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ok but knox and liam would’ve hated each other so much in the beginning. liam would hate knox for what he did to syd for all those years, think he wasn’t worthy of redemption. knox wouldn’t think liam was good enough for syd, think he was weird and too quiet. but knox sees the way liam looks at syd, like he’s something meant to be cherished, like he’s a gift, and knox agrees. liam sees the way knox talks to syd, with a bit of fondness in his eyes and a soft smile playing on his lips. they both love syd so much, and start to bond over it - liam sees a side of knox he’s never bothered to get to know before, and knox sees more than liam’s cold demeanor and violent past. they fall in love, too. they’ve fallen for syd, and for each other in the process.

what i’m saying is that basically knox/syd/liam would have been so canon and they all would have loved each other so much

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Sydney Carton & Marie Louise Alvarez

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“Liam had seen it happen as he fled, just a boy, bleeding where his own mother had hacked off his hand at the wrist before the patch install could infiltrate his bloodstream.”

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Proxy & Guardian appreciation week

day #3 - favourite minor character: Cousin

i just. i think he’s great, i love how we learn about him via Liam yet we still know shit about this man. the best kind of an antagonist! though i can’t remember if he had eyebrows \o/.

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truth to be told, though, i found it very difficult to pick ONE character that i really liked more than the others; i think pretty much everyone in P & G is well written, their personalities don’t seem forced, everything just flows naturally (and everyone loves Knox, i mean. yeah.) either way, at the end i was considering picking either Syd or Liam - but Liam “won”, eventually. because i think he was that kind of character who was himself till the very end (even with the character development going on), whereas with Sydney i kind of felt like he switched personalities with Marie in Guardian, at least on some parts (where he was all save the guardians!!! and Marie dropped hercause girl attitude?? that was weird). so, yeah. baby sweetheart (and still badass) Liam!

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proxy & guardian appreciation week, day one:

○ favourite major character - Syd Carton

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proxy & guardian appreciation week -> monday favourite major character: Liam

The kid would learn, just like Liam had. All it took was the commitment to work had and to forget your life before. Amnesia was a soldier’s best friend, and luckily, it could be taught. Missing limbs still ache, but missing memories never do.

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E3 and egan? (for the emoji character thing) (i was gonna say knox but you said you didn't like that so) also i seem to be picking egan a lot. sorry y

Hope you like it!

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proxy & guardian appreciation week -> saturday favourite relationship/friendship: Egan and Syd

He’d also imagined his first kiss. […] He’d even thought about a kiss with Egan, though he’d never admit it to his best friend’s face.

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proxy & guardian appreciation week -> friday favourite location: Maes tower (former headquarters of the Oosha Pangang Chemical Supply Company)

He’d launched a new business in the ruins of the old. He’d thrived.

People like Maes always thrived.

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Proxy & Guardian appreciation week

day #4 - favourite scene Before he coluld open his mouth, however, Syd collapsed onto him, his hand clutching at Liam’s shirt, crying against Liam’s chest.

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proxy & guardian appreciation week -> wednesday favourite (minor) character: Marie Louise Alvarez

Marie nodded. “I won’t let you down.” She almost saluted but stopped herself. Her eyes were wet with tears, but the rest of her face had turned hard as steel.

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Proxy & Guardian Appreciation Week

day two: favourite quote(s)

Egan smiled. “It’s almost like I’m your proxy now, huh? Suffering for your sins…”

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Proxy & Guardian Appreciation Week

day one: favourite major character

yup, it’s this nerd

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I’d burn the world down if it would make you smile.  

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Proxy & Guardian Appreciation Week

day seven: whatever the hell we want (aka marie alvarez)

i just rly like the idea of marie chopping off her long hair in guardian bc of the heat or smth idk but drawing short hair is fun

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domestic syd/liam hcs?

all i can think of rn is morning kisses tbh like liam waking up first and just looking at syd, just watching, just listening to his quiet breathing and staring at his relaxed features and thinking abt kissing him awake (but not doing it bc syd needs his rest and liam wouldn’t disturb that). but then syd finally wakes up and he smiles all sleepily and whispers goodmorning as he stretches and before soon liam has given in and finally, finally!!!! kissed those pretty lips and every time again syd makes this soft noise of surprise and pleasure and it warms something in liam’s chest 

also syd making breakfast and liam watching him, clutching a cup of tea in his hand, his metal hand absently stroking syd’s back (his promise of never touching syd w it long forgotten, after syd kissed it and told him he knows, told him it’s okay, told him it doesn’t change how syd feels about him). slow kisses with liam pinned against the kitchen counter and syd stealing bites of liam’s breakfast!!! 

syd and liam showering together, and the first time liam suggested it, syd was like 100% sure it was meant to be an innuendo, will you come shower with me? we can share, i’ll wash your back, he’s heard abt it before okay. but no, liam was just honest to god serious, he just wanted to actually shower together. and there’s something nice about it, something peaceful and sensual and sure, sometimes it does turn sexual, but only rarely? it’s just nice to be so close together, so intimate, to touch and feel and be together. 

and also, maybe even better than waking up together, falling asleep together?? limbs tangled and liam’s face tucked in the crook of syd’s neck, snoring quietly while syd holds him and strokes his back. also syd’s head on liam’s chest, listening to his heartbeat and letting it lul him to sleep. them spooning, holding on to each other and silently promising to never let go!!! s i g h s