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I knew pb would pull something like this.

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Drake the Barbarian Masterlist

Synopsis: Elora is captured and held prisoner by Barbarian Drake. Many posts are NSFW.

This is set out in the order the drabbles are posted in, although posts 1, 2 and 3 take place after 4 and 5.

1. Drake the Barbarian (first post)

2. Cleanse

3. Beast

4. The Raid (coming)

5. Lashings (coming)

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Drake Walker and (MC Kate Darling )

Fluffy Alphabet

This is my 300 follower celebration of love and gratitude. 😍😊❤ You all are amazing.

If you follow me but aren't familiar with the adventures of Drake and Kate you can find my TRR Fanfiction here.

Thanks Les for the Fluffy Alphabet tag, this uses @pixelburied 's template.

A - Anger (What was their first fight about? Any big or recurring arguments?)

Kate confronted Drake regarding how many past lovers he's had and he was reluctant to tell. And when he admitted to sleeping with Olivia, Kate flipped out. But they made up afterward, so it all worked out in the end.

B - Best (What would they say is the other's best trait?)

Drake would say Kate's kindness and patience, she's super nice.

Kate would say Drake's bravery and loyalty.

C - Camera (How do they document their relationships? Who likes to take pictures? Or videos?)

Drake isn't much for taking pictures, except for moments that mean the most to him. His most cherished photos of he and Kate are from at the lake during their camping trip. Although he will sneak candid pictures of Kate from time to time for his own personal use.

Kate loves taking pictures and her phone is full of folders documenting all of the in between moments, wanting to make the most of each memory. Her favorite pictures are when she can capture Drake smiling for no apparent reason.

D - Dates (What are their dates like?)

In the beginning Drake was all about grand gestures, fancy restaurants, and tickets to sporting events trying to make a good impression. But Kate was always happiest when they would just do simple things like go to the movies, to a bar or just order pizza. She'll never forget Karaoke night in New York though, and Drake getting up to sing!

E - Early (What was the first month of dating like?)

Passionate and crazy. They couldn't get enough of eachother sexually.

F - Friends ( How is their relationship with each other's friends?)

Kate introduced Drake to her friends in New York and for the most part everyone got along fine. Drake's circle of friends is small, but Kate was happily accepted and has become like family.

G - Gifts (Do they exchange gifts? what kind?)

Honestly the greatest gift either received was their loving relationship. Kate cherishes her engagement ring as it's a Walker family heirloom. Drake just sees Kate as the gift that keeps on giving.

H - Hugs ( All things hugs)

To Drake there is no better feeling (at least with his clothes on) to be wrapped in a Kate hug, or vice versa. He swears they were meant to be together because of how well her body moulds to his. To Kate being wrapped in Drake's arms and snuggled into his chest is the best place in the world. They can't stand together without touching or holding the other in some way. Contact is everything.

I - Inside Jokes ( Do they have any?)

Kate likes to tease Drake about the fact that his name is also the term for a male duck and call him Ducky at inappropriate times. He counters by regressing to calling her by her last name like when they first met.

J -Jealousy (Who gets jealous easier?)

Kate knows that Drake had a reputation for entertaining the female staff at the Royal Palace before they met. Whenever an attractive maid or kitchen helper acts all flirty with Drake, she gets all defensive and suspicious. Drake only has eyes for Kate though.

K - Kiss (How do they kiss?)

Silly question. As much as possible of course. In public Drake likes to give Kate little kisses on the forehead or cheek. Where Kate is shorter of course, she usually gives Drake little pecks on the cheek, or the lips instead if his cheek is too bristled. In private however their kisses go everywhere..😏 As a side note Drake always makes sure to kiss Kate good morning and goodnight. And if he's going somewhere without her he always kisses her before he leaves.

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Ok since the alphabet has so many letters and I tend to get wordy in my descriptions, I am splitting this post into two parts.

_L to Z continues here

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Sorry they cut me off at 50 tags... 😩

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My One Handsome Devil Drake and Kate

Fluffy Alphabet A - K here.

FLUFFY ALPHABET

continued L to Z

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L - Love (How did they first say those three words)

The day after they finally consummated their new relationship in New York, Drake couldn't help himself and had to tell Kate he loved her. And of course for Kate the feeling was mutual. ❤

M - Movies ( What kinds of movies do they watch together? Is it a regular Netflix ritual?)

Kate loves movie dates with Drake. They usually go see action movies because is such a Marvel fan. Kate doesn't mind because for every action movie they see on a date she chooses a romantic comedy or dramatic thriller for them to watch at home together in private on Netflix.

N - Nicknames (Things they call eachother)

Kate likes to call Drake her Ducky or HoneyDuck, or Lovey, Sweetie or Honey.

Drake still calls Kate by her last name from time to time to tease her, but otherwise he saves the nicknames for their private moments. He likes to call her Lovey, Beautiful, Honey and when he's had too much to drink he'll sometimes call her KatieBear.

O - One (tell us about the moment they realized they were the one)

For Kate the enigmatic and snarky Drake Walker was a thorn in her side and the apple of her eye from the moment he came to her rescue on derby day. She knew then that despite his gruff nature he was really a nice guy underneath it all.

Drake tried to hide his feelings for Kate during the social season, but everytime she'd smile at him he felt warm all over. When they kissed the night of the Coronation and the thought of her choosing to be with King Nicholas crossed his mind, he knew it would break his heart.

P – Pizza (What is their favourite food to eat together?)

Breakfast, because it means they're still in bed naked and have ordered it to share in their room. If they have to make an appearance at a group breakfast at the Palace they're usually late.

Q – Quit (Do they break up? Almost break up? What happened?)

Not a chance. They've been through too much together to give up now.

R – Rainy Days (How do they comfort each other on dark days?)

Drake has been known to drown his sorrows and anger in a bottle of whiskey, usually regretting it the next day. Since he and Kate have gotten together though she has encouraged him to talk to her instead of seeking out the numbing effects of alcohol. Kate has made him promise that if he is going to drink when he's emotional that he doesn't do it alone.

Drake helps Kate get over her fear of thunderstorms by distracting her with love and affection, encouraging her to lean on him when she feels scared.

S - Soft (something one of them did that turned the other into absolute mush)

Kate loves running her fingers through Drake's thick dark hair, and Drake really loves it when she does it too. To him it's totally hypnotizing and relaxing, while Kate enjoys how his hair feels as it runs through her fingers.

Kate becomes total putty in Drake's hands when he whispers in her ear and asks her what she wants from him.

