dear fucking diary….i want to shut down on myself and let myself sink …. i want to get high and see how far i can fly….its haram but it may help me out…i cant have it cause i dont have bad friends around … and i cant begg my sister
hiii…it has been a while … that last post was supposed to be posted 4 months ago but it didnt til today.
im now in summer break ! and im soon to be a junior in high school!!!! its crazy i graduated sophomore 💀😭 but lhmdlh i did….
ive been reading what i wrote in the last 2 years and omg i was lost and far away from my deen … thank allah for helping me out and for finding my way out of it…i was 13 when i started this acc and now im 16 …its reeeeeaally weird to know that ive grown old on this app and its cool 😂
ive been a fan of blogging and typing random shii thats been going thru my head in here ://
Saw someone on the blue bird app saying they burned 360 calories with it!! And the best part: it has NO jumping so you can easily do it in secret (bc I know I’m not the only one who is embarassed of working out in my room :p)
every time smbdy raises their voice at me and starts blocking my thoughts , i cant help it but cry and wish for myself to die sooner...Arent my opinions important? arent my decisions “ good” enough? ...hhh....i sound like a. single neglected mother ...you know that “that “ shitty ass decision IS inDEED gonna help me out with my mental health...yk that in a specific way....why does it gotta be ONLY your goddamn decision!!!!!!!!!!!!
[Me: The girl with her gray hair and glasses who doesn't dare ask Johnny Depp for a picture with him when he's very close to me...I have a better idea, to take a picture of him discreetly 😂]