, again. everyone here has been so cool and nice to me and fun, but my extra stress just made it hard to just, be here. or on tumblr at all, because for a long while i couldn't even touch my personal blog. i am going to try very hard to be the kind of person you all deserve to have around. it's a lot to live up to. but, i'm gonna do my best!))

((starting tomorrow, i will be trying my best!))

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Send 💭 + a name and my muse will share their thoughts on that character!

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⋆࿐໋˖𓍢ִִ໋ symbol roleplay prompt , ♡

send a 📱 for a voicemail left by the receiver on the sender's phone !

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DOKI DOKI LITERATURE CLUB PROMPTS warning: disturbing and mature content

"I've been reading a lot of horror lately."

"I hate horror."

"Thanks for keeping your promise."

"I overslept again."

"I know how hard you tried to make everyone happy."

"What am I saying?"

"I guess you don't have it in you to be mean even if you really want to."

"You say that like you were thinking about ignoring me."

"I changed my mind."

"Your happiness is really important to me, you know?"

"Honestly, you're even worse than me sometimes... I'm impressed!"

"Don't make promises you can't keep."

"I didn't want you to feel left out."

"You look out for me better than you look out for yourself."

"Glad to see someone recognises my experience."

"Keep practicing and maybe you'll be as good as me some day."

"I just wanted to see how you were doing."

"Whatever it takes for me to help you stop hurting, that's what I'll do."

"I don't understand your feelings at all."

"I know what you need the most right now."

"You're always hungry."

"When somethines wrong, you can't hide it from me."

"This isn't just some game where I can reset and try something different."

"I had only one chance and I wasn't careful enough."

"Please don't force yourself to be around me."

"Don't make me feel guilty."

"It almost feels like I've been betrayed as your close friend."

"The only cute thing about you is how hard you try."

"It's not healthy to think about the things you could have done differently."

"If you feel guilty, then that just means you deserve to feel guilty."

"Your suffering is fair enough retribution."

"I'm getting punished for being so selfish."

"I don't want to be cared about."

"I've had a really bad depression my whole life."

"What reason is there to do anything when I fully know how worthless I am?"

"Be careful, you might cut yourself on that edge, [name]. Oh, my bad, you already do, don't you?"

"Did you just accuse me of cutting myself?!"

“Have you considered killing yourself?”

“It would be beneficial to your mental health.”

“Wow, there’s really something wrong with me isn’t there?”

“I’m addicted to you.”

“It feels like I’m going to die if I’m not breathing the same air as you.”

“Doesn’t it feel nice to have someone care about you so much?”

“But if it feels so good, then why does it feel more and more like something horrible is going to happen?”

“I’m madly in love with you.”

"I sacrificed everything for us to be together."

“It feels like every inch of my body… every drop of blood in me… is screaming your name.”

“I don’t care what the consequences are any more.”

“I love you so much I wanna die.”

“I just wanna pull your skin open and crawl inside of you.”

“I want you all to myself.”

“Doesn’t that sound perfect?”

“Tell me you want to be my lover.”

“Do you accept my confession?”

“I didn’t realise the script was broken that badly.”

“I’ll make it up to you, okay?”

“Now that i think about it, i don’t know anything about the real you.”

"If only you had paid a little more attention, this would have been a little less awkward."

"I guess I owe you an explanation."

"I'm sorry you had to see that."

"It's not just jealousy. It's more than that."

"You're here. You're real. And you're wonderful."

"You probably saved my life."

"I don't think I could have continued to live in this world if I hadn't have met you."

"Will you make me smile like this every day from now on?"

"There's nothing left here. Just the two of us."

"I don't even think time is passing any more."

"We can be together forever."

"Don't be shy, I'd love to see what you wrote."

"I'm just falling more and more in love with you."

"Do you ever just feel like there's no real reason for you to be alive?"

"So much for being a good person, right?"

"You're supposed to jump from high enough that the rope snaps your neck, making it quick and painless."

"I just think you're really great and wanted to make sure you're not accidentally destroying yourself."

"Have you ever wondered what it feels like to die?"

"Did you delete me?"

"Go find some other people to torture."

"You completely, truly make me sick."

"I never thought anyone could be as horrible as you are."

"I'm just messing up a world I didn't even belong in."

"We finally got the good ending."

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Send my muse both a Truth and a Dare!

They have to pick one or the other!