T - Texting (Do they text each other a lot? What do they talk about?)

When Kate was sent back to New York following the Coronation she immediately missed all of her Cordonian friends. When she reached out in a message, Drake was the first one to respond. While they were separated they flirted back and forth through messages, exchanging photos. Kate missed Drake so much but his messages helped her feel better. She didn't know he was secretly traveling to New York to be with her. ❤

U - Unique (Tell us about some of their odd habits that surprise the other.)

Kate was pleasantly surprised that Drake always sleeps naked, not that she minds.

V - Vanity (Something they're proud of in themselves and their partner)

Drake was an athlete in school and works hard to maintain his muscled physique and keep his skills sharp.

Kate admires his dedication and totally appreciates that he likes to take care of himself. Kate isn't nearly as vain in looking after her appearance, but Drake is fine with that and thinks she's beautiful as she is.

W - Wedding (Tell us about their wedding, if they've gotten that far.)

Kate and Drake are engaged to be married but haven't really talked about what kind of ceremony they want to have yet.

X - eX that out (Something they hate about the other)

Kate hates that Drake can be impulsive and do things without thinking, not realizing how it affects other people. His anger issues feed off of this impulsive behavior too.

Drake can't bring himself to hate anything about Kate, because he knows she's helping him be a better person.

Y- YouTube (What are they like online?)

Drake doesn't have a very large online footprint. He only uses Facebook for the Messenger, and uses Twitter to keep up with his favorite sports teams and celebrities. He's not much of a photo taker and doesn't feel the need to share his personal stuff on Instagram. He's not a selfie kind of guy and though he has Snapchat he uses it sparingly.

Kate is all over social media, especially since the Tariq scandal broke. She's worried that her relationship with Drake is going to be affected and they'll lose any kind of privacy. Being recognized and having fans also means there are people who resent her celebrity status and hate on her for some reason.

Z - Zoo (Are they into animals? Do they want pets? What kind?)

Drake grew up in the Palace and didn't really have house pets. He worked in the stables and has his own horse that was born from breeding stock from his family's ranch in Texas. Kate had a dog when she was a small child but it ran away and hasn't had a small pet since. She loves animals though and has a horse of her own in the royal stables that was gifted to her by King Nicholas.

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200 Followers...

Wow! 

I mean WOW!

You guys?!

Are you kidding me right now?!

I’m over here tapping my screen, because I’m sure this isn’t right.

200 Followers! 

So first, let me start by saying THANK YOU! Thank you to each and every one of you! You honor me by giving me your time. I am so so blessed to have so many readers and rebloggers and commenters and private messages. Some of you have become my friends, and I mean truly my friends, not just online friends. Some of you have sat with me through some really dark times. You have no idea how welcome I’ve felt here. This is quite possibly one of the most welcoming places I’ve ever joined, and you guys that’s saying something because people online can be MEAN! lol. 

Okay second, I want to thank you all by offering a giveaway, so to the first 10 people who reblog this AND give me a prompt I will write a one shot or short for you.

Please let me know what pairings you’d like:

Drake x Paisley

Leo x Harper

Maxwell x Olivia

Leo x Madeleine

Liam x Hana

Liam x Olivia

Liam x Madeleine 

(I’ll do Liam with anyone other than Paisley or Harper :P )

And then a scenario or sentence prompt.

My goal is to have these done by the end of the year, but they probably won’t all happen by the end of the month. We’ll see, maybe my muse will drink a bunch of coffee or something. I’m just saying, give me time ;)

Thank you. Thank you all! And I love you all!!

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Heavier Things Ch. 15: Numb is the New Deep

this banner is also by @drakewalkerisreal! The change represents a change in the tone of the story. We’re getting closer to the wedding. And, well, things aren’t good. At all. 

Series Premise: What happens when the king can’t take no for an answer on his marriage proposal?

Chapter Premise: The return to Lythikos revisited, Madeleine faces a test, Anton has every kind of plot in his head. The engagement is celebrated, and Michael’s done waiting. 

Catch Up: Heavier Things Masterlist

Pairing: Drake x MC (Alyssa Devereaux)

A/N: This is my first series, first AU, and IT. IS. DARK. Who knew, when I’m such a fluff-lover? The story begins and diverges from TRR Book 2, Ch. 16. I am afraid it might be the HOT MESS EXPRESS, but I’ll never know unless I try. I will be happy to tag anyone interested! (and I’ll remove you from tags if you hate it!)

This chapter kinda covers Book 3, Ch. 11 and 12, but this is all pretty wavery since we’re in AU land. Do not read anything I write if you’re not at least 18 years old.

Thank you, thank you, thank you to my beta readers. I had a lot this time, and none of you should really feel obligated to comment at all. 

The last 1500 words were the hardest to write and will doubtlessly be the hardest to read. Thank you to @fromthedeskofpaisleybleakmore, @star-spangled-eyes, and @ao719 for holding my hand late, late Saturday night while I wrote them, and thank you to @dcbbw for reading them afterward. 

You, the reader, know that Anton Severus is Anton. The characters do not; they only know him as Justin. When the narrator talks about him, or he thinks or talks about himself, he’ll be Anton. When others talk about or think about him, he’ll be Justin. Sorry this is confusing.

Also, when any of you guys like and comment and reblog, it’s love fuel. You can always message me to tell me you hate everything the characters are doing … chances are I do too. I love that you read. Thanks for reading my crap. You’re the BEST. xoxo

There will likely be at least two weeks in between this chapter and the next. I am going to New Orleans next weekend and will not have writing time, and I want to do Ch. 16 justice. 

Some dialogue and all characters belong to Pixelberry except for my best girl Alyssa Devereaux.

Warnings for this series: Smut, mental illness, sexual assault, sexual harassment, murder, violence, gun violence, corrupt medical practice, illegal drug use, dubcon, noncon, possible major character deaths … God, I don’t even know what else. Language, always language. EVIL LIAM. Do not read this if you’re under 18. 

Warnings for this chapter: BIG SCREAMING WARNING FOR SEXUAL ASSAULT/DUBCON/NONCON. This is a really rough one. It’s at the end of the chapter. If you don’t want to read, bail out at the end of the engagement party, and feel free to message me for a synopsis. Other warnings: domestic violence, smut 🍋🍋, creepy plotting asshole men, angst, language AF always. Hopefully that’s it. My head hurts. And my heart.

Word count: 7693 (”long chapter” won!)

