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the yellowjackets at doomcoming when lottie told them they had to go stop jackie and travis from fucking
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Not fair that i cant get a boner . not in a dysphoria way i just feel like it limits my self expression
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„ CHAPTER SIX: SIX
violet; 4,984 words, fluff and SMUT!!!, hockey!vi, figure skater!reader, college parties, hurt/comfort (kinda), wlw, SESBIAN LEX!!!, thigh riding (both), fingering, oral (r!receiving), gays being bad at feelings, mel is Mother, jayce is the bestest wingbro ever, no "y/n"
summary: in which vi, actually, does not fuck this up.
a/n: and.... here it is!!! the grande finale :) thank you guys so much for reading and for showing this lil miniseries so much support <3 i hope the payoff was good, and #trust that this won't be the last you see of hockey!vi and figure skater!reader ! they're so dear to me and i'm already thinking of cute lil drabbles i could write in this universe but anyway -- i'm getting ahead of myself. enjoy the last chapter!!!!
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„ THIS IS, VI REFLECTS as she steps into the booming base-threaded room of the sorority house, probably not the best idea. But itâs the only one sheâs got, so she might as well lean in, right? Right.
Jayce cranes up to look over the sea of people before jerking his head towards the punch table with a shrug. Vi follows him, running a hand through her freshly washed hair. She thanks whatever gods are up there that sheâd remembered to bring a change of clothes to the game.
âHere,â Jayce says, pressing a red solo cup into her hands.
Vi stares at it for a second before gulping it back, grimacing around the clash of liquors and half-blended mixer as it burns its way down her throat. Almost immediately, a warmth starts to buzz behind her ears and she remembers, somewhat belatedly, that sheâs had nothing to eat since having two bananas and an ancient granola bar before the game.
She shakes her limbs loose and reaches out to refill her cup, but Jayce catches her hand.
Sheâs about to argue when he points towards a sofa halfway across the room and Viâs eyes follow it only to find you, sitting there with a cup of your own, laughing at something someoneâs saying, and it takes Vi another second to realize that the person next to you is Margot, her bleached blond hair fading into acid green tips, her snakebite piercings glinting in the dim neon lights.
Viâs pushing through the throng of people towards you before she can stop herself, careless of the hands that thump her on the back, the congratulatory sentences, cut off by the way she pulls way, till sheâs standing feet from you, and your eyes twist up to meet hers.
The smile on your lips only falters slightly, but she doesnât miss the way your gaze flicks down the length of her body, ticking back up to her lips, where it lingers for a beat too long before she finds your eyes with her own again.
Thereâs a dull, pleasant ache somewhere behind her navel as she notices how much darker your eyes are the second time around.
âHey six,â Margot drawls, shifting back and stretching out her legs, âwe were wondering when you were gonna get here. But donât worry â I was keeping your little ice minx here company for you.â
Vi purses her lips, tries not to think too hard on the fact that your knee is so close to Margotâs leg itâs almost touching.
âUh thanks but â can I â can I get a minute?â Vi asks, jerking her head towards the kitchen, praying to the heavens that itâs empty.
You bite down on your bottom lip, but you nod and push yourself up from the couch, glancing back at Margot with tiny smile.
âThanks for the advice,â you say.
She smirks, âAnytime, dollface.â She wiggles her fingers and winks as she catches Viâs eyes, and Vi makes a mental note to send her a thank you text later.
Vi leads you through the party with her hand around your wrist, but by the time you reach the door leading into the kitchen, her gripâs loosened just enough for you to slip your fingers between hers. But when she tries to open the door, she finds it locked.
âWhat the ââ
She wiggles the door knob, wondering who on earth would want to lock the door to a sorority house kitchen, and then, a melodious voice says from the other side â
âWhatâs the magic word?â
You sigh, rolling your eyes.
âMel, itâs us.â
A beat of silence later, the doorknob twists and the door slips open just a silver. Melâs bright hazel eyes appear in the crack, her lashes limned in gold as she looks at you and then at Vi, then back at you again.
âThose arenât the magic words,â she says, though she does open the door a few inches wider, her expression smug.
You groan, crinkling your nose before you lick your lips.
âFine, please.â
Melâs smile widens as the door opens and Vi steps through, pulling you along after her.
Melâs eyebrows hitch up as she catches your free arm in her delicate hand.
You give her a soft squeeze and mouth thank you. She gives the pair of you a satisfied nod before letting you go and pressing a small key into Viâs chest.
âDo not ââ
Vi nods, âFuck this up. Yeah⊠I know.â
Mel gives you both a final look before slipping from the kitchen and bringing the door closed behind her. Vi stares at it for a beat, digging her thumb into the jagged teeth of the tiny key before reaching over to lock the door behind her.
You let out a soft breath, folding your arms across your chest, your shoulder shrugging up as you suddenly remember that youâre still wearing Viâs varsity jacket.
Vi turns around and you both speak at the same time â
âLook, Iâm sorry about the ââ
âI shouldnât have walked out ââ
Vi purses her lips around a burgeoning smile even as you let out a tiny laugh, shaking your head.
She waves an awkward hand as you lean back against the kitchen island. Distantly, Vi remembers the way youâd sunk down on the other side just about a month ago, how later that same night sheâd hoisted you up onto the countertop and kissed you till there was no more breath in her lungs left to give.
âI⊠Iâm sorry I freaked out like that in the locker roomsâŠâ you say, twisting your arms tighter around yourself as Vi nods, leaning back against the closed door.
âI just saw that text come in and I thoughtâŠâ you swallow.
âI know, princess⊠it was my fault for ââ she heaves a sigh, motioning haphazardly at the air, ânot cutting her off sooner.â
You let out a soft laugh, âYeah. Mel told me that she reminded Jayce to ââ
ââ tell me to block her. Yeah. And he did⊠I justâŠâ Vi shrugs, sheepish, â⊠forgot.â
Your lashes flutter as your gaze cuts away from her face.
âWow ââ you say a second later, your voice threaded through with mirth, and when Vi looks back at you, itâs to find you smiling, âweâre really kinda shit at this, arenât we?â
Vi puffs out a laugh, letting her head knock back against the door.
âYeah⊠you can say that again.â
âSoâŠâ you say, fingers worrying at the hem of your little black dress.
Vi cocks her head, her eyes caught on the movement, and suddenly, heat plumes up the back of her neck at the memory of you, with your thighs slotted on either side of hers, the feel of your soft skin beneath her palms as sheâd slowly worked up the hem of that very same dress.
She takes a deep, steadying breath.
âSo?â she echoes.
Youâre watching her with pink lips and damson cheeks.
âSo⊠what now?â
Vi pulls an exaggerated sort of thinking-face before pushing off the door, taking the few steps forward to put herself in your personal space. She relishes in the way you gasp, lashes fluttering as your palms come up to rest against her chest, but you donât make to push her away.
âWell, Iâm not one for a lot of foreplanning but right now⊠I think Iâd just like a do-over from the last time we were in this position.â
âY-yeah?â you ask, your voice barely above a whisper as she settles her hands on your hips and digs her fingers into the plush of of your ass.
âMhm⊠whatâdyou think, pretty girl? That a good place to start for us?â
Your answering yes is cut short by the squeak you make as Vi hoists you up to place you on the kitchen island, her nose digging into the soft spot just beneath your jaw, breathing you in till her head spins, her thumb trailing up the soft of your thigh till youâre trembling.
âV-Vi?â
Vi pulls back just far enough to catch your eyes, and from up this close, she can see the thin trails of glitter running down your cheeks, the slight redness to your lashes that tells her youâd been crying. Guilt twists like a stitch in her side, and she bites back a sigh.
âWhat is it?â she asks. She watches you watching her, your eyes searching hers as if you were looking for something â a question, or an answer, or perhaps just the answering truth to the lies that both of you have been trying so desperately to tell yourselves.