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THE KIDS AREN'T ALRIGHT - an angst themed rp meme. *adjust punctuation & phrasing as needed

❝ I don't know why I call it home. It's not home anymore. ❞

❝ I'll keep trying. ❞

❝ Why can't I do anything right? ❞

❝ I'm sinking again. ❞

❝ There is nothing special about me. ❞

❝ I realized no one was coming. ❞

❝ I can't breathe, my chest hurts! ❞

❝ This feels like a cruel coincidence. ❞

❝ Please! What is going on?! ❞

❝ Are you testing me? ❞

❝ What do you want me to do? ❞

❝ I don't know what to do. ❞

❝ I wish I knew that you were hurting. ❞

❝ Please talk to me. ❞

❝ I can't handle it. ❞

❝ I don't know what to make of it. ❞

❝ It's too perfect and good. ❞

❝ I don't deserve it. ❞

❝ I feel like I'm going insane. ❞

❝ That's something no one else wants to compete with. ❞

❝ Why does this hurt? ❞

❝ I thought I had everything figured out. ❞

❝ Turn around and look at me. ❞

❝ You shouldn't have come. ❞

❝ I can't figure out how it makes me feel. ❞

❝ I feel stupid. ❞

❝ I need my heart to stop giving me hope. ❞

❝ I can't do it. I can't. I don't know how. ❞

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i could live here forever, pt. 1.

dialogue prompts from i could live here forever: a novel by hanna halperin.

don't worry. i'm not here to kill you.

must be nice, having friends to hang out with.

i didn't know things could be this easy.

i started to write you a text, but it was getting really long.

my last name is ___, by the way.

are you going to look me up?

if i google you, am i going to find your mugshot or something?

if you want to join us, we'd love to have you.

you probably have a lot of questions about me.

you're perfect-looking.

lonely is normal for me.

we took ourselves so seriously.

i want to see the world in a way i've never seen it before.

i understand if you want me to leave.

tell me what feels good.

i could stare at you all day.

i feel bad for anyone in the world who isn't us.

i didn't know i deserved to be this happy.

things were better, before ____.

there are certain memories i'd never write down or tell anyone.

i know what happens when you write things down. they change shape.

losing you has never stopped.

where do you go, those times when you leave?

i wasn't a normal daughter. i always knew that.

i've never seen you cry before.

i didn't just agree to a date, did i?

you sound different than i remembered.

i feel better just being with you.

i'd never actually seen that side of you before.

i haven't seen you like this for a long time.

you're big in my heart.

can i take your picture?

what did [name] have that i didn't?

i think they threw me out of here a few times.

i like being out with you.

how do you feel about pda?

what's mine is yours.

you should have woken me up.

i don't fit in here. i never have.

i'm a work in progress. i'm not perfect.

there's this thing between us. this buzzing, electric hum.

i need to be on my own for a while.

it was good running into you.

i've had this in my bag for weeks. now i can finally give it to you.

i looked forward to love more than anything else about growing up.

all i want is to be known completely by someone. to know someone completely.

i had this horrible feeling in my stomach and i got in my car, and i ended up outside your place.

do you want to come in?

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Mean Sentences, Vol. 8

(Mean sentences from various sources. Adjust phrasing where needed)

"Do you really think you can win?"

"You really are creepy, you know that?"

"If I kill you right now, no one will remember you! No one will miss you!"

"Oh, you really love yourself, don't you?"

"You know this doesn't make us friends, right?"

"Unless you have an IQ higher than mine, I'm not interested in what you think."

"Wow, you might be the least perceptive person I've ever met."

"Oh, you're really not as smart as I thought you were. I guess I gave you too much credit."

"I still don't think there's anything impressive or romantic about this."

"We are not the same. We are never going to be the same."

"You know, your arrogance is one of the big reasons why you're not further ahead with your career."

"Your ruse is pathetic."

"You must have been a very boring child."

"How do you live like this?"

"Everyone has their button. Push it and they go blind. Yours, obviously, is ego."

"I used to look up to you, but now? Now, you're pathetic."

"Can you just leave me alone? Every time you get near me, something bad happens."

"Now I know how weak you are."

"You know, maybe I'm not the problem? Maybe it's you!"

"You're not someone I really want to work with."

"You've got loose wiring. Probably a sociopath."

"You run around trying to fix everything, but you're the one who is broken."

"Have you deceived and betrayed anyone yet today? It is almost lunchtime, after all."

"Don't take this the wrong way, but I don't think about you all too often."

"Nothing interests me less than impressing you."

"Wow. I really got to you, didn't I?"

"Maybe you should do what you do best - run and hide."

"You never did lose well."

"I picked that up reading books. You should try it sometime."

"Was it worth it? Compromising yourself for money?"

"Everything they say about you is true!"

"When was it that you lost your imagination?"

"I'm sure some people find you charming, but I don't."

"You don't even feel, do you?"

"You are like a wad of chewing gum stuck to the bottom of my shoe that I just can't scrape off, you know that?"