Permatags: @fromthedeskofpaisleybleakmore @emceesynonymroll @star-spangled-eyes @stopforamoment @dcbbw @zorjasblog @ladyangel70 @bbrandy2002 @qween-corgis @pedudley @of-course-i-went-to-hartfeld @sirbeepsalot @jessiembruno @ao719 @edgiestwinter @vivalaskristie

Series tags: @aworldoffandoms @mskaneko @addictedtodrakefanfic @gnatbrain @drakewalkerisreal @drakewalker04 @polishchoicesfan @notoriouscs @thisperfectmemory @pintobomb @jovialyouthmusic @drakesensworld @insideamirage @drakeandcamilleofvaltoria @jlynn12273 @thorfosterlove @duchessemersynwalker @texaskitten30 @msjr0119 @nazariortega @cynicalworlds @qammh-blog @gibbles82 @walkerswhiskeygirl

Michael and Olivia sat at a table in the far back corner of the ballroom. “How can I help you, Olivia?”

“I need a divorce.” 

“A what?”

“My parents entered me into a betrothal agreement when I was four. The day I turned 18, it turned into a marriage. I have been married for over 10 years to some random asshole named Anton! Please, please dissolve this for me.” 

Keep reading

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Heavier Things Ch. 15: Numb is the New Deep

this banner is also by @drakewalkerisreal! The change represents a change in the tone of the story. We’re getting closer to the wedding. And, well, things aren’t good. At all. 

Series Premise: What happens when the king can’t take no for an answer on his marriage proposal?

Chapter Premise: The return to Lythikos revisited, Madeleine faces a test, Anton has every kind of plot in his head. The engagement is celebrated, and Michael’s done waiting. 

Catch Up: Heavier Things Masterlist

Pairing: Drake x MC (Alyssa Devereaux)

A/N: This is my first series, first AU, and IT. IS. DARK. Who knew, when I’m such a fluff-lover? The story begins and diverges from TRR Book 2, Ch. 16. I am afraid it might be the HOT MESS EXPRESS, but I’ll never know unless I try. I will be happy to tag anyone interested! (and I’ll remove you from tags if you hate it!)

This chapter kinda covers Book 3, Ch. 11 and 12, but this is all pretty wavery since we’re in AU land. Do not read anything I write if you’re not at least 18 years old.

Thank you, thank you, thank you to my beta readers. I had a lot this time, and none of you should really feel obligated to comment at all. 

The last 1500 words were the hardest to write and will doubtlessly be the hardest to read. Thank you to @fromthedeskofpaisleybleakmore, @star-spangled-eyes, and @ao719 for holding my hand late, late Saturday night while I wrote them, and thank you to @dcbbw for reading them afterward. 

You, the reader, know that Anton Severus is Anton. The characters do not; they only know him as Justin. When the narrator talks about him, or he thinks or talks about himself, he’ll be Anton. When others talk about or think about him, he’ll be Justin. Sorry this is confusing.

Also, when any of you guys like and comment and reblog, it’s love fuel. You can always message me to tell me you hate everything the characters are doing … chances are I do too. I love that you read. Thanks for reading my crap. You’re the BEST. xoxo

There will likely be at least two weeks in between this chapter and the next. I am going to New Orleans next weekend and will not have writing time, and I want to do Ch. 16 justice. 

Some dialogue and all characters belong to Pixelberry except for my best girl Alyssa Devereaux.

Warnings for this series: Smut, mental illness, sexual assault, sexual harassment, murder, violence, gun violence, corrupt medical practice, illegal drug use, dubcon, noncon, possible major character deaths … God, I don’t even know what else. Language, always language. EVIL LIAM. Do not read this if you’re under 18. 

Warnings for this chapter: BIG SCREAMING WARNING FOR SEXUAL ASSAULT/DUBCON/NONCON. This is a really rough one. It’s at the end of the chapter. If you don’t want to read, bail out at the end of the engagement party, and feel free to message me for a synopsis. Other warnings: domestic violence, smut 🍋🍋, creepy plotting asshole men, angst, language AF always. Hopefully that’s it. My head hurts. And my heart.

Word count: 7693 (”long chapter” won!)

Permatags: @fromthedeskofpaisleybleakmore @emceesynonymroll @star-spangled-eyes @stopforamoment @dcbbw @zorjasblog @ladyangel70 @bbrandy2002 @qween-corgis @pedudley @of-course-i-went-to-hartfeld @sirbeepsalot @jessiembruno @ao719 @edgiestwinter @vivalaskristie

Series tags: @aworldoffandoms @mskaneko @addictedtodrakefanfic @gnatbrain @drakewalkerisreal @drakewalker04 @polishchoicesfan @notoriouscs @thisperfectmemory @pintobomb @jovialyouthmusic @drakesensworld @insideamirage @drakeandcamilleofvaltoria @jlynn12273 @thorfosterlove @duchessemersynwalker @texaskitten30 @msjr0119 @nazariortega @cynicalworlds @qammh-blog @gibbles82 @walkerswhiskeygirl

Michael and Olivia sat at a table in the far back corner of the ballroom. “How can I help you, Olivia?”

“I need a divorce.” 

“A what?”

“My parents entered me into a betrothal agreement when I was four. The day I turned 18, it turned into a marriage. I have been married for over 10 years to some random asshole named Anton! Please, please dissolve this for me.” 

Keep reading

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Heavier Things Ch. 15: Numb is the New Deep

this banner is also by @drakewalkerisreal! The change represents a change in the tone of the story. We’re getting closer to the wedding. And, well, things aren’t good. At all. 

Series Premise: What happens when the king can’t take no for an answer on his marriage proposal?

Chapter Premise: The return to Lythikos revisited, Madeleine faces a test, Anton has every kind of plot in his head. The engagement is celebrated, and Michael’s done waiting. 

Catch Up: Heavier Things Masterlist

Pairing: Drake x MC (Alyssa Devereaux)

A/N: This is my first series, first AU, and IT. IS. DARK. Who knew, when I’m such a fluff-lover? The story begins and diverges from TRR Book 2, Ch. 16. I am afraid it might be the HOT MESS EXPRESS, but I’ll never know unless I try. I will be happy to tag anyone interested! (and I’ll remove you from tags if you hate it!)

This chapter kinda covers Book 3, Ch. 11 and 12, but this is all pretty wavery since we���re in AU land. Do not read anything I write if you’re not at least 18 years old.

Thank you, thank you, thank you to my beta readers. I had a lot this time, and none of you should really feel obligated to comment at all. 

