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When I find my ship in times of trouble,

Fanfic authors come to me,

Speaking words of wisdom: Ao3.

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First look at Taylor Dearden and Patrick Ball as Melissa King and Frank Langdon THE PITT season two, streaming January 2026

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*lays down on the couch like I'm in a therapist office*

So, I think one of my problems with writing original fiction is that I don't do big plots? My fanfic work is really about the characters and the plot drives the reader through exploring that and the characters developing, but I guess cause of the influence of Trad Pub I feel like a book needs a Big Plot.

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just remembered cas purposefully (to me) left his car on empty on the side of the road and went to dean like "Dean my car broke down 😰 pleaseee help me... I need YOUR help Dean 🥺 because you are sooo amazing with cars ☺️😇" and dean is like "Oh. You didn't know it needs gas. Of course, Cas.. Heh. Angel driving a car thats.. Heh. Awesome... Alright let's go get it, buddy."

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yes, their close platonic relationship in canon is important to me specifically because it's both close and platonic

yes, I also ship them romantically, or as part of a romantic poly ship

I refuse to lock myself into a single interpretation of a fictional relationship when there's multiple interesting ways to view it. I can do both

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I noticed that Jensen hasn’t done sex scenes in years. I wonder why.

If I were on my phone, this is where I would insert an eye-rolling emoji.

Not every character, or every show for that matter, needs to have sex scenes or relationships to work.

How many sex scenes did we see with Dean? 2? (Cassie and Anna?) And both of those actually had meaning within the context of the storytelling.

Jensen's television work since SPN ended (not including his cameos on Walker, The Winchesters, and Gen V):

The Boys

Big Sky

Tracker

Countdown

Literally the only one of these where a sex scene would even remotely have made sense is Countdown, and even then, what would the point be? To see Jensen Ackles in a sex scene with a character whose name his character probably doesn't even know?

My apologies if you're asking innocently enough. But I get enough "Jensen won't do sex scenes" in my inbox with ridiculous reasons why that I'm side-eyeing you, non.

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Regeneration is such an intimate moment. It's a huge personal change in like nearly every sense of the word.

So can we talk about how out of all the New Who Doctor's the Ninth Doctor's last words in this huge moment were entirely directed at Rose?

I'm sure the experience is perceived differently for every Doctor, but Ten describes it like dying. And with the way some of them seem conflicted about actually having to die when it really comes down to it, yeah fair. Add onto that that you won't actually die but you will have to redo all of this effortful self discovery you've spent years doing all over again because you will be completely different. Add onto it the fact that all of your hard work, everything you've worked for, everything you've earned is about to potentially be completely undone in a manner of seconds. You'll remember yeah, if you're lucky or if you wait long enough. You'll remember the important stuff. But the game's changed now and you're expected to pick up where you left off like the controls haven't been tampered with, flipped, reversed, inverted or worse. Some of the controls might not even exist anymore. And that's just your reaction to it. Who knows how your companions will respond. Yeah. This moment is huge. But if you've read this far you've probably watched the show. So you don't need me to tell you that. The Doctor's various final moments make a lot of sense with all this in mind. They're goodbyes but not necessarily dedicated to everyone else. Their very last words always seem to be just for them, and, on a more meta level, the audience/viewers.

And then there's Nine. Nine who loves this girl so much that he shares in the vulnerability of this moment with her. Holds a one sided conversation with her, doesn't look away once. His last words are entirely for her. He's literally dying, burning from the inside out and trying to make sure to ground her, keep her calm as he is literally DYING. Can you imagine the uncertainty of not knowing who you are about to be, the fear of knowing that everything you love about your self and life may just vanish before your eyes and then add on the very literal sensation of burning to death and you spend your last moments trying to make sure someone else is calm because they look, understandably, scared?

Ten's last words were a silent plea not to change. Eleven's were an acknowledgment of all he did and was. Twelve was a reminder, a promise, a request, many things for himself. Thirteen's was a sendoff and a greeting to whoever she was going to be. Fourteen's was a comment about how happy he was with the ending he got. Fifteen was a celebration of the experience of who he got to be.

Nine is the only one whose entire regeneration speech was focused on one person and one person only. And it wasn't him.

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i just watched the confession and for the fourth quadrillion time none of this is open to interpretation castiel is in love with dean that’s the reason this scene even happens.

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ohhhh when human cas dreams for the first time and it’s JARRING to wake up and feel like he just had dean in front of him, taking to him, touching him. cas can still feel the phantom touch of dean’s hand on his shoulder in the dream. and it’s all green eyes and freckles, every time he drifts off, dean, dean, dean, and eventually he has to ask dean if it’s always like this, dreaming, if dean dreams this vividly of him, feeling like they just talked every time he wakes up. and dean goes crimson red and goes no, no i don’t dream about you every night, actually- i have a lot of nightmares, but it’s not - they’re not about you. it’s normal to dream about the people you know, cas, it’s not weird, it’s just dreams. stuff you can’t control. and then he bites his lip and changes the subject.

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Favorite Friends to Lovers trope is Person Who Just Discovered Their Crush And Is Freaking Out Full Force x Person Who Has Been Deeply In Love And Dealing With It For Years And Therefore Not Showing Any Signs Of Having A Crush Whatsoever. The person who's Just Realized is looking for any signs that their crush is reciprocated and they're getting NOTHING. The other person is sooo nonchalant. But really it's because being in love with this person is like breathing at that point. It just goes so hard

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Can’t lose these tags 🤣

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New hinge match

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Here's the art I made for @gay-dinasaur's @deancasbdsmbang fic! This was a fun fic to work on, I mean look at Cas' outfit!! I had to put him in jeans to make tumblr happy, if you want to see Cas without you can see it on AO3 HERE

Go read the fic & leave it some love on AO3 here: LINK TO FIC!

Thank you to our lovely @deancasbdsmbang mod for running this event!

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Sorry I Can't Make It, I'm a Little Tied up Today

Author: @gay-dinasaur

Artist: @witchy-worm

Rating: Explicit

Word Count: 15,000

Pairings: Castiel/Dean Winchester

Content Warnings: None

Tags: BDSM, Sub Dean Winchester, Dom Castiel (Supernatural), Sex To Love, Gay Dean Winchester, Gay Castiel (Supernatural), Edging, Cuffs, Dean Winchester is in the closet

Summary: Dean is business man and he's very concerned about his public image, to the degree that there are a lot of things he doesn't tell people who are close to him, even his brother. The most important being that he likes men (and only men). Even worse, he likes being told what to do and give himself over to someone, but only where no one else knows about it. He doesn't date and he doesn't think he will ever be in a serious relationship with a man. He's accepted that. (Or has he..?)

Every Friday, he goes to special club to get that part of his wants and needs taken care of. It's fine and it's enough until it's not and a Dom named Castiel starts to worm his way into Dean's heart and his life.

Dean has to learn to accept himself and learn how to put together his professional, personal and sexual life.

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thank you to @autisticandroids for reminding me to post my entry from the spn season 6 fanwork exchange! it was a while ago, but i never got around to posting it here oops 💀

wlw destiel as smith college girls for i-d magazine 🫡👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩♀️♀️👭

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