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Static

I was planning a proposal. To renew our vows I thought maybe If I planned now the day would come And I would know it was time I want you and only you But you still get angry And decide to quit again On us Our love Our friendship Our families hope for a bright and happy future So I guess Instead I'll plan something for me Or maybe a surprise for our kids But to propose to you To redo the things I did wrong and learned from To renew a life long companionship with my best friend To have and to hold Just isn't sane Not anymore I will love myself and the three gifts you've given me And hope I can teach them to choose better than I did To love with a true unending well of forgiveness and understanding The static my heart and head are dealing with is not something I wish to pass on Not to my own worst enemy I do hope you find whatever you're seeking You could have it all with us but as long as you find it somewhere I will be happy for you I will support you I will love you until the day I die More than anyone else ever will Even if I can't have you.

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Love

If I had the chance again To love and be loved in return I would give up everything For that glance That touch The soul strand that completes you and holds you unconditionally. Happily. I would sacrifice my life to have one day of love that is returned.

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I know no one probably sees many of my posts but I would work for an hour for $5 to go get myself a bite of something semi nice to eat

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Anxious

The swirling storm inside my chest Ceases not for anything I wish I knew why you did this to me Or that I could just be where freedom lives Happiness is all I want with you Yet this is all you give I don't want to run this race anymore Even though I said I'd never leave The time has come and I should go Someone out there will come To take your hand and hold your heart And give you what you need.

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Life

It really shouldn't be this bloody complicated.

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And when I'm old Unrecognizable I hope that it's you still there smiling with me and crying too There will never be enough time in my life To spend enough with you I love you and it's Unreciprocated Please just let someone love me The way that I do you

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I'm adding you to the list !

Yay! I love lists! :) :) :)

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If anyone's looking

'Out of Time' has not been updated and I am terribly sorry. I've been in a very odd mood- spent the last few weeks alternating between this wicked flu plague and rearranging for better flow and energy. The clutter was driving me mad. I will have time soon to get another part (maybe two- I have A LOT of rough drafts/ notes/ outlines to work into something sensible. Thanks for being patient I am pretty sure it will be worth the wait! (I say pretty sure because I am not even certain how it will end 😬)

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Right.

Too mentally ill to be “normal,” too good at faking functionality for people to take my issues seriously.

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Salt and Sugar

Aries: 70% salt, 30% sugar

Taurus: 75% salt, 25% sugar

Gemini: 50% salt, 50% sugar

Cancer: 40% salt, 60% sugar

Leo: 65% salt, 35% sugar

Virgo: 90% salt, 10% sugar

Libra: 20384% salt, fAKE SPLENDA SUGAR

Scorpio: 30% salt, 70% sugar

Sagittarius: Depends on who you are tbh. Either 666% salt of 666% sugar

Capricorn: 60% salt, 40% sugar

Aquarius: 99% salt, 1% sugar

Pisces: 420% salt (surprise!), you gotta deserve their sweetness

source:risingimini

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Spiderman would be a lot less cool if he didn’t live in New York

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No wonder my life is so slow 😂

life, but everytime you cry it gets faster

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I really would like some sort of inspiration for the next part of Out of Time. I thought 'threatening Baby E' may do the trick.

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That does still sting

Bath & Body works employee: Ma'am are you ok? Me, sprawled in the candle aisle with tears in my eyes: Lexa kom Trikru died a year ago, show some compassion you heartless bitch

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Never Will I Ever

Summary: You’d waited years to get your soulmark, and when you finally did you realized that you’d never get to meet him.

Word count: 2284

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader

Genre: Angst with a happy ending

Warnings: Angsty

Author’s Note: So this was an idea that I’d had anyway BUT it wasn’t in the plans to be out anytime soon. However, yesterday I found myself on the receiving end of some hate, telling me to give up on writing because I wasn’t good and that I should delete my blog. Instead it fueled me to write this. So, to that anon, thanks for the motivation! And a big thank you to all of you who have been very supportive, it means a lot. Now, I feel like this started out strong but got a little weak near the end, for that I apologize, its 5am and I’m tired…If anyone wants a part 2 let me know and I can absolutely do it.

Tags: @emilyevanston, @goody2shoessmut

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