The last 1500 words were the hardest to write and will doubtlessly be the hardest to read. Thank you to @fromthedeskofpaisleybleakmore, @star-spangled-eyes, and @ao719 for holding my hand late, late Saturday night while I wrote them, and thank you to @dcbbw for reading them afterward. 

You, the reader, know that Anton Severus is Anton. The characters do not; they only know him as Justin. When the narrator talks about him, or he thinks or talks about himself, he’ll be Anton. When others talk about or think about him, he’ll be Justin. Sorry this is confusing.

Also, when any of you guys like and comment and reblog, it’s love fuel. You can always message me to tell me you hate everything the characters are doing … chances are I do too. I love that you read. Thanks for reading my crap. You’re the BEST. xoxo

There will likely be at least two weeks in between this chapter and the next. I am going to New Orleans next weekend and will not have writing time, and I want to do Ch. 16 justice. 

Some dialogue and all characters belong to Pixelberry except for my best girl Alyssa Devereaux.

Warnings for this series: Smut, mental illness, sexual assault, sexual harassment, murder, violence, gun violence, corrupt medical practice, illegal drug use, dubcon, noncon, possible major character deaths … God, I don’t even know what else. Language, always language. EVIL LIAM. Do not read this if you’re under 18. 

Warnings for this chapter: BIG SCREAMING WARNING FOR SEXUAL ASSAULT/DUBCON/NONCON. This is a really rough one. It’s at the end of the chapter. If you don’t want to read, bail out at the end of the engagement party, and feel free to message me for a synopsis. Other warnings: domestic violence, smut 🍋🍋, creepy plotting asshole men, angst, language AF always. Hopefully that’s it. My head hurts. And my heart.

Word count: 7693 (”long chapter” won!)

Permatags: @fromthedeskofpaisleybleakmore @emceesynonymroll @star-spangled-eyes @stopforamoment @dcbbw @zorjasblog @ladyangel70 @bbrandy2002 @qween-corgis @pedudley @of-course-i-went-to-hartfeld @sirbeepsalot @jessiembruno @ao719 @edgiestwinter @vivalaskristie

Series tags: @aworldoffandoms @mskaneko @addictedtodrakefanfic @gnatbrain @drakewalkerisreal @drakewalker04 @polishchoicesfan @notoriouscs @thisperfectmemory @pintobomb @jovialyouthmusic @drakesensworld @insideamirage @drakeandcamilleofvaltoria @jlynn12273 @thorfosterlove @duchessemersynwalker @texaskitten30 @msjr0119 @nazariortega @cynicalworlds @qammh-blog @gibbles82 @walkerswhiskeygirl

Michael and Olivia sat at a table in the far back corner of the ballroom. “How can I help you, Olivia?”

“I need a divorce.” 

“A what?”

“My parents entered me into a betrothal agreement when I was four. The day I turned 18, it turned into a marriage. I have been married for over 10 years to some random asshole named Anton! Please, please dissolve this for me.” 

Keep reading

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Heavier Things Ch. 15: Numb is the New Deep

this banner is also by @drakewalkerisreal! The change represents a change in the tone of the story. We’re getting closer to the wedding. And, well, things aren’t good. At all. 

Series Premise: What happens when the king can’t take no for an answer on his marriage proposal?

Chapter Premise: The return to Lythikos revisited, Madeleine faces a test, Anton has every kind of plot in his head. The engagement is celebrated, and Michael’s done waiting. 

Catch Up: Heavier Things Masterlist

Pairing: Drake x MC (Alyssa Devereaux)

A/N: This is my first series, first AU, and IT. IS. DARK. Who knew, when I’m such a fluff-lover? The story begins and diverges from TRR Book 2, Ch. 16. I am afraid it might be the HOT MESS EXPRESS, but I’ll never know unless I try. I will be happy to tag anyone interested! (and I’ll remove you from tags if you hate it!)

This chapter kinda covers Book 3, Ch. 11 and 12, but this is all pretty wavery since we’re in AU land. Do not read anything I write if you’re not at least 18 years old.

Thank you, thank you, thank you to my beta readers. I had a lot this time, and none of you should really feel obligated to comment at all. 

The last 1500 words were the hardest to write and will doubtlessly be the hardest to read. Thank you to @fromthedeskofpaisleybleakmore, @star-spangled-eyes, and @ao719 for holding my hand late, late Saturday night while I wrote them, and thank you to @dcbbw for reading them afterward. 

You, the reader, know that Anton Severus is Anton. The characters do not; they only know him as Justin. When the narrator talks about him, or he thinks or talks about himself, he’ll be Anton. When others talk about or think about him, he’ll be Justin. Sorry this is confusing.

Also, when any of you guys like and comment and reblog, it’s love fuel. You can always message me to tell me you hate everything the characters are doing … chances are I do too. I love that you read. Thanks for reading my crap. You’re the BEST. xoxo

There will likely be at least two weeks in between this chapter and the next. I am going to New Orleans next weekend and will not have writing time, and I want to do Ch. 16 justice. 

Some dialogue and all characters belong to Pixelberry except for my best girl Alyssa Devereaux.

Warnings for this series: Smut, mental illness, sexual assault, sexual harassment, murder, violence, gun violence, corrupt medical practice, illegal drug use, dubcon, noncon, possible major character deaths … God, I don’t even know what else. Language, always language. EVIL LIAM. Do not read this if you’re under 18. 

Warnings for this chapter: BIG SCREAMING WARNING FOR SEXUAL ASSAULT/DUBCON/NONCON. This is a really rough one. It’s at the end of the chapter. If you don’t want to read, bail out at the end of the engagement party, and feel free to message me for a synopsis. Other warnings: domestic violence, smut 🍋🍋, creepy plotting asshole men, angst, language AF always. Hopefully that’s it. My head hurts. And my heart.

Word count: 7693 (”long chapter” won!)

Permatags: @fromthedeskofpaisleybleakmore @emceesynonymroll @star-spangled-eyes @stopforamoment @dcbbw @zorjasblog @ladyangel70 @bbrandy2002 @qween-corgis @pedudley @of-course-i-went-to-hartfeld @sirbeepsalot @jessiembruno @ao719 @edgiestwinter @vivalaskristie

Series tags: @aworldoffandoms @mskaneko @addictedtodrakefanfic @gnatbrain @drakewalkerisreal @drakewalker04 @polishchoicesfan @notoriouscs @thisperfectmemory @pintobomb @jovialyouthmusic @drakesensworld @insideamirage @drakeandcamilleofvaltoria @jlynn12273 @thorfosterlove @duchessemersynwalker @texaskitten30 @msjr0119 @nazariortega @cynicalworlds @qammh-blog @gibbles82 @walkerswhiskeygirl

Michael and Olivia sat at a table in the far back corner of the ballroom. “How can I help you, Olivia?”