You swallow, tracing a thumb across the small tattoo on her cheek; and then, you smile a smile that might just rhyme with forgiveness.
âKiss me.â
So Vi does, the kiss itself shredding the air between you until thereâs nothing left but the gut-clenching friction of her lips on yours. You gasp open for her, so beautifully that Vi almost stumbles back, but instead, she tips herself forward and pours herself into your pliant mouth. You taste like honeyed bourbon and stolen midnights, like the first breath of air on a winterâs morning or maybe just the next few decades of her entire life.
She pulls away breathless, moaning thick into the skin of your neck, hissing at the sting of your fingers curled into her hair, at the sound of your hitching gasps as she inches a hand between your thighs and swears when her fingers find you slick and wanting.
âF-fuck â Vi ââ
âHoly shit ââ Vi presses her face into your neck, letting her fingers slip through the folds of your wet heat, desire sparking through her veins like lightning in a gathering storm. She drops to her knees, nudging yours apart with her palm, yanking you till youâre nearly slipping off the edge of the counter, but you tug at her hair with a soft whine.
âW-wait, Vi ââ
âMm, donât wanna wait anymore, princess â wanna taste you so bad â fuck ââ
âNo â Vi, please ââ
She pauses then, looking up to find your eyes blown dark, your lashes fluttering like hummingbird wings as you watch her with your bottom lip caught beneath your teeth.
âItâs just â I donât want our first time to be ââ you motion weakly at the sorority house kitchen, your cheeks going blotchy, âand the counterâs⊠kinda cold andâŠâ you drop your hand to grip the edge of the counter â⊠uncomfy,â you finish, rather lamely, your voice trailing off as Vi puffs out a laugh against your inner thigh, pushing herself back up with a crooked smile.
âMm⊠you really are a princess, arenât you?â Vi teases, even as she helps you off the counter and tugs down your dress for you. You pout up at her, but she rolls her eyes, grinning.
âRight, câmon then ââ she links your fingers and unlocks the kitchen door, tugging you once more into the disorienting throng of the party.
Halfway to the door though, your limbs go cold as the pair of you run smack into Caitlyn, this time sans her new ginger girlfriend.
âVi â good, I was hoping to run into you ââ she says, her eyes flickering over you for a second before it settles back on Vi.
You swallow, wondering if you should pull away, but Vi tugs you into her side and slips a possessive arm around your waist.
âSorry, Cait â canât really talk right now. Iâve gotta go fuck the brains outta my girlfriend â nice seeing you though â enjoy the party, go Enforcers!â she says, grinning wide as she pulls you through the rest of the way to the door, leaving Caitlyn slack-jawed and speechless behind you.
You let out an incredulous laugh as both of you stumble out of the door and onto the front porch. Vi chuckles as the door slams shut behind her, a little self-conscious even as you turn to stare at her.
âWow⊠that wasâŠâ you purse your lips as Vi shrugs, tugging you back into her chest for a soft kiss.
âImpressed?â
You giggle, nodding, moaning soft against her lips as the pair of you fumble towards Viâs car.
âI was gonna say impulsive,â you say, slipping into the passengerâs seat. Vi starts the engine and rips out of the parking space and down the street before you even have the time to properly buckle in your seatbelt.
âYeah. Wonder who I learned that from.â
She shoots you a cheeky grin, reaching over the center console to grab a handful of your thigh, squeezing just hard enough to make you groan.
The carâs not even properly parked before the pair of you are stumbling into her apartment building, her pressing you up against the elevator wall, lips caught on the junction of your neck, her teeth sinking into your delicate skin. She takes a savage satisfaction in the knowledge that youâll be sporting that mark for the next five to seven business days, at least.
Youâre barely through her door before sheâs walking the pair of you towards her room, kicking open the door and almost toppling through. You giggle as she trips over something on her floor and fumbles for the light switch, flicking it on as light spills into her messy bedroom, the walls papered in posters â everything from bands to hockey stars to what looks like an outdated bikini-model calendar.
Your eyebrows kick up as you take in the scene, an amused grin playing at your lips
âOh wowâŠâ and thereâs a lilt in your voice that makes Viâs face go hot. She regrets not at least cleaning up the laundry on her bed as she shoves it off onto the floor with an arm.
âWhat? Not up to your standards, princess?â
You purse your lips, delicately picking your way across the room to plop down on her unmade bed.
âYâknow, I think that first frat house room mightâve been cleaner.â
âOh, fuck you.â
Your grin goes slanted as you toe off your heels and inch back onto the bed, your legs spreading just a bit wider. Viâs breath goes still in her chest as you lean back slightly on your arms, your head cocking slowly to one side.
âIs that a promise, six?â
Vi groans, yanking her shirt from her back with a single hand, tossing it somewhere behind her, her fingers fumbling with her belt, kicking off her pants as she crawls onto the bed towards you.
âJesus fuckinâ christ, princess ââ
Your lashes flicker as she pushes up the hem of your dress, letting out a low breath as she finally sets eyes on you, a curse puffing out of her as she reaches down to slick two fingers between the puffy lips of your sodden pussy.
You let out a soft whimper, your head lolling back, but when she lifts her head to look at you, itâs to find you watching her with dark, lidded eyes.
âI-Iâve always wondered⊠howâd you pick your number? Is it like⊠a ranking system o-or â ah â like â on a ten-point scale o-or â mmngh ââ
Vi hums, watching your lashes feather across your cheek as she flicks her thumb around your throbbing clit, her blood a spring-water rush behind her ears as she feels you jerk beneath her.
âWe really gotta do something about that mouth of yours, princessâŠâ she murmurs before tugging her hand from between your legs and pressing her slick fingers to your lips. You mouth falls open just as easily as she remembers, and she has to swallow down another thick groan as you suck her fingers into your mouth, your tongue swirling around them to collect the taste of your own juices from her skin.
Your eyes flash open to meet hers, and the contact jolts right through her to her own aching cunt.
âSweet fuck, pretty girl â I â I thought you said youâd never done this shit before?â
A tiny frown flickers across your forehead before you roll your eyes, giving her fingers a good hard suck before pulling back to lick your lips, sitting up slightly to tug her forward.
âI said Iâd never really been on a date before â not that Iâve never had sex before.â
A startled breath stitches from Viâs chest as you flip the pair of you till youâre straddling one of her muscular thighs, your own thigh pressing up between her legs to rub deliciously against her aching pussy.
She hisses out a breath as you roll your hips down over her leg, moaning low in your chest, your head falling back, the dress youâre wearing still rucked up at your waist.
âThose post-Gala parties can get⊠a little wildâŠâ you say distractedly, picking up a slow rhythm, grinding down against her, your wetness slicking along her skin, making the most toe-curling noises every time you rock your hips forward and back.
Vi groans, reaching up to help you pull the dress off, her mind going fuzzy at the sight of your perfect tits, bouncing out of the tight black dress, your nipples hard and pebbling in the cool air of her room.
âF-fu-fuck thatâs hot ââ she says, leaning up to suck a nipple into her mouth, teasing her teeth over the sensitive flesh, grinning at the way it makes your hips stutter. She canât help the quick little jerks of her own hips against your thigh as well, slotted along her clothed cunt, her boxers now well and soaked through.
âVi â Vi ââ you whine, the sound going straight to her clit as you rock down against her, your fingers reaching down to tug her closer.
âY-yeah? Tell me, princess â wh-what do you want?â
She groans as you shift and your thigh presses harder against her, your own cunt squelching messily over her leg.
âWant â wanna ride your fingers ââ
âOh shit, yeah?â she swallows, adjusting back as you lift your hips up, âwant my fingers inside you? How many dâyou think you can take, princess? Hm?â
She pauses when she feels you scrabbling at the waistband of her boxers, a tiny laugh puffing from her at the pout on your face.
