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Aerith

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Galiza Máxica by M. Iglesias

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oh to be thought of, to be considered, to be remembered, to be included

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i had a beautiful and inspiring dream, but it feels like i haven't slept at all

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[OCs] Cotton and Puppy + stardew valley AU .𖥔 ݁ ˖

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LIGHTNING RETURNS: FINAL FANTASY XIII (2013)

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Hippocratic Oath

All secrets kept! He gave me fairly cheeky vibes :D Artfight attack on @onyx-wyvern Lammergeier! I hope I was able to do him justice!

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people love transfemininity as long as it's a performance put on for them and not a person who is living their life for themselves

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how do i even stop the longing aside from forgetting? is there still a way? do i still have time somehow?

i'm not one to say that life ends after [insert an artificial number] - quite the opposite actually. i can't wait to get older and not have to worry about everything anymore. it's just that what i had for these few moments seems exclusive to later developmental years.

once again it all comes down to me not getting to experience this time as myself or, to be honest, at all. i honestly don't think i can replace it by making new memories. i can only move forward, write some things off my non-existent bucket list and just embrace who i am today, though it's much easier said than done. as the time goes, it somehow gets tougher, at least for now.

it might be partially related to what i've been working on throughout the last few days, something akin to a beach episode for Aya. so what am i supposed to do? just stop writing what i want? something that at the same time might be my only way to ever remotely experience what i dreamed about last night? apparently it does affect me, so i don't know anymore.

i'm not wrong for having the feelings i have, but it feels like i can do nothing but move on.

i had a beautiful and inspiring dream, but it feels like i haven't slept at all

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i'm so messed up today lmao

i had a beautiful and inspiring dream, but it feels like i haven't slept at all

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so hard not to become the most annoying person on earth if you're a little excitable and just learned a little about a topic literally no one around you has any interest in

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Not to be insane but I feel like transfeminism is this whole suite of liberatory insights not just for transfems but literally for everybody but then you try to tell like, a cis woman about it and theyre like ew no thank you marriage and gender roles are natural and ur just some weird dude in a dress. And then you tell a trans guy and hes like ew no thank you my biological sex is so real and ur just some weird dude in a dress. And then you go try telling less informed/intellectually curious trans women and theyre like ew no thank you I’m just some weird dude in a dress.

Like you shout from the rooftops about how all our identities are constructed and how we are all being used and how we are all seen as monstrous if we try to actually love and fulfill ourselves and instead of a broad solidarity everyone's like

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i've had dreams like this already, causing me to regret waking up, but not even one was so full of acceptance and the feeling of being important for me to regret it so much.

it's depressing that i probably won't be able to replicate the feeling and the circumstances anymore. not with people around me settling down already. i wish i realized what i was losing years ago.

i wish i got to live as her, with the people who really care...

i had a beautiful and inspiring dream, but it feels like i haven't slept at all