“I need a divorce.” 

“A what?”

“My parents entered me into a betrothal agreement when I was four. The day I turned 18, it turned into a marriage. I have been married for over 10 years to some random asshole named Anton! Please, please dissolve this for me.” 

Keep reading

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Heavier Things Ch. 15: Numb is the New Deep

this banner is also by @drakewalkerisreal! The change represents a change in the tone of the story. We’re getting closer to the wedding. And, well, things aren’t good. At all. 

Series Premise: What happens when the king can’t take no for an answer on his marriage proposal?

Chapter Premise: The return to Lythikos revisited, Madeleine faces a test, Anton has every kind of plot in his head. The engagement is celebrated, and Michael’s done waiting. 

Catch Up: Heavier Things Masterlist

Pairing: Drake x MC (Alyssa Devereaux)

A/N: This is my first series, first AU, and IT. IS. DARK. Who knew, when I’m such a fluff-lover? The story begins and diverges from TRR Book 2, Ch. 16. I am afraid it might be the HOT MESS EXPRESS, but I’ll never know unless I try. I will be happy to tag anyone interested! (and I’ll remove you from tags if you hate it!)

This chapter kinda covers Book 3, Ch. 11 and 12, but this is all pretty wavery since we’re in AU land. Do not read anything I write if you’re not at least 18 years old.

Thank you, thank you, thank you to my beta readers. I had a lot this time, and none of you should really feel obligated to comment at all. 

The last 1500 words were the hardest to write and will doubtlessly be the hardest to read. Thank you to @fromthedeskofpaisleybleakmore, @star-spangled-eyes, and @ao719 for holding my hand late, late Saturday night while I wrote them, and thank you to @dcbbw for reading them afterward. 

You, the reader, know that Anton Severus is Anton. The characters do not; they only know him as Justin. When the narrator talks about him, or he thinks or talks about himself, he’ll be Anton. When others talk about or think about him, he’ll be Justin. Sorry this is confusing.

Also, when any of you guys like and comment and reblog, it’s love fuel. You can always message me to tell me you hate everything the characters are doing … chances are I do too. I love that you read. Thanks for reading my crap. You’re the BEST. xoxo

There will likely be at least two weeks in between this chapter and the next. I am going to New Orleans next weekend and will not have writing time, and I want to do Ch. 16 justice. 

Some dialogue and all characters belong to Pixelberry except for my best girl Alyssa Devereaux.

Warnings for this series: Smut, mental illness, sexual assault, sexual harassment, murder, violence, gun violence, corrupt medical practice, illegal drug use, dubcon, noncon, possible major character deaths … God, I don’t even know what else. Language, always language. EVIL LIAM. Do not read this if you’re under 18. 

Warnings for this chapter: BIG SCREAMING WARNING FOR SEXUAL ASSAULT/DUBCON/NONCON. This is a really rough one. It’s at the end of the chapter. If you don’t want to read, bail out at the end of the engagement party, and feel free to message me for a synopsis. Other warnings: domestic violence, smut 🍋🍋, creepy plotting asshole men, angst, language AF always. Hopefully that’s it. My head hurts. And my heart.

Word count: 7693 (”long chapter” won!)

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Michael and Olivia sat at a table in the far back corner of the ballroom. “How can I help you, Olivia?”

“I need a divorce.” 

“A what?”

“My parents entered me into a betrothal agreement when I was four. The day I turned 18, it turned into a marriage. I have been married for over 10 years to some random asshole named Anton! Please, please dissolve this for me.” 

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One Handsome Devil (TRR) MASTERLIST

Chapter 3: The Kate Debate

Meanwhile back in Cordonia, hours after the Coronation Gala has ended, the streets of the Capital are still busy with revelers. The local pubs are brimming with patrons still talking about King Nicholas’ ascension to the throne and his unexpected choice of Queen. On television screens everywhere reporters and Royal insiders were discussing amongst themselves about the future of the Monarchy.

Back at the Royal Palace, Drake and Nicholas are sharing a bottle of Scotch in the King’s study. Nicholas is leaning against his desk while Drake is slumped into one of the guest chairs.

“So Nicholas, after all this you chose Madeleine?”

Nicholas frowns looking down at the 20 yr old scotch in his glass as if trying to figure out what to say.

“Yeah, I know. Hardly my first choice. But she’ll make a good Queen I guess.”

Drake chuckles although there’s hardly any amusement in it.

“Queen maybe, there’s no doubt she should be ready to wear the crown by now, since she was engaged to your brother too. But as a wife, ouch. She’s so cold it would be like snuggling up to an iceberg. Talk about killing any kind of romantic mood.”

Drake visibly shudders and then takes a drink of his scotch before continuing.

“With Kate and Olivia suddenly out of the running I would have settled for Hana as more of a suitable consolation prize. Sure she’s a little naive when it comes to the ways of the world, but she’s sweet and kind and adaptable to whatever situation she lands herself in.”

Nicholas nods, “There’s no doubt Hana would have charmed Cordonia as their newest Queen. But emotionally she’s too fragile for the rigours of wearing the crown. I need someone beside me who can handle the stress of courtly duties and the press as well as Madeleine. I know she’s self assured and confident, and being Queen is all she’s ever wanted.”

“But you’re the King now Nicholas don’t let her cunning icy claws get you by the balls. Madeleine and her family shouldn’t decide who wears the pants in this relationship.”

Nicholas shakes his head and refills his glass, then steps over and refills Drake’s. He steps back over to the desk and caps the bottle before he replies.

“Tonight after the Coronation was over Madeleine and Regina pulled me aside and proposed an arrangement. Because you see, Madeleine knows I don’t love her and she simply doesn’t care, and if Kate were here right now I would be free to spend all the time with her that I wanted. Just as long as Madeleine remained Queen.”

Drake nearly chokes on his scotch and then coughs to clear his throat.

“You can’t be serious! Kate would never agree to share you with Madeleine. No matter how much you love her.”