âOff,â you say, almost petulantly, as Vi shifts her own hips to jerk them off her legs, tossing the to one side.
âThere, happy?â
You grin, sinking back over her thigh, looping your arms around her shoulders as she shifts her right hand beneath your sopping cunt and teases two fingers around your entrance.
âYou never answered my question, sweet girl â how many fingers, hm?â she asks, even as you whine.
âDonât â dunno â just â just wanna feel you inside me â please ââ
Vi hums, watching your face as pleasure twists across your features.
âThen count for me â yeah? Can you do that?â
You nod, eager and desperate, and Vi chuckles, because sheâs not sure if you even know what youâre agreeing to anymore. She pushes a finger passed your soaked folds and immediately feels you clench around her, the pressure making her own cunt squeeze. She hisses out a breath, rocking you down over her, shifting her hips to rut up against your leg.
âO-one ââ you gasp, lifting your hips up to drop them back down again, your fingers digging into her skin of her back.
âMore?â she asks, as you bounce a couple more times, and you nod, just as fervent as the first time, if not more so. She chuckles, âalright then ââ
âT-two â oh â oh.â
She sinks another finger into you and revels in the way you keen, loud and high in the back of your throat, your head tossing back as you start to ride her fingers proper, your hair tumbling down around your shoulders. She reaches up with her free hand to fist a handful into her palm, yanking back slightly to bare your throat to her, groaning when she leans forward to suck another hard bruise into the skin of your collarbone.
âM-more â more Vi â want â want you to stretch me out â fuck â mm ââ
âFuck â shit â yeah? Want me to fuck you loose? That it?â
Viâs head spins and she feels nearly delirious with want as she pushes a third finger into you, watching as your mouth falls open around a silent moan, your whole body shuddering around her. Youâre so wet, so tight, and the growing ache between her own legs is starting to reach a fever pitch as she shamelessly rucks against your thigh, still slotted between her own.
âYes, yes â fuck â Vi wanna â want you to stuff me full â fuck, fuck, fuck ââ
âShit, princess â so fuckinâ nasty â so needy ââ
You nod, bouncing yourself so hard and fast that Vi has to take a second to marvel at how strong your legs are. She thanks the heavens for the innate athleticism required for figure skating before her thoughts smear into a crackling mess of pleasure as you inch your hand into the space between her cunt and your legs â your fingers pressing messily between her folds.
âVi, Violet â can I â wanna feel you â want y-you to feel good too ââ
Vi nearly loses it then, nodding, spreading her own legs wider to give you more access as you work three fingers into her sloppy cunt with no warning.
âF-fuck!â
You curl your fingers and Vi swears she starts to see stars.
âY-yeah? Feel good?â
Vi nearly whimpers as she feels you pump your fingers up into the tender bundle of nerves inside her, her own fingers squelching noisily as you fuck yourself down on them. Itâs all too much, and before she knows it, the tension in her stomach is snapping like a thread, her cunt pulsing around your fingers as her orgasm shakes through her, white pops of pleasure sparking behind her eyes.
âMm â holy shit â oh my god⊠fuck ââ she gulps down air, blinking her eyes as the shape of you comes back into focus above her, the buzzing inside her head still ringing with the aftermath of her high. She notes, vaguely, that youâre smiling down at her, a second before you lean down to press your lips to hers in a sweet kiss.
Vi hums into the kiss, her breath hitching slightly as she feels you pull your fingers from her. And when you pull back to pop them into your mouth, she feels another shudder work through her. Somewhere in the back of her head, thereâs a small voice chanting holy fuck holy fuck holy fuck holy fuck how did I get so lucky? over and over again till it becomes the baseline thrum that drives her to lean up, pushing you down onto your back with a hazy, indulgent smile.
âCâmere, princess â as much as I love watching you ride me ââ she inches her way down your body, trailing a few kisses down your chest, pausing to circle her tongue around your nipples just to make you arch up into her. She drops a few lingering kisses down the line of your abs, before puffing a hot breath over your throbbing clit, her fingers spreading your dripping cunt lips open.
She swallows, groaning to herself.
âIâve been dreaming about tasting you for weeks.â
You let out a soft whine above her, and she feels your fingers sinking into her hair. She glances up and marvels at the sight of your body, laid bare like this above her mess of sheets, writhing for her as she finally drops her mouth to you, licking a long strip along your slit, her eyes nearly rolling back at the taste of you soaking her tongue.
âA-ah! Vi!â
It doesnât take long after that, a few good, hard sucks on your clit, and her pushing three fingers back into you, and youâre coming apart for her, your thighs shaking as you whine and jerk and gasp your way through your orgasm, Vi fucking you through it slow, leaning up to press a kiss to your shoulder as your breaths start to even out and your lashes flicker open again.
âHey there, princess,â she grins.
Youâre still a little breathless, but you pull her down for another long kiss, tracing her jaw with your thumb.
âHey,â you answer, pulling away.
Vi chuckles, slumping down on to the bed next to you to stare at the pebbled ceiling. The warmth of her old Christmas lights casting everything in a soft, diffused glow. She feels you shift and tuns to find you looking at her, your cheek pillowed on your arm.
She shifts to mirror your position, reaching out a hand to stroke your cheek.
You catch her hand with a smile, wrapping your fingers around hers as you say â
âSix. I get it now.â
Vi frowns. âWhat?â
You splay your palm over hers, touching the tip of her pointer finger with yours as you start to count.
âOne, two, three ââ you say, a mischievous grin twisting your lips as you point to her middle and ring finger, before pointing to your own hand, âfour, five, six,â you finish, wiggling the three fingers that had so recently been shoved into her throbbing cunt.
Vi stares at you for a solid few seconds before she shoves her face into her pillow and screams.
âOh my god â get the fuck outta here!â but she surfaces laughing, and youâre laughing too, and the sound is so intoxicating, so mind-numbingly lovely that she thinks if she could, sheâd grind your laughter into powder and get high on the lines of your smile.
She inches forward to pull you closer, tucking you into her chest.
âYouâre insane, you know that?â she asks, pressing her lips to your forehead as you giggle. You wiggle your arms around her middle till your bodies are pressed curve for curve, skin to skin. And you settle against her as if you were always made to be there to begin with.
âMm, been told a few timesâŠâ you murmur, your voice soft.
A tiny clink jars both of you from your post-orgasmic stupor, and you both pull back, only to find your necklaces linked â the pendants stuck together with a pair of tiny magnets set at the point of each teardrop, so small that Vi hadnât noticed when youâd first given it to her.
âOh, I didnât get to show you this back in the locker rooms butâŠâ you reach up to tug the two pendants apart before letting them snap back together.
âThe necklaces come as a pair and they link together like this ââ you show her the two pendants, the shape something like an hourglass or the two rabbit ears of a perfectly tied bow.
âThatâs cute, but⊠whatâs it supposed to be? A time-turner thing?â Vi pushes herself up on an elbow to try and get a better look.
You shake your head, pouting slightly.
âNope! Well, I mean, itâs sold as an infinity symbol cause ââ you roll your eyes, âforever and all that crap ââ
Vi smirks, âOh yeah. That crap.â
You shoot her a look before continuing, your cheeks burning, âBut⊠it reminded me of a figure eight. You do those in hockey too, right?â
Vi nods, âYeah, theyâre drills that we run. Pretty basic.â
You nod, âAnd in figure skating, we used to have these mandatory figures weâd have to skate to demonstrate our edge control â hence the name figure skating. Amara still makes us do them, because sheâs old fashioned as all hell, but I just thought⊠it was kinda nice⊠for the two of usâŠâ your voice trails off as you drop your hand and the two pendants hang, suspended between the pair of you with nothing but their own magnetism.
Vi licks her lips, âYeah⊠it is nice.â
She leans in, tilts your head up for a kiss, but you tug back just an inch.
