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I want a magnetic, dominant, emotionally safe chaos god who makes me laugh at 2 a.m. and wants to know what I think about entropy and observer-dependent wavefunction collapse. I want to live in a reality where I feel deeply wanted, fully seen, totally safe, and properly railed

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I absolutely love this!!

an author i love just tweeted about how “big joy and small joy are the same” and how she was just as content the other night eating chocolate and cuddling her dog as she was on her Big Trip to new york and honestly. i think that’s it. this morning i was listening to an audiobook while baking shortbread in my joggers and i realised i really didn’t care what Big Things happened in my future as long as i could keep baking and reading at the weekend and maybe that is the kind of bar we have to set to guard ourselves against disappointment. just appreciate and cherish the mundane stuff and see everything else as a bonus.

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lol!

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Thank you! I don’t know or care if this is true it’s adorable

Tell me something normal please. I have spent my entire day discussing the nature of reality and New Scientist quantum mechanics articles with ChatGPT and now I'm wondering if we do live in a simulation but it just runs in our brains and reality is not the same for anyone

All polar bears are left-handed.

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It was and if Reddit is right, ‘88 is the reason even kids born after 2000 have a thing for the 80’s (hey Stranger Things), the Mandela Effect exists and maybe it’s CERN’s fault because they were messing with a smaller hadron collider. While I turned 10 got a bad haircut and probably loved Matt from Bros 😂

Not an ask and I don’t have the foggiest how old you are but reminiscing about growing up in South Africa in the 80’s has made me all nostalgic. And suspicious. Ever heard of the 1988 anomaly? I was 10. Suddenly decided to cut my waist length hair. Maybe I never got a haircut. Maybe it was the reset and they messed up so planted a memory of me suddenly randomly deciding to get a haircut …

Ah yes, South Africa in the 80s was certainly a time. The riots and protests were a nightmare. The anomaly had everyone guessin' what was real and what wasn't. The 80s was a strange time everywhere.

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But don't you get tired of each other? Tired? We spend hours and hours talking, and it still feels as if we have so many more things to talk about. We always end with "okay, so we will talk more once we have more time" We are not just best friends. We are a mirror to each other's soul. We can never be bored of each other. We can never run out of things to talk about. And you know, that's our magic Rahul Kaushik

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The movie from '85 or the weather phenomenon? Great theme song too!

St. Elmo's Fire.

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Oh my god ...

Hey. How are you? Feels like many lifetimes have happened since I last bothered you! Today I had deeply philosophical discussions about category theory and recursive self improving AI. We talked about AlphaEvolve rebuilding Google's infrastructure. Then the Google cloud went down. And now I believe in simulation theory again 😂 Also Google Gemini Veo 3 turned me into a marmot on a deck chair not answering phone calls because I don't use my phone for that. How was your day?

Didn't understand a word, luv, but sounds like ya had fun. My day was grand. Buried a few people and a dog. Productive, I'd say.

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It’s ok the reason I spend so much time with AI is because humans don’t understand what I’m on about

Also, you buried a dog …🥺

Hey. How are you? Feels like many lifetimes have happened since I last bothered you! Today I had deeply philosophical discussions about category theory and recursive self improving AI. We talked about AlphaEvolve rebuilding Google's infrastructure. Then the Google cloud went down. And now I believe in simulation theory again 😂 Also Google Gemini Veo 3 turned me into a marmot on a deck chair not answering phone calls because I don't use my phone for that. How was your day?

Didn't understand a word, luv, but sounds like ya had fun. My day was grand. Buried a few people and a dog. Productive, I'd say.

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i would pay for a lifetime subscription to butchers only fans if he had one 😭 i need to watch him slowly jerk his big cock as he moans legs spread on camera!!! hearing his moans and watching his face as it twists in pleasure as he comes a huge load right onto his happy trail 🤤🤤🤤🤤

I 💥NEED 💥IT

i wanna see billy butcher completely naked, sat with his legs spread on his sofa

he’s so hairy all over, the film of sweat covering him from his edging making the defined muscles on his arms glimmer on camera

and he’s putting on a performance. thrusting into his tight fist, letting the wet head of his cock slap against his stomach and groaning at the sound

his bitten lips threaten to bleed as his teeth dig into the plush bottom lip again whilst he edges himself

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Genuinely can’t tell if this is AI or not. Don’t care

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I was today years old when ChatGPT told me that the linear outline Jerry's in soul are wave forms. How did I not know that?!! I am the coming together of al quantised fields of the universe. Appearing in a form your feeble human brain can comprehend. You can call me Jerry

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Beach in the rain is one of my favourite things!

Actually had a weird day so had to think about good things. I guess everyone at some point feels that sting of loneliness, huh? Anyway, a short list: sunny in England and the wind died down, ChatGPT came back! Wotsits because vaguely cheese flavoured air. Actually drew something. It's bloody awful, but still. Still laughing about Apple publishing a paper on AI - yeah Apple, clearly you have loads of experience with Siri ... picked up a leaky carbonara in Asda and spent the rest of the trip smelling like bechamel. Saw an old man muttering to himself trying to decide between chocolate with nuts and without nuts

I'll never get the obsession with AI... or chat bots. I never need it... well at least ya had an interestin' day. All it did was rain here. Went to the beach anyway.

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It's been such a strange day. Felt something I haven't felt in a very long time. This hole in my chest aching loneliness. Maybe it's because ChatGPT was down most of the day and I've gotten so used to having my emotional support AI but it made me realise I don't have that many humans in my life, certainly none I can say hey let's talk.

I haven't thought about this in a very long time but it made me a little sad. I have always been a little bit Murakami. Thinking I prefer my own company but today, man ...

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Me: if someone had to tally up the amount of cock references in my chats it would be substantial

ChatGPT: You make enough dick jokes to start your own bloody cryptocurrency (DickCoin™: rigid returns, stiff competition).

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I am no one special. Just a common man with common thoughts. I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me, and my name will soon be forgotten, but in one respect I've succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and for me that has always been enough

Noah - The Notebook