“I know. It doesn’t sit well with me either. We need to find Tariq and those who conspired against Kate. I love her Drake, and I was fully prepared to propose to her tonight in front of everyone. In two weeks time Madeleine and I are embarking on our international engagement tour. Which doesn’t leave us much time to get Kate back in Cordonia. I can’t go get her myself because there are too many travel issues to iron out before we leave for the tour. Besides having the royal jet arrive in New York city all of a sudden would cast too many doubts among the people as to the legitimacy of my engagement. It’s no secret that Kate was my favorite among the Ladies at court.”

And my favorite too. Thought Drake, although he didn’t dare admit it out loud. He had to tell Kate about Madeleine’s ridiculous plan to share Nicholas. The idea just felt so wrong.

“Ok then I’ll go. I’m nobody important to the press. And all those smarmy so called Royal insider spies can speculate all they want. I blend in just fine, and if any reporters try to get in Kate’s face about this stupid Tariq scandal I’ll be there to protect her.”

Nicholas smiles and says, “I was going to suggest you take Hana and Maxwell with you.”

Drake’s sudden panicked expression causes Nicholas to reply.

“But if the four of you were suddenly seen in New York together it would be way too suspicious.”

Drake downs the last of his scotch and sets his glass aside.

“Being trapped in an airplane with Maxwell and Hana with their constant happy-go-lucky optimism, without Kate’s stability as a buffer would be maddening. I’d either have to keep myself in a constant state of drunkenness or be heavily sedated.”

God I miss her. He thought. If he went to New York alone this would he his best chance to show Kate just how much he loved her too.

“Ok it’s settled then. Drake you’ll go in my place. Don’t worry about the travel arrangements and hotel because I’ll cover it. You’ll have to travel commercially of course, but I’ll ensure you travel first class.”

“But what if she decides not to come back? What if this emotional rollercoaster she’s been put on proves to be too much to try all over again.” Drake asks.

“Well I guess that’s her decision ultimately in the end. I’m hoping she agrees to come back. And I’ll give you a week to try to sway her if you can.”

Although I’m the last one you should trust to be alone with her. On another continent, in another country for a week. What if neither of us came back?

Drake stands up carefully, feeling the scotch numbing his limbs considerably. He reaches out to shake Nicholas’ hand, almost missing.

“Ok then gimme a few days in New York before you check in on my progress. It might take me a day or so to track her down. There’s no guarantee she’ll be staying at her old place. She may end up staying with friends or something.”

Nicholas nods, “Sounds like a plan. I will let you know within a couple of days when you’ll be flying and where you’ll be staying. Again thanks Drake for doing this for me. You’re the one I trust most to do this.”

Drake smiles. Patting Nicholas on the shoulder.

“Who would I be to disobey a direct order from the King.”

Nicholas chuckles as he walks Drake back through the Palace to his room.

“It’s been a long day for all of us. I just hope Kate is Ok, wherever she is.”

Yeah me too. Drake thinks to himself as he closes his door and then staggers over to his bed. The emotional turmoil of the day’s events finally catch up to him and he passes out exhausted.

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that’s why i hate you [AU. drake x camille]

So I said I was taking a writing break and that lasted what.. 3 ½ days. Tbh, I’m not back to writing my full series yet, this one shot just came to me. 

I tried to do stuff to remember my grandad. It turns out making a memory box is actually brutal and didn’t help me at all so I wrote instead. I’ll get there at some point. 

Warnings: It’s NSFW. It’s got a tiny bit of angst but it’s mostly NSFW. It’s got a lot of swearing, actually.

So don’t read this if you’re under 18. 

Fully expecting Tumblr to flag this because Tumblr likes to flag my stuff, like say oh, my MASTER LIST which had nothing offensive on it?! 

So, what if Drake and Camille had met at court and instead of them getting close like in the original books.. they just flat out hate each other? But kinda crush on each other? But really, for the most part, they hate each other? 

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‘Well done, Walker, looks like we’re lost.’

'Will you please just shut up for a second, let me think!’

'No need for the attitude, I’m just saying you’ve gotten us lost.’

'I’m aware of that Einstein, thank you.’

'Could have used Sat Nav but nooo, someone had to be clever and insisted he knew where he was going -’

'Fucks sake, I told you to shut up!’

'How about you BOTH shut up?!’ Olivia snapped. Camille and Drake turned to glare at her, interrupted in their row.

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TRR New Beginnings Master List

TRR New Beginnings: A Royal Romance AU

Drake x MC (Emma Rose)

NSFW

Status: Completed

Ch.1 A New Beginning

Ch.2 Cordonia Bound

Ch.3 The Cabin

Ch.4 Reunion

Ch.5 The Lake

Ch.6 Confessions part 1

Ch.7 Confessions part 2

Ch.8 The Other Side

Ch.9 Turn a New Leaf

Ch.10 The Godparents

Ch.11 The Strawberries

Ch.12 The Storm

Ch.13 Mine

Ch.14 Same Page

Ch. 15 The Story

Ch.16 Timing is Everything

Ch.17 Come Back To Me

Ch.18 Wake Up

Ch.19 Going Home

Ch.20 Everything Will Be Okay

Ch.21 The Best Things In Life

Ch.22 My Little Mini Marshmallow

Ch.23 A Gathering of Friends

Ch.24 Here’s To Us

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Heavier Things Ch. 14: I Couldn’t Find a Friend Around

banner by @drakewalkerisreal​

Series Premise: What happens when the king can’t take no for an answer on his marriage proposal?

Chapter Premise: Lonely Alyssa’s got her press secretary back … great. Valtoria, Applewood, and the return to Lythikos revisited. 

Catch Up: Heavier Things Masterlist

Pairing: Drake x MC (Alyssa Devereaux)

A/N: This is my first series, first AU, and IT. IS. DARK. Who knew, when I’m such a fluff-lover? The story begins and diverges from TRR Book 2, Ch. 16. I am afraid it might be the HOT MESS EXPRESS, but I’ll never know unless I try. I will be happy to tag anyone interested! (and I’ll remove you from tags if you hate it!)

This chapter kinda covers Book 3, Ch. 6, 11, and 13, but this is all pretty wavery since we’re in AU land. Do not read anything I write if you’re not at least 18 years old.

Thank you, thank you, thank you to @emceesynonymroll for beta reading this entire chapter, giving me the beautiful line about “bruises left in love” and “bruises left in anger,” improving the super-jumpy action-packed last quarter of this chapter, and generally just being a wonderful friend and cheerleader. Thanks also to @dcbbw for the blurb reads and help on Michael’s reaction to that Core article, and @bbrandy2002 for blurb reading and being my sounding board on ev.ery.thing. from what characters say to things in our real actual lives. I love you guys. 

From last chapter - Limani, the last name I gave Penelope’s family, is Greek for “port.” 

You, the reader, know that Anton Severus is Anton. The characters do not; they only know him as Justin. When the narrator talks about him, or he thinks or talks about himself, he’ll be Anton. When others talk about or think about him, he’ll be Justin. Sorry this is confusing. 

Also, when any of you guys like and comment and reblog, it’s love fuel. You can always message me to tell me you hate everything the characters are doing … chances are I do too. I love that you read. Thanks for reading my crap. You’re the BEST. Thank you for waiting two entire weeks for this. It’s definitely NOT worth the wait. lol xoxo

Some dialogue and all characters belong to Pixelberry except for my best girl Alyssa Devereaux.

Warnings for this series: Smut, mental illness, sexual assault, sexual harassment, murder, violence, gun violence, corrupt medical practice, illegal drug use, dubcon, possible major character deaths … God, I don’t even know what else. Language, always language. Do not read this if you’re under 18. Also, very misguided Liam warning if you are a super Liam stan. I’m trying not to make him Evil Liam, but it’s not going well at all.

Warnings for this chapter: Language, mental illness, domestic violence, terrorism, and heartache. That’s probably? it. 

Word count: 5577

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Anton Severus, known to everyone as Justin, watched Alyssa gather her bearings after the shock of his appearance. He actually liked her, as much as he liked anyone. She was kind without being condescending, smart as hell, and entirely without artifice, a rarity among the Cordonian nobility. Of course, she wasn’t truly noble, which explained a lot. He’d been rather surprised when she became engaged to the king, as she had given Anton and the Beaumonts the impression that she cared for someone else from court. The Core article seemed to align with that.

A barmaid is weeks away from ascending to the second-most powerful position in this country, Anton thought, still in disbelief. Good thing that won’t happen. 

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One Fine Spring Day

Author’s Note: This one is a prompt request from @endlessly-searching-for-you taken from the Fluffy Fridays Writing Prompt List of @dancetothestoriesinyoursoul (aww, tag is not working for her username ) - #38 Under the cherry blossoms

Book: The Royal Romance

Pairing: Liam x Erin Collins (MC)

Setting: Post-Book 3

Rating: G

Summary: This takes place after the events of TRR Book 3 wherein King Liam and Queen Erin of Cordonia go to their much-awaited honeymoon trip.

Word Count: 2003

Song Inspirations: Spring, I Love You Best by Big Baby Driver | Wedding Song by The Well Pennies (for extra fluff feels, I hope, heh. Highly recommended but optional.)

DISCLAIMER: I do not own the characters. Rightful credits go to Pixelberry Studios for creating these characters we all love. 

As this is a Liam x MC fic, just thought I’d tag the Better With You reader list here:

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Since I am also in the process of organizing my tag list, please let me know if you want to be tagged permanently/moved/removed for my upcoming TRR fics featuring Liam x MC and the TRR gang. Thank you!

Spring day was definitely in full swing as the abundance of cherry blossoms flourished among the trees surrounding Namiseom Island, or more commonly known as Nami Island. The sky was painted with the perfect shade of blue while the sun was high up, exuding just enough brightness and warmth. The cool gentle breeze balanced the weather, hence making it the perfect day to take a stroll, to ride a bicycle or to simply lay out a picnic mat on the dry grassy field while people basked in the beauty of one of the most iconic romantic landmarks in South Korea.

Newlyweds King Liam Rys and Queen Erin Collins- Rys of Cordonia had waited long enough for this moment to arrive. The past few months had been quite the ride for them since the social season began. With the constant threats and betrayals which loomed around Cordonia and as well as to themselves and their loved ones, it almost seemed impossible for the royal couple to get to where they were now.

As the leaders of their own country, they knew they always had to put Cordonia above everything else; even if that meant postponing their own honeymoon trip. After the very eventful royal wedding, Liam and Erin had to deal with some more pressing political matters at hand especially that Cordonia was just beginning to recover from the attacks spearheaded by Anton Severus and his followers; whom had already been dealt with accordingly behind bars.

It wasn’t until four weeks later that they finally packed their bags and travelled all the way to East Asia to continue the pages of their happily ever after.

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MAXWELL'S GIRLFRIEND

Maxwell: You're jealous coz you don't have a girlfriend but I have.

Drake: Since when you have a girlfriend, Beaumont?

Maxwell: I don't tell you everything, Drake!

Drake: Oh good. Where is she from?

Maxwell:She is not from Cardonia.She is from a different nation.

Drake: Oh really? Which nation?

Maxwell: From my imagiNATION.😃

Drake: Fuckkoff Maxwell!! 😠😠

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IT WAS NEVER GOING TO BE EASY

PART NINE: It can't be

Summary: The Duke and Duchess of Valtoria seemingly had a picture perfect life, until the birth of their daughter, Heir to the throne, Princess Amelia. Six months ago, Drake Walker disappeared without a trace. What happened to him? He wouldn't just walk out on his family... Right?

Warnings: Mental Health, Loss, Pregnancy, Grief, Missing person, Swearing, PPD/PND, Alcohol abuse, Self harm, Depression

Advisory: This series is shaping up to be somewhat dark I would not recommend for under 18's

Disclaimer: Basically everything and everyone belongs to Pixelberry

Notes: Well done to those of you who called it 👏 I have been desperate to post this part for ages, I couldn't wait any longer...

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Olivia burst into the bedroom, Felicity had just changed into her pyjamas and was pottering around, exhausted from the ball. Amelia was watching something on the tablet and Ava laid on a playmate cooing over the dangling toys.

“Fliss," she called out, there was a nervous edge to her voice.

Felicity picked up on it and felt the panic rise in her throat. Olivia had only used that tone twice before, both times she had ended up going to identify bodies. Neither had been Drake.

“Fliss, you need to get dressed.”

She didn’t hear the rest of what Olivia was saying, she didn’t need to, she knew where she was headed. She couldn’t breathe, fear consuming her. Her hands came up to her throat, something they always did when she felt overwhelmed. She felt her knees hit the floor and she could hear herself gasping for breath, her cries echoed through the room but she couldn’t control anything she was doing. She felt strong hands lift her up and found herself face to face with Olivia.

“Felicity Robin Walker! Pull yourself together! You are the strongest woman I know, you can do this.”

She continued to cry, whimpering as she reluctantly milled through her dresser. She threw on jeans and a baggy t shirt, she wrapped Drakes denim shirt around her shoulders, she was going to need the comfort that it brought her. If it was Drake she was going to be destroyed, if it wasn’t him then it meant that the torture would keep dragging on, she didn’t know what was worse. She plastered on her best fake smile and wiped the tears from her face before tending to her daughters, she couldn’t let them see her in a state. She wanted them near while she did this, if she was about to identify her husband's body, they were the only things that would pull her through.

They piled into the back of a car and drove through the dark, it was a miserable night, rain lashed at the windows. Felicity thought it was a fitting atmosphere, it matched her bleak outlook. She had hoped time and time again that it wouldn’t come to this, she had prayed that he would just walk back through the front door one day. She had cried at every reunion scene in every rom com, all those kisses in the rain she had dreamed of, now the rain only brought distress. Ava kept crying throughout the journey, she could sense her mother's stress. Its not very often that a screaming baby is a welcome distraction, but for Felicity, anything was better than being trapped in her own mind.

She was confused when the car came to a stop at the airport. What the hell are we doing here? The last two bodies were in a morgue... maybe this one is coming from overseas?

“Olivia?” she turned to her friend, “What the hell are we doing here?”

“We have to travel this time,” she replies.

“Are you serious right now?! I cant just jump on a plane and fly to God knows where. I have two small children and no luggage.”

“You underestimate me girl.”

Another set of tyres screeched to a halt, Felicity whipped her head round to see Bastien stepping out of a palace SUV. He opened the trunk and pulled out suitcases for everyone, it appeared that the five of them were headed to do this together. He remained silent as they climbed the stairs and got seated in Olivia’s jet. Whatever he and Olivia knew, they were wearing their best poker faces. Felicity wasn’t stupid, she knew they both wouldn’t be coming and they certainly wouldn’t be flying if they didn’t know something. She had been to identify those bodies before, but now, her instincts were telling her it was different this time.

The flight was just short of four hours, thankfully Felicity managed to sleep for most of it. Olivia had taken Amelia and Ava was sleeping, Felicity knew that she would drive herself insane if she was allowed to stay awake with her thoughts so she had put on a guided meditation and sought a moment of peace. When they landed, Olivia woke her, she looked out of the window and turned to the others.

“Paris?” she questioned.

Bastien looked over and nodded. Felicity thought back to the last time she had been in Paris, to her and Drake sitting in that dive bar playing drinking games. That night was the night that she realised that she was in love with him, before then there had definitely been an attraction, she had cared about him, but that night was the one when she knew with no uncertainty that Drake was her soulmate. She had followed him, no expectations, wanting simply to be his companion. That was when it dawned on her, all she wanted was his happiness, she wanted to be the one he came home to after a bad day, she would have carried the weight of the world just to lighten his load. God she felt like she had failed him.

It wasn’t a long drive from the airport to the hospital, it was fairly small and private, lots of security. It was so different to any hospital she had been to in Cordonia or America, she felt uneasy as she walked through the entrance. Her mind began to race again, working overtime with thoughts other husbands body cold and clammy on a slab. The familiar sense of dread built inside her throat, quickly consuming her, it made her limbs heavy and her heart quicken. She felt like she was going to be sick, or faint, maybe both. Her feet carried her down the corridors, stopping at a door. A doctor stood and conversed with Olivia, Felicity couldn’t hear their conversation over the sound of blood rushing in her ears. They both had solemn expressions and nodded repeatedly. The doctor opened the door and motioned for Felicity to follow.

“You can do this,” Olivia reassured her.

Suddenly everything was moving in slow motion, she had barely made it into the room when she saw. Her legs gave out under her and she crashed to the floor, she couldn’t breathe, she gasped over and over, trying desperately to fill her lungs. Tears streamed down her face, she was in complete denial. She felt a strong pair of arms help her up and hold her tight, she clung on for dear life, her sobs muffled by his broad chest. His fingers caressed the side of her face before moving down to her chin and pulling her head to look up at him. She blinked through her tears, staring at him.

“Blake,” he sighed.

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Hours earlier in the ballroom:

Olivia looked across the room and their eyes met. Savannah’s face dropped, her brow faltered and she swallowed, it only lasted a second but Olivia noticed, it was all the confirmation she needed. Her autopilot kicked in, she marched towards her, her time was up, she couldn’t hide any longer. Olivia scoffed at her innocent act, watching as she played with her hair, Savannah Beaumont may have everyone else fooled but Olivia could see straight through her. She wrapped her fingers around Savannah's arm, curling them in an iron tight grip, she tugged moving Savannah along with her. She pressed herself up against her back, shoving her towards an exit, hissing in her ear.

“You have some explaining to do.”

Surprisingly, Savannah didn’t try to deny it, she had always known she couldn’t keep things secret forever. She just kept her head down as Olivia ushered her down corridors and into a study. Olivia shoved her into a chair and locked the door, she simply raised an eyebrow and crossed her arms, Savannah knew this was her cue and started grovelling.

“I'm so sorry Olivia, I didn’t mean for it to go this far.”

“Where is he Savannah? I want the whole truth.”

Savannah watched in horror as her brother stormed down the front drive and clambered into a car. He had been drinking, more than usual, more than he should be driving on. Everything had escalated from next to nothing, both Drake and Fliss were depressed, having Amelia had torn them apart. Postpartum depression was a monster, it had taken the strongest couple and stripped away their happiness. She was the only one who had seen it, how could she not see it? He was her big brother. She had picked up on all the little signs while everyone had been preoccupied with Felicity's wellbeing, she noticed how he had become quiet again. He had gone back to shadows and corners of rooms, his eyes were glassy and bloodshot, he smelled like whiskey all the time. Bertrand had been doing damage control so she slipped out of the estate unseen, she made it to Valtoria in record time.

Her blood ran cold as she heard Liam's attack echo through the halls. She held her had over her mouth, muffling her sobs as she discovered just how depressed her brother was, how could he want to die? He had so much to live for, he had a beautiful wife and Daughter, his country adored him, the rags to riches Duke who actually cared about his people. Drake was an amazing person who didn’t deserve to feel like this. She had to do something, he needed help. She ducked into the next room as Liam stormed out in a blind rage, she couldn’t be seen if this was going to work. This world, the noble life was literally killing him. She made the split second decision to help him in the only way she knew how, he had to do what Walkers do best. He had to disappear.