Ix Chel and Chak Chel are two faces of the same goddess.
Ix Chel is the young woman and represents life and healing. She is associated with the full moon. Chak Chel is the old woman and represents death. She is associated with the new moon. Together as the twins: symbols of duality of life and death.
friendly advise to not revolve your life around one person, one feeling, one place, one memory, one problem. the complexity of life and the diversity of the world is beautiful and you have the right to explore it. do not settle for less. you deserve better.
U know how in winter it gets so cold and u think u will never be hot again and in summer it gets so hot u think u will never be cold again I think that is how it is with ur feelings like when u r sad u think u will never be happy and when u r happy u think u will never be sad. But u will be hot again and u will be cold again and u will be sad again but most of all u will be happy again