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shut up tho not you turning playboy!oliver into the world's biggest, soggiest simp man ever. not him having gone through some shit and thinking that "true love" isn't real so why shouldn't he have a little fun, but then in you sweep, and you don't even see him like that, not at first. but sweet god, does he want you.

he thinks it's a conquest thing, thinks that you'll fall to his charms just like every other girl (and a good number of guys) has and he'll move right the fuck on like he always has, but you don't. and you don't.

it isn't till you call him out on his bullshit that he realizes what he's doing -- chasing after sandcastles and ice sculptures because the pain of loss is so familiar he's started to call it friend.

and at first he hates it, hates knowing that you know, seeing how you see him for who he is instead of this porcelain facade he's spent his whole life painting. a face he barely even recognizes in the mirror every morning.

but, when he kisses you for the first time, he swears he can taste the next sixty years of his life tucked somewhere in the ridges behind your teeth, every lazy morning painted across the warmth of your lips, every midnight dance cadenced in the rhythm of your slightly uneven breaths. he wonders, briefly, how he could've ever scorned something like this, how he could've doubted when this is the one thing, the only thing -- the still-point of his turning universe.

the media has a field day when he posts as pic of him and you, posed in the mirror, his arm wrapped possessively around your waist, your face hidden in the crook of his neck, that signature lazy smirk slung across his lips. but the caption is marked different from anything he's ever posted of his various escapades and hookups before (all those posts also disappear sometime within a 48hr span, causing even more speculation), just a single word --

yours.

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you will feel so alive again.. like so incredibly alive. i dont know when that will be but it will be. u are gonna feel so alive that ur cheeks hurt from smiling oh man oh man i promise that day is coming. you do have a future, you do have good things coming, and you’ll survive everything that’s thrown at you until you reach that day

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???

bllk kin quiz

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Me when I forget to put laundry detergent in the washing machine

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man w hairy chest and hairy top of arms makes my hole leaky

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I see my love in less than 24 hours, it’s been a year since the last time, so excited I might pee a little

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Wind Breaker | Ep24 | Damn, that hurts! Huh? It hurts this bad when I jump down from the second floor? Guys on TV nail it and look a lot cooler and stuff.

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Seeing my love in three days, have been and will probably continue to be MIA from tumblr for a bit

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tw oliver aiku

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on your knees. now.

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clingy girls deserve clingy men

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Aggressive positivity for self-shippers, because I saw someone talk negatively about how their F/O probably not like them.

Your F/O loves you! They adore you! They think you’re the most beautiful/handsome/cute/sexy person ever! They adore your personality and your quirks! They are absolutely obsessed with you! Or if you don’t want that, they are like… normally in love with you!

Never ever doubt your F/O’s love for you okay? Because they would never want to be with anyone else, but you.

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hey, am i allowed to awoo? um, sorry to ask, but can i awoo here or are people gonna get mad at me? are you gonna let me awoo or are you gonna fucking kill me?

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zoned out thinking of dilf oliver… like hot single dad oliver with a kid the same age as you