"Let's get this straight; I don't like you any more than you like me."

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☁️  𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐂𝐫𝐨𝐰 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬  ☁️

from the 1994 movie! some lines have been a little altered to make them fit in a broader sense!

❛ People once believed that when someone dies a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead. ❜

❛ People once believed that when someone dies a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead. But sometimes, something so bad happens that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can't rest. ❜

❛ Then sometimes, just sometimes the crow can bring that soul back to put the wrong things right. ❜

❛ Who the fuck gets married on Halloween anyhow? ❜

❛ No, it's Amelia Earhart. We found her, and you missed it. ❜

❛ Yeah, I wasn't a big enough asshole. ❜

❛ They're gonna die, aren't they? ❜

❛ Now, come on, come on. It's-- it's okay. ❜

❛ What are you? Like the night watchman? ❜

❛ Bad people out on the street tonight. ❜

❛ Are you out of your motherfucking mind, man? ❜

❛ Yeah, sit on it and twirl. ❜

❛ I want you to tell me a story. ❜

❛ Murder? Let me tell you about murder! It's fun. It's easy. ❜

❛ Try harder. Try again! ❜

❛ So I guess you're not gonna be home 'til a lot later, huh? ❜

❛ Goddamn creatures of the night, they never learn. ❜

❛ You're looking for a coroner. ❜

❛ (Name), you're not paying attention. ❜

❛ I think you can rule out accidental death. ❜

❛ I'm supposed to thank you for that, right? ❜

❛ Take the fucking rings! Whatever, you can chew them! And you can choke on them, you son of a bitch! ❜

❛ Oh, Jesus Christ in a taxi cab! ❜

❛ I'm beggin' you alright, don't kill me. ❜

❛ You move, you're dead. ❜

❛ They're all dead. They just don't know it yet. ❜

❛ Be careful what you ask for. ❜

❛ Whatever you say, I can do. ❜

❛ What are you supposed to be? A clown or something? ❜

❛ It can't rain all the time. ❜

❛ And don't tell me you owe me one. ❜

❛ You are seriously fucked up. Did you look in the mirror? ❜

❛ Don't you ever fucking die?! ❜

❛ Does that hurt? Does it fucking hurt? ❜

❛ Say.. are you some kind of... ghost? ❜

❛ I don't know what I am. ❜

❛ Why didn't you do something about it? ❜

❛ Are you gonna vanish into thin air, again? ❜

❛ He winked at you? Tsk. Musicians. ❜

❛ Oh, for fuck's sake, die will ya? ❜

❛ There ain't no coming back. ❜

❛ Good speech though. I didn't wanna interrupt you, it sounded good. You gotta write that shit down. ❜

❛ When someone's dead, they can't come back, can they? ❜

❛ Well, your mama must be damn proud of you! ❜

❛ Ah, fuck. ❜

❛ Well, I guess you really will need my help, won't ya? ❜

❛ I think I messed up. ❜

❛ Pity there's not more time for us. ❜

❛ If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. ❜

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Out of context Gravity Falls quotes:

"Give me a hand with this coffin, will ya?"

"Sorry for accusing you of murder last week."

"I'm joking!"

"Right, like I'm gonna fall for that."

"The more you struggle the more awkward this is going to be for everybody."

"I can BUY and SELL you!"

"Aw, come on! BOO!"

"What am I doing?"

"You don't need to take your clothes off."

"Those cannibals are onto something. I taste delicious!"

"Tell my story!"

"Non-specific excuse!"

"Nice to meet you. Also, I think I am dying."

"I've been traumatized!"

"It's funny how dumb you are."

"You had me at shut up."

"I ate a man alive tonight."

"Race you to the bottom of the stairs!"

"Oh no, it's... happening."

"This is for your own good."

"My body is a temple! How dare you!"

"I AM THE GOD OF DESTRUCTION!"

"Oh no! I hope someone didn't die!"

"Too little, too late, ___."

"So this is an emergency."

"Who is it?? Have you come to steal my eyes?!"

"You're never gonna see it, ___. Never. Gonna. See it."

"Get this on tape in case I die or whatever."

"This is definitely not an accident!"

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Send '😍' if your muse thinks mine is pretty.

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HATOFUL BOYFRIEND (2011) PROMPT LIST.

“ Oh, well. I guess that’s that. ”

“ … Leave me alone. ”

“ Not every day I see you rushing along like this! ”

“ Stalking is a bad habit. ”

“ Sounds like an urban legend to me. ”

“ Let’s never do that again. ”

“ Curiosity killed the cat… among other things. ”

“ Mystery is the most powerful of aphrodisiacs. “

“ Overslept? ”

“ It would seem I have overestimated you. ”

“ You sure look like you woke up on the wrong side of the bed. ”

“ …You loved me, did you not? ”

“ You’re even stranger than I thought. ”

“ You don’t look like you have a good reason to be in here. ”

“ D-don’t look at me like that! You’re making me feel like a failure… ”

“ Don’t we get to vote?! ”

“ Do not think I’m here because I wish to be. ”

“ Do you think we’ll get there by dawn…? ”

“ Did you come to gaze into my eyes? ”

“ Did you really think I hadn’t noticed? ”

“ Oh my, we do have sticky fingers, don’t we? ”

“ I’m always having fun! ”

“ I just… hadn’t thought you’d actually come. ”

“ I keep meeting depressing people today. ” 

“ I wanted to hear your voice. ”

“ I’ll feed you all sorts of things, if you want. ”

“ I am… so glad I got to kill you. ”

“ I think we need to have a long, serious discussion. Alone. ”

“ I don’t ascribe to idle superstition. ”

“ I think I’m starting to like you, too, though I can’t say I thought much of you at first. ”

“ What is this ‘fun’? ”

“ What’s wrong?! Are you hurt?! ”

“ Would you like me to walk you to your place? ”

“ Aren’t you getting a little bit ahead of yourself? ”

“ …Shit. ”

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sentence starters

"I know that this is a serious life-or-death situation, but this is so freaking cool!"

"Stop laughing at me!"

"You know, you should really ask before you go messing around with other people's stuff."

"Don't look so cute all the time. How dare you."

"I have been summoned by the smell of food."

"You really need to stop doing that. It's going to cause permanent damage at some point."

"I don't trust you to drive. Give me the keys."

"I don't like it here. Can we go home now?"

"I can't believe I was ever scared of you."

"I broke the ______ again."

"Kindly stop tormenting my ______, or I will make you stop."

"We are going to need all the therapy once we get out of here."

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🐝  *  ―  𝑷𝑳𝑨𝑻𝑶𝑵𝑰𝑪 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  you've been my best friend for years, what made you think it would change now?  ❜ ❛  i'm always here for you if you need me.  ❜ ❛  well, that's what friends are for.  ❜ ❛  remember, i'm always just one call away.  ❜ ❛  how long have we known each other now? i know you better than you know yourself.  ❜ ❛  you're an idiot most of the time, but you're my idiot.  ❜ ❛  do you want to come over and watch movies tonight? i could use some company.  ❜ ❛  you always know how to cheer me up.  ❜ ❛  i made you your favorite food.  ❜ ❛  i know it's 2 a.m. but i really need someone to talk to. are you awake?  ❜ ❛  remember when we used to build blanket forts? let's do it again.  ❜ ❛  please come to this family dinner with me. my family already loves you and i need some neutral person there with me.  ❜ ❛  here, i got you something. i saw it at the shop and it reminded me of you.  ❜ ❛  do you remember that promise we made to each other when we were kids?  ❜ ❛  i'm so grateful to have you in my life. you mean the world to me.  ❜ ❛  i don't need advice right now, just a friend to listen.  ❜ ❛  you're the best friend one could ever ask for.  ❜ ❛  hey, umm ... thank you for being my friend.  ❜ ❛  you don't have to go through this alone. i'm here for you.  ❜ ❛  want to grab a coffee and catch up?  ❜ ❛  we may not talk every day anymore, but i still consider you my friend.  ❜ ❛  i can stay and help you finish this if you want.  ❜ ❛  you've got this. i believe in you!  ❜ ❛  how about we plan a game night this weekend?  ❜ ❛  do you ever wonder what our lives will be like in ten years?  ❜ ❛  no matter what happens, you'll always have me.  ❜ ❛  you don't have to pretend with me. i like you just the way you are.  ❜ ❛  consider it ... a little friendly competition.  ❜ ❛  thank you, you always know how to make me laugh.  ❜ ❛  i can't believe how far we've come together.  ❜ ❛  just stay put, i'll be over in a minute.  ❜ ❛  i've got us tickets for that concert/movies/exhibition you wanted to go to.  ❜ ❛  how about a road trip? just like old times ...  ❜ ❛  i really appreciate you staying in my life all these years.  ❜ ❛  i don't know what i'd do without you.  ❜ ❛  you can tell me if something is bothering you.  ❜ ❛  race you to the end of the street!  ❜ ❛  bet you can't beat me at this game. i'm a pro.  ❜ ❛  i challenge you to a cooking contest. loser has to buy dinner for the next week.  ❜ ❛  you've been such a great friend, and i just wanted to say thanks.  ❜