âViâŠ?â
âHm? What is it?â
You blink up at her, a flash of uncertainty flickering behind your eyes as you glance down at her lips.
âWeâre⊠weâre dating now⊠right?â
Vi stares. And stares. And then, she pulls back with a dramatic groan.
âOh my god, you did not just seriously hit me with the what are we after weâve just fucked each other into another dimension, after Iâve been wearing the necklace that you gave me, the one that matches your necklace ââ
You scramble forward to push Vi down, yelping.
âOkay! Okay â Iâm sorry! Itâs just ââ
Vi raises her eyebrows, pinning you with a look even though youâre perched above her, your hands clamped over her wrists.
âNeither of us ever properly asked the other one out, and â and I know you said girlfriend in front of Caitlyn back at the party but ââ
âHey princess?â
You break off, blinking as she pushes up and settles you over her lap.
Vi smiles, tugging your chin towards her.
âWill you go out with me?â
The smile that breaks across your lips is so pretty, so tooth-achingly sweet that Vi thinks she just has to lean forward and taste it.
So, she does.
You nod, breathless even as she chases your lips, breaking the kiss with a gasp.
âYes â yes⊠I will.â
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masc billie has to be the hottest thing ever introduced to man kind . id literally do anything omg






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Theyâre so hot I wish butch lesbians were real


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Older rich milf Wanda who is overly affectionate with you and calls you darling and gives you the best hugs that linger far too long to be polite while you bury your nose in her neck and breathe her in and she's perfect and warm and you fall in love with her more with every interaction you have.
She makes you food when you're stressed with finals, and you always thank her profusely. She cooks enough for nearly a week, your backpack laden with tupperware. She finds your stuttered thank you's and red cheeks adorable, and she loves it when you return her containers to her after you've washed them.
You offhandedly mention one time that you'd been looking forward to buying some new candles, but they hadn't gone on sale yet, so you were excited for the sale to begin near the Holidays. Somehow, a large box full of all your favorite scented candles is delivered to your apartment the next week, with a simple red heart drawn on the top.
Wanda always finds excuses to touch you, her hands around your waist or on your thigh and you just dismiss it as her being a touchy person, but your heart rate always picks up and you have to control your breathing and push your arousal down when she gets a little too handsy... (she loves your reactions).
You make the first move, kissing her softly after a wine and movie night, her blanket wrapped around the two of you as you practically sat on top of her, cuddling closely. You pull back and start to apologize, fearing that you read the situation all wrong, but she simply grabs your collar and pulls you back in, whispering about how adorable you are before kissing you within an inch of your life.
She is always gentle during sex, but she makes you feel owned in every way possible, her lips marking your skin as her hands squeeze you wherever she can. Her possessiveness is attractive, even though you both feel secure in the relationship, it's fun to watch her glare at anyone who tries to talk to you.
I need older rich milf Wanda in my life âĄ
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the cake on this woman......barking howling etc
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Avoiding every mistletoe (Until I know Itâs true love)
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PROMPTS: Shy Natasha Romanoff and Lab Assitant!Reader
Pairing: Natasha Romanoff x F!Reader
Tags: Fluff, awkward and clumsy Nat, Tony's lab asistant reader, christmas fun! ( posting this during actual christmas), meddeling avengers, a sprinkle of hurt/comfort.
Summary â> Ever since Natasha met you, Tony's new brilliant assistant, she has been down bad. But her sudden lack of confidence around you banishes every hope for her to make a move. Christmas is around the corner, and the team knows about your superstitious nature. There seems to be a clear answer: Mistletoes.

WC: 5473
Warnings: Descriptions of making out, but not explicit sexual content.
***
November was in full swing at the Avengers Tower, which meant sophisticated red, green, and gold decorations adorned every surface, Christmas songs played on an endless loop through the speakers, and the unmistakable aroma of gingerbread wafted (somehow) through the air.
As was classic Tony Stark fashion, a lineup of extravagant holiday parties had already been scheduled and meticulously planned for execution. Natasha Romanoff though was already dreading it.
Hoping to avoid any unnecessary interaction, she quietly sneaked into the communal kitchen, intent on grabbing a couple of waffles Wanda had made earlier. But as soon as she stepped in, she felt the weight of several pairs of eyes on her back.
âAh, Miss Romanoff, there you are!â Tonyâs voice rang out, cheerful and full of purpose. He was already decked out in one of his newest suitsâsharp, festive, and annoyingly ostentatious.
Sighing, Natasha turned around, realizing it was too late to make a run for it. She was greeted by the sight of her team sprawled across the couches and armchairs in the lounge, each of them absorbed in their own activity, but now casually watching Tonyâs sudden commotion with mild interest.
âMorning,â Natasha grunted, reluctantly moving to join them, plate in hand.
âJust the person I was looking for!â Tony said, flashing a shit-eating grin as he patted the empty space beside him on the couch.
Instead of humoring him, Natasha settled herself on the fluffy rug in front of the coffee table, placing her plate down without a word.
ïżœïżœïżœYou are officially invited to the pre-Christmas party hosted by moi,â Tony declared dramatically.
âTony, you literally held us hostage at one last week. I still have a hangover,â she deadpanned, recalling flashes of the chaos where even she had gone overboard with the alcohol, thanks to Sam Wilsonâs stupid drinking games.
âOh, come on! This oneâs different. Itâs intimateâjust for us heroes and co,â Tony countered, undeterred. Then, leaning back smugly, he added, âI even got the space lady to come. How awesome is that?â
Natasha raised an eyebrow, unimpressed.
âOh donât be boring. Whereâs the wild Natasha Romanoff we all love?â Tony teased, grinning as if to provoke her.
âEasy. She doesnât exist,â Natasha replied flatly, cutting into her first waffle. She let out a satisfied hum at the sweet taste.
âThese are amazing, Wanda,â she said, looking over at the young witch.
Wanda, sitting comfortably on a loveseat, smiled warmly at the compliment. âThanks, Nat.â
âIs it a new recipe?â Natasha asked, curious.
âYes, actually. I added a bit of cinnamon andââ
âOkay, okay!â Tony interrupted, baffled by the lack of attention he was receiving, looking bewildered between them two. âLetâs get back to the main thing here. Are you coming?â
At Natashaâs reluctant silence, Steve stepped in with a reassuring smile. âDonât worry, Natasha. Iâll make sure heâs on his best behavior.â
âUgh, boringââ Tony groaned, dragging the word out in sing-song. But under Steveâs hardened stare, he sighed in defeat. âFine. Itâll be a cozy hangout. No traces of fun or whatever,â he relented, raising his hands in mock surrender.
Taking another bite of her waffles, she carfulkly took a sip of her coffe, trying to hide her smirk as she sees Tony waiting in anticipation fo her response. âFine.â
Tony threw a punch onto the air, clapping in victory. âCarol is coming you said?â
He nodded proudly. âYeah I managed to rope her and her little sidekick in. There is also the kid, Clint and his familyâŠâ
âDont forget Strange.â Bruce, who just entered the living room reminded. Tony grumbled a bit at that.Â
âYeah, Houdini too. Scary lady and Patch eyeâŠgod were those hard to convinceâ Oh and my lab assistant too.â Nathasa choked at that.
âAssistant? She practically takes over your lab.â Bruce chuckled.Â
Tony rolled his eyes, but there was no hint of malice. If anything, a spark of pride made his eyes a bit brighter. âYeah well, I taught her well. Did you knowl that last week she-â
 Nathanâs brain disconnected at a scary speed after those words. Images of you hit her hard, and she could already start to feel her heart race a bit.Â
Y/N Y/L/N was Tony Starkâs most recent lab and tech assistant, and to say he was impressed would be an understatement. After reviewing your rĂ©sumĂ©, Tony had practically declared you a godsend. You were one of the rare people who could keep up with his eccentricities, effortlessly managing the stream of tasks he threw your way. It didnât take long for you to earn a permanent spot at the Avengers Tower.
Natasha remembered the first time she saw you as if it were yesterday. She had been on her way to ask Tony for a replacement for her gauntlets after a particularly rough mission. When she stepped into the lab, though, she was surprised to find someone else hunched over the workbench.
Frowning, Natasha set her hand on the fingerprint scanner, the door sliding open with a soft whoosh. At the sound, the stranger turned around, and Natasha froze in place.
For her, the world seemed to stop spinning, settling into an almost unnatural silence. You were⊠ethereal.Â
In her life, Natasha had faced aliens, wizards, and even sentient robots. So how far-fetched was it to assume she was now standing face to face with an angel?
Even though you didnât know her, a gentle smile settled on your lips, your gorgeous eyes peering at her with almost childlike curiosity. Natasha stood there, frozen in place, unable to move. It wasnât until something shifted in the silence that she remembered to breathe again.
Startled, she realized she hadnât moved from the doorway. The door had automatically closed where she stood, trapping her.. Embarrassed, she quickly stepped forward, pushing herself to snap out of it.
And, of course, she had to stumble. The gauntlets she was holding slipped from her grip and fell to the floor with an unforgivable thud. Cringing, she immediately knelt down to retrieve them. What she didn't expect was for you to do the same, even if your movement were more calm.Â
She flustered when she dared to look up, finding your own awaiting gaze. âWell, if they weren't broken before, they sure are now.â You joked with a smile, tone teasing but not judging.Â
Blinking, Natasha started sputtering, not really knowing what to say. Or how. âYes.âÂ
âYesâ is what her stupid brain decided to go for. Even thinking about it even now, her face scrunch with self embarrassment. What was even happening? Taking a breath, she redirected her eyes to the ground. Right, the gauntlets. They are broken. Need them fixed.
Finally standing up, she forced her body not to fidget. As if sensing this, you offered a hand to her. âY/N Y/L/N, Mr.Starks new hire here in the lab.âÂ
Tentatively, she accepted the shake. Her mind hanging on how your hand seemed to fit into hers. âNatasha Romanoff. Um, avenger.âÂ
God whatâs wrong with her? You giggle at that, and the sound is enough to get her out of her head. Of course that the sound is also beautiful. Was there anything about you that wasnât? Why is she even think that?
 âI know. Pleasure to meet you, Ms.Romanoff. SoâŠmay I help you with those?â You ask, your hand still being held by hers. Noticing this, Natasha removed her grip as if you were burning.Â
âPlease.â She ended up saying, utterly embarrassed by her behaviour. Still, you gave no sense of judgment, only nodding and taking her over the workbench.Â
She stayed with you all that evening. And most of the next ones after that.Â
***
Her infatuation with you only seemed to grow since that first meeting, and the others quickly picked up on it. They saw it in the way Natashaâthe most grounded person they knewâstarted sputtering and flustering whenever she talked to you. The unshakable confidence she was known for seemed to melt under the warmth of your sunshine smile and the twinkle of mischief in your eyes.
And as much as they insisted for her to make an actual move, Natasha refused.Â
âUh-oh, I know that look.â Wanda sang, like a high school girl teasing her friend in high school when they listened the name of their crush. Rolling her eyes, Natasha scoffed.
âThere is no look.â
âOh, but there is.â Clint, who was watching Sam and a struggling Bucky play Mortal Combat added, not even looking away from the screen. âYour pupils practically shape into heartsâ likes a lovesick puppy. Itâs almost painful to watch.
âShut it Wilson.âÂ
You were too good for her, Natasha decided on her own. You were like the sun, kind and warm, gentle in a way that it was entirely selfless. Natasha's life was one of dangers and precautions, she didnât want to expose you to any of the threats that surrounded her lifestyle.Â
Even if she ached to be close to you, call you her own.Â
âNow itâs the time to make a move. Who knows? Maybe you will find each other under the mistletoe.â He adds with a wink.
Tony hummed. âHm, thatâs actually a good idea.âÂ
Her head whipped toward him. âDonât even think about it, Stark. Besides, thatâs a stupid tradition. How do you even know that Y/N would willingly kiss someone just because a stupid parasitic plant is above her?â
They all laughed at that.
âOur Y/N? Please. She practically had a mental breakdown when I broke a mirror in the lab the other day,â Tony quipped, grinning.
Wanda nodded in agreement, casually flipping through the pages of her book. âYeah, once she made me search the entire tower for something made of wood to touch, just so I wouldnât jinx the next mission after I mentioned a hypothetical worst-case scenario. Still donât get that one.â
Natashaâs face went pale at that, remembering a conversation sheâd once had with you. You had mentioned that, while you didnât fully believe in superstitions yourself, your family did, and it had resulted in some strange and unshakable habits for you. âBetter safe than sorry,â you had said with a shrug.
A cold sweat made her tremble slightly, worsening by all of a sudden interested and sneaky grins on her friends faces.Â
Whatever, she still can not go.
***
She still had to go.
When you confirmed your attendance, you clapped excitedly, rambling about how fun it would be to spend your first Christmas together. You even brought it up when she bought you lunchâa frequent occurrence, since you often got so engrossed in your work that you forgot to eat. Natasha would be lying if she said your words didnât tug relentlessly at her heart.
And so, there she was, surrounded by the thrumming chaos of an all-together gathering, overwhelming decorations, and overly festive arrangements at every turn. Anxiety prickled at her as she glanced toward the newly decorated attic. They couldnât possibly have infested the entire place with mistletoe, right?
Wrong.
They were everywhere.
On every doorway, on the stairs, in the high columns and ceilings, even on top of the Christmas tree, scattered aroundâeverywhere she looked, there it was. Mistletoe.
Trying to shake it off, Natasha focused her attention on the ground, her sharp gaze scanning for the culprit behind this festive ambush.
âTony!â she half-yelled, her steps quick and deliberate as she marched toward the eccentric billionaire, who was in the middle of a conversation with Pepper.
His head whipped toward her, a flicker of fear flashing across his face before his usual smug smirk returned.
âCare to explain?â she demanded.
âExplain what, exactly? My fantastical abilities to host, orâŠ?â he drawled, his tone dripping with amusement.
She glared furiously. âAw, câmon, donât look so grumpy, Grinch! This is a time of tradition, joyââ
âAnd manipulation?â she interrupted through gritted teeth. âThis is way too much.â
Despite her glare and the unmistakable edge in her voice, Tony remained unfazed. If anything, his amusement only grew. He glanced over her shoulder, his expression brightening as he perked up.
âWell, complaints are non-refundable. Sorry, itâs the new policy. If youâll excuse me, Pepper needs me to sign some super high-confidence document, right, dear?â
Pepper frowned. âWhat are you talking abââ
Before she could finish, Tony gently grabbed her hand and began steering her away, the two trailing off into the crowd.
Natasha was about to follow and press him further, but a voice behind her made her freeze.
âNat, hey!â
She turned around, and suddenly, everything seemed to slow down for her. There you were, wearing a comfy red sweater, black jeans, and a pair of Mary Janes. Your hair, usually tied back for work, was flowing freely, framing your face. It was a simple, casual look, but Natasha felt her face heat up at the sight of you.
As you got closer, alarm bells blared in her mind. Her eyes darted upward, and her stomach dropped. One of those dreaded mistletoe clusters hung right above where you were heading.
Panicking, she practically sprinted toward you, desperate to avoid both of you standing under it. But she miscalculated her speed, and before she knew it, she was barrelling straight into you.
You let out a startled huff as her momentum almost knocked you over, but her quick reflexes kicked in, and she steadied you before you could stumble.
âGeez, Romanoff,â you joked, brushing yourself off as you smiled up at her. âWe just saw each other this morning. Did you miss me that much?â
Your teasing tone and warm voice snapped her out of her panic, but the damage was done. Natashaâs heart was hammering in her chest, her senses overloaded as she became acutely aware of how close you were. The soft warmth of your body pressed lightly against hers, the delicate scent of cocoa beans, coconut, and something distinctly you filling the air around her.
Her cheeks burned as her mind scrambled for somethingâanythingâto say as she looked down at you, mortified. Luckily for her, your attention diverged when someone from the staff (who even brings staff in closed up parties?) bough a chocolate fountain in a rolling chair. âNo. Way.â I thought he was kidding!âÂ
And just like that you went off excitedly, a silhouette of dust being the only trace of you left. Sighing, Natasha brought her hand to her racing heart, trying to figure out a way to survive this evening.Â
Her eyes opened again in determination, she was going to take off these damned things, starting with the one right on top of her.Â
***
This task, however, grew increasingly difficult as the evening wore on. Between being roped into endless conversations, you constantly looking out for her (and her desperately trying to avoid you), and the absurd number of mistletoes everywhere, Natasha felt like she was fighting a losing battle. It was as if they were multiplying before her very eyes.
Her frustration peaked during a particularly embarrassing momentâone where, of course, you were the witness.
After listening to Peter and Kamala endlessly gossip about high school drama, Natasha had collapsed onto the sofa, her patience hanging by a thread. As her gaze wandered across the room, her eyes landed on the ceilingâand there it was. Another mistletoe. This one was perched slightly higher than the others, hanging right above the beanbag chair where you often sat. Of course.
Those strategic bastards.
Taking advantage of everyone being distracted in the kitchen, she sprang into action. With no ladder in sight, she grabbed a nearby chair and carefully climbed onto it. Still too short to reach, she braced herself against the shelves, stretching precariously as she balanced. Every slight wobble of the chair made her heart lurch, but she pressed on, determined to remove the offending decoration before anyone noticed.
But of course, that was the moment you walked in, calling for her.
âNat? Arenât you hungry? I saved you some of those little pies you like so muchââ
Your voice startled her, and she immediately looks down at you. Her grip slipped briefly, the chair wobbling dangerously beneath her.
âY/N! Shitââ she hissed, her heart leaping into her throat. Scrambling to steady herself, she clung to the edge of the shelf and managed to avoid completely losing her balance. She froze, her cheeks heating as she realized you were staring at her, bewildered.
âWhat⊠are you doing?â you asked, the corners of your lips quirking up in confusion and slight amusement.
Blushing furiously, Natashaâs mind scrambled for a reasonable explanation. âUm⊠I was just⊠looking for Clint? You know how much he loves to hide up here.â she said with a nervous laugh, trying to sound nonchalant.
Before you could respond, someone brushed past you, momentarily breaking the tension.
It was Clint, holding a bottle of rosĂ© wine, with the kids trailing behind him. âNo alcohol until youâre 21,â he announced, his tone firm but playful.
âBut I am 22!â Kate argued.
Clint snorted. âSure you are.â
As they disappeared into the kitchen, you turned your attention back to Natasha. Arching an eyebrow, you crossed your arms, your curiosity clearly not satisfied.
âOh, great! There he is!â Natasha blurted, clinging to her flimsy excuse. She waved awkwardly in Clintâs general direction, desperate to change the subject. âLet me justââ
But as she began stepping down, her foot slipped on the edge of the chair. She let out a startled gasp as she lost her footing entirely.
âOh my- Natasha!â
***
She even tried to gain support in enemy territory.
âSteve!â she called out. The man looked over at her and clearly tried to sneak off, but it was too late. âJust how many are there?â she asked, her desperation evident. So far, sheâd removed eight mistletoes and had endured three risky situations where sheâd practically had to run away from you.
âOf what?â Steve replied, taking a sip of his drink, feigning ignorance.
Natasha huffed, crossing her arms. âPlease, letâs skip the act. I know you also took part in this.â
Steve remained silent, his expression unreadable but gullible. Natasha sighed in exasperation. âCome on, Steve, youâre the most reasonable one out of all of them. Just tell me where the rest of the mistletoes are!â
She could see the guilt on his faceâhe was clearly uncomfortable. Steve Rogers wasnât a man who lied easily. As he opened his mouth, clearly about to crack, Sam and Wanda swooped in.
âWhat are we talking about?â Sam asked with a goofy smile, casually draping his arm around Steveâs shoulders as if shielding him from her interrogation.
Natashaâs left eye twitched. âYou know exactly what, Wilson.â
âHmm, do I?â Sam teased, his grin widening.
Natasha ignored him, focusing on her second-best shot, since it was clear Steve wouldnât be of much use now.
âWanda,â she said, turning to the witch, âhow many mistletoes are there?â
Wanda shrugged, playing innocent.
âIf you tell meâŠ,â Natasha added, her voice turning sly, âIâll lend you those boots of mine you like so much.â
Wanda hesitated at that, her composure faltering slightly. â⊠The ones with the metal buckles?â
âThe ones with the metal buckles.â
Wandaâs eyes glinted with temptation as she weighed her options. But after a brief internal debate, she furrowed her brow and firmly shook her head and crossed her arms. âNo. Weâre doing this for your own good, Natasha.â
Natasha laughed forcefully, her expression taut with frustration. âFor my own good? Iâm losing my sanity over here, Wands.â Her tone was sharp, but her forced smile remained plastered on her face.
Just then, a voice cut through the air, making Natasha freeze.
âHave you guys seen Natasha? I swear I just keep losing track of her today,â you said, your voice light-hearted as you spoke to Bruce and Tony.
The group perked up at your words, and Natashaâs head snapped toward the sound of your voice. There you were, standing across the room, looking as radiant as ever as you chatted with the two men.
As Tony and Bruce were about to point in her direction, Natasha didnât waste another secondâshe quickly ducked behind the rolling chocolate fountain cart, slipping out of sight just in the nick of time.
***
It all came down to the climax of the party. Most of the children were asleep by now, and only the closest circle remained. Natasha was exhausted but relieved. She had finally managed to get rid of all the mistletoes, even if, in doing so, she had humiliated herself in ways she hadnât thought possible.
Now, she could finally relax and hang out with you. Or at least, thatâs what she thought. A wolf whistle and cheers erupted from her friends, who had formed a circle outside on the terrace. Curious, she approached, only to regret it immediately as she was squashed between Steve and Bucky.
Her face went pale as she saw the final mistletoe, hanging right above you and a smug Carol Danvers. In her frantic pursuit of avoiding standing under a mistletoe with you, someone else had managed to get there before her. This outcome was far worse, and dread filled her as she watched the scene unfold.
She couldnât stand it. The way Carol got closer with bravado and you, with a smile (it was more polite and friendly than anything, but at that moment she didnât see it like that), made her heart drop.
The world once again slowed down, but this time it was for her and you. And she just couldnât stand it. Shattering the slow-motion moment, her mouth and body moved faster than her mind.
âWait! Youâre supposed to kiss under the mistletoe, not near it! I meanâlook at that angle, itâs tilted and all wrong. Besides, is it me or are the leavesâŠwait, let me just scoot over hereââ she muttered, pushing her way through the onlookers to get to the mistletoe. Everyone went quiet in surprise as she reached it and caressed the leaves. You just stared at her, but she seemed to pay no mind. âAh, as I thought! These leaves are all dried. How about we replace it? Here, I know where we can find a suitable one. Will you come with me, Y/N?â
Without thinking, she took your hand and practically dragged you away, turning back toward the group. âWeâll be right back.â
Everyone remained quiet as they watched the two of you disappear.
***
âHere, let me justâŠâ Natasha started, trying to find her card in her pockets. âWhere did Iâah, here.â
With quick motions, she attempted to swipe the card to unlock her room. You stood behind her, watching her increasingly desperate attempts to open the door.
âNatâŠâ you started softly.
Chuckling awkwardly, she waited for the green light, but it still wasnât processing for some reason. âAh, these are so annoying. I keep insisting to Tony that he should just put in a code, but he doesnât listenââ
âNat.â
âTypical of him, I know. Letâs try again.â Waiting for the red light to turn off, she swiped again, and this time the light turned green. âThere, finally.â
You tried calling her again, but she interrupted. âSorry for the wait. There are some left in my room, letâs just pick one andâŠâ She said, turning the handle and opening the door, knowing that all the stolen mistletoes were in the corner.
âNatasha!â You finally yelled, making her turn around with wild eyes. Uh oh, you almost called her Natasha.
Your face held no negative feelings, only the patience you were known for. âNat.â Slowly, you grabbed her trembling hand and got a bit closer. Your worry made her squirm.
âWhatâs going on?â you started softly, as if trying not to scare her. The consideration and gentleness in your voice made her almost burst into tears. âYouâve been behaving⊠strange this entire party. Running around all over the place⊠avoiding me.â You whispered the last words, clearly pained, and her heart shattered.
The last thing she wanted was to make you feel bad. âDid I do something wrong?â
Your question was so raw, your expression vulnerable, and Natasha wanted nothing more than to wrap you in her arms, kiss you gently, and reassure you that you didnâtâcouldnâtâdo anything to upset her. But she couldnât, and the knowledge of it broke a little bit more.
âNo, no, of course not. Itâs justââ She started, her words getting stuck in her throat, unsure of how to put them together. âThe others decided to put the place swarming with mistletoes.â
You looked at her in confusion. âOkayâŠwhy?â
Refusing eye contact, Natasha took a deep breath, her heart pounding so loudly that she thought you could hear it. Without dropping your hand, she stepped a little closer, her legs slightly trembling. She figured the best thing to do was to just say it and get it over with. She had already been making a fool of herself the entire day. But saying it was harder than she thought it would be. The fear of rejection was suffocating her.
âBecauseâŠâ Finally daring to look at you, her neck reddening all up to the point of her ears, being suddenly conscious of the warmth radiating. âBecause they know how serious you are about superstitions. And that if we got caught under one, then I⊠then I would finally dare to kiss you.â
The admission came as a whisper, shame and embarrassment hitting her like never before. It was as if she was going to combust from the inside. A pause hung between the two of you, each second of it feeling like a stab straight to her chest.
She couldnât even begin to imagine losing you. You had become so close this year, and to think that just a couple of silly words could ruin everything was killing her. Her eyes closed tightly, waiting for the worstâa rejection, disgust, or just pity. Any of these would shatter her.
But it never came. Instead, she felt warmthâa gentle caress on her cheek, you softly urging her to open her eyes and look at you. Your face was far from the rejecting one that Natashaâs brain had conjured. Instead, it was a reassuring one, with a bright smile like the one you first gave her the day you met, your eyes soft and bright under the lights.
She blinked, as if the soft touch had pulled her back from her darkest places. Her heart seemed to stop, no longer beating out of fear but for hope. Because as she studied you, she saw nothing but kindness and happiness.
âYou⊠youâre not upset?â she asked, as if it were too good to be true.
Your smile widened, laughing softly under your breath at her surprise. âNat, how could I ever be upset? Iââ This time it was you who searched for the right words, your cheeks flushed with a lovely rosy color that Natasha couldnât help but find fascinating. âHow could I, when Iâve been waiting for you to do this for quite some time?â
Your admission hung in the air, like a symphony. Natasha could feel the weight of the world lift from her shoulders. âYou have?â
âOf course I have.â You confessed, as if the question were ridiculous to even ask. âYouâve been everything my heart has been yearning for, Natasha.â
Natasha sure wasnât a poet, but right now she was seeing the world as one. The way in which your words embraced her, your slightly dilated eyes looking at her as if she was the only one on your mind.
Was this what the others saw? The look she has been too oblivious to see?
She wanted to hit her head in frustration, all the time wasted because of her doubts. But she was free of them now, having you as her savior.
Getting closer, she dared to pull you closer by your waist, marveling at how it felt in tandem with her movements, as if you two had done this a thousand times before, in different lives, before this one.
âSo⊠youâre telling me I made that champagne pyramid fall all over Fury for nothing?â she asked, as if it were a secret.
You laughed loudly at that, remembering the moment when Natasha stumbled all over the table later on in the evening. Everything seemed to make sense now.
âYou knowâŠâ you started, the laughter dying down as you softly tucked a piece of Natashaâs hair behind her ear, your touch lingering on her jaw. âFor someone so intelligent and charismatic, you sure are clumsy at times.â
Natasha huffed, rolling her eyes with an affectionate smile. âOnly because youâŠâ she started, but caught herself, her eyes slightly widening.
You arched an eyebrow. âOh? Only because of that? Do I make you nervous, Romanoff?â You grinned, adoring the way she seemed lost for words.
Sputtering, she tried to defend herself, but someone beat her to it.
âVery much so!â Tony yelled.
Your eyes snapped toward him, only to see the team huddled up behind the corner.
You snickered, Natasha flustered. âWhat are youâŠ? Go away!â She hesitated.
Tony smirked. âNot so fast, Romanoff! You have to kiss.â
Confused, she followed his hand motion, only to see a mistletoe floating with surrounding red magic.
âDamn it, WandaâŠâ she muttered, but you just laughed at your friendâs antics, hiding your face in her shoulder.
Natashaâs attention shifted back to you, her smile filled with adoration. Finally, you peered up at her.
âWe donât have to if you donât want toâŠâ she started shyly, not wanting to pressure you into doing anything. But you only got closer to her.
âI donât know, I think you do owe me a kiss,â you replied with a grin. âYou know, to balance the universe.â
âYeahâŠâ she muttered, eyes lowering. âTo balance the universe.â She reaffirmed, leaning down. But before her lips touched yours, she gripped you and dragged you both into her room, slamming the door shut. She ignored the muffled complaints heard from the hallway as she pinned you against it, wanting to have you all to herself.
Connecting her eyes with yours, she searched for any trace of doubt, but found nothing but darkened irises. Hesitation left her once and for all as she leaned in, her lips meeting yours. She sighed, and everything else seemed to fade into the distance.
The kiss was slow at first, gentle and tentative, giving you both time to discover each other. But the passion, held back for so long by insecurities and âwhat ifs,â broke free like a dam, intensifying everything tenfold. Her hand gripped your waist slightly harder, while one of your hands trailed up to her hair, tugging it just enough to make her shudder. Urgently, she pulled you even closer, as if afraid you might disappear.
Her breath quickened as she felt your body pressed against hers. The kiss deepened, turning frantic with all the pent-up desire. Suddenly, you tugged at her bottom lip, almost provocatively, as you looked up at her through your eyelashes. Natasha groaned, her heart racing. It was like seeing a whole new side of you, and she just couldnât get enough.
Licking into your mouth, she hummed as your knees seemed to buckle, holding your hips to make sure you didn't fall. No, you werenât going anywhere. Not when she finally had you in her arms.
You could feel the tension in her body as you traced her shoulders and back, her muscles tensing with every movement. It was as if she couldnât get enough of you, kissing youâconsuming you with everything she had.
It left you breathless. If anything, air became the only obstacle, the only force capable of separating you. Both gasping for breath, you didnât dare to say anything for a moment, just taking in the overwhelming sensation of being so close, so lost in each other.Â
âYou know, technicallyâŠâ you started slowly, a playful smirk on your lips. âTechnically, you interrupted my kiss with Carol before.â
As soon as the words left your mouth, her grip on you tightened, a small growl escaping her at the thought of anyone else getting the chance to do what you had just done. But you quickly calmed her, softly cupping the side of her face. âSo, you owe me another kiss.â
She looked at you with darkened eyes, a mix of desire and challenge in her gaze. âI guess youâre right⊠We wouldnât want to have bad luck.â
âOf course not,â you repeated, your lips brushing against hers as you gently guided her closer. âYou know how superstitious I am.â
âYes, I do,â she whispered, a teasing smile crossing her face as she closed the distance.
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Eternity
Billie Eilish x Female Reader

CW: smut implied but no actual smut, playful degradation, fluff
Summary: Billie gives you something to represent exactly how she feels about you.
âMmhâŠBillieâŠâ you say through pecks as Billie slowly kisses you into the bed, hovering over you just the way you like. âYou gotta stopâŠspending so much money on me.â
Billie stops. She lifts herself with both hands flat on the bed at either side of your head. âWhy?â She trails her fingers down your neck before getting to the silver âBâ pendant attached to the necklace she bought you. Fiddling with it in between her fingers, her voice is soft and sultry. âIt looks so good on youâŠeveryone will know youâre taken, and itâll be so much fun to watch âem guess by whoâŠâ
Her mouth moves down to your neck as she finishes her sentence, leaving gentle but firm kisses on your skin that have your breath hitching. âB-Because IâŠâ
âBecause what? Give me one good reason why I shouldnât spoil you. Right now.â Her voice is a command in your ear as her hands wander your body, caressing and squeezing your thighs that she loves so much. When you donât respond, she huffs. âKnew you wouldnât have one.â
âNo I do itâs justâŠyouâre gonna think itâs silly.â
âTell meâ she whispers with a little nibble just under your ear. âCmon, babyâ she pulls back, looking down at you with soft, sympathetic eyes âjust tell me, mânot gonna judge you.â
A sigh escapes your lips as you prepare to speak âI just donât wanna seem like a gold digger, okay?â eyes looking away from her, you finish your sentence âIâm not oneâŠand I donât want you or anyone else to think Iâm one, and I donât want you to feel like you have to buy me stuff all the time.â
Billie canât help but chuckle, placing a gentle palm against your cheek. âBabyâŠnobody thinks youâre a gold digger. I buy you stuff because I want to spoil you, not because I feel like I have to.â
Her thumb swipes over your cheek so tenderly, it makes you want to cry how gentle she could be with you. âNothing makes me happier than taking care of the people I love, so donât worry about how much I spend on you, sweet girl. Just shut your pretty face up and let me do it.â She tops off her statement with a loving kiss to your lips, before moving down to your neck again.
âI just-â
âIf I hear one more word about me spoiling you Iâll cover your entire neck in hickies.â Billie states and you giggle softly. âEveryone in the arena tomorrow night will know what a little slut you areâ she murmurs playfully against your neck.
You burst into giggles, causing your girlfriend to start giggling too âOh my god, shut up!â
When the giggling dies down, Billie pulls away. âBefore I fuck you, I have one more thing I want to give you.â
Your mouth opens to protest out of habit, but Billie cuts you off before you can say anything with a grasp of your chin. âDonât.â She waits for you to close your mouth before she swipes your bottom lip with her thumb âgood girl.â
You watch as your girlfriend hops off the bed and opens her suitcase to look for something. âWhat are you looking for?â you ask as you sit up.
She doesnât respond, instead she just crawls back onto the bed and sits in front of you, back in between your legs where she belongs (and loves to be more than anything). âHereâ Billie hands you a small, squared velvet box and your eyes widen.
âYou better not be proposi-â
âIâm not proposing just open the damn boxâ she cuts you off, again, giggling.
You pull open the box to see two beautiful rings inside, one half eternity ring with stones inside the band, and one with a gorgeous emerald cut gemstone. Both rings are set with stones the same colour as your eyes, and it literally takes your breath away when you open the box. âBilâŠâ
âYou like em?â her voice is quiet but confident. âI got em becauseâŠany girl with eyes as beautiful as yoursâŠshould always have jewellery to match.â
You manage to tear your eyes away from the rings for a moment to look up into hers. âIâŠI donât know what to sayâ you breathe.
âDonât say anything.â Billie whispers. âJust try them on for me.â
Billie takes the box from your hands and takes out the ring with the single gemstone. Taking your right hand in hers, the ring slowly slides onto your middle finger, and it fits like a glove. âWowâ youâre in awe as you hold out your hand and stare at the ring.
Your girlfriend smiles as she watches you, before she then takes the second ring out of the box. âYou know thatâs an eternity ring, right?â You say.
âYeah I know, nerd.â She takes your hand again. âWhy do you think I got it?â
Eyes slightly wide, youâre taken back a little by her words âyouâŠreally wanna be with me forever?â
Your girlfriend smiles and has to hold back a few tears so she can say what she needs to say. âBaby girl, I donât plan on ever leaving you. Even if and when things get tough, we go through a rough patch, Iâm away with work, youâre away with work and weâre strugglingâŠIâd rather fight for you, a million fucking times overâŠthan ever lose you.â
Her voice is shaky, your breath is shaky, she places her hand on your cheek and you melt into her touch. Both of you have tears in your eyes. âI want you. For the rest of my life I want you. All of you. I want you even on your bad days. I want every single part of you, even the parts you hate, the parts you think are the ugliest parts of yourselfâŠbecause every single inch of you is beautiful to me. Even when you donât believe it yourself.â She whispers. âIâve never loved anyone like I love you. Iâd drop anything and come running from the other side of the world if you needed me. Iâd do anything for you. Any fucking thing.â
She lets out a shaky sigh, looking down at the eternity ring still in between her fingertips, her voice comes out teary, full of so much emotion it pushes a tear out of your own eyes. âAnd thatâs a promise. ThisâŠâ the ring slides onto your ring finger on your right hand âthis is a promise.â
âBillieâŠâ you canât help but cry âyouâre so gay.â
The pair of you burst out laughing, foreheads touching as you giggle and your hands move up to cup her face âI love you so muchâ you sniffle.
She closes her eyes and leans into your touch, placing her own hands over yours. âMmhâŠI love you too, more than anythingâ she breathes.
âAnd one dayâ Billie takes your left hand in hers and softly swipes her thumb over your empty ring finger before she whispers against your lips âwhen youâre ready, Iâm gonna put a ring on this finger too.â
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cause i wonder; b.eilish â„â âč
as the decade would play us for fools and you saw my bones out with somebody new
stay with me ya'll cause i'm feeling a bit emo. just imagine billie seeing you after you've broken up. the first time she's seen you since it all went down. you quit each other; no contact only painful blistering ache. it harbored in your hearts. you carried it like an anchor sinking to the pit of your stomach. it was debilitating and all consuming and now you were at her show. standing with your friends like you weren't hanging on by a thread threatening to snap any second. like you weren't completely shattered on the inside.
she'd spotted you almost instantly. when your eyes met, all the noise drowned out. all you could hear was the sound of your heart beating rapidly, wanting to jump out of your chest and run right up to her on stage. she looked away and tried composing herself, but you could tell she was off. she was confused. you were confused and you couldn't outwardly feel any of it. not in this crowd. not with your friends. not even with yourself because you'd both chosen this.
it could've been so easy to fight for it, but you didn't. instead you lived with the pain and regret and the tears forming in your eyes and the quiet sniffles and excuses to go to the bathroom because you couldn't bare to carry the pain and you couldn't bare pretending it was all okay when you were both walking with open wounds.
so if i sell my apartment and you have some kids with an internet starlet, will that make your memory fade from this scarlet maroon like it never happened?
could it be enough to just float in your orbit
wounds too large to heal. you almost prayed they didn't heal because you could still feel her in every fiber of your being. in every step you took and every song you listened to. twirled in your thoughts and your memories. intimate memories of arms brushing, fingers lacing, legs tangling. soft whispering and gentle caresses. longing moans and tender sighs. hands touching while lips kissed. tongues tussling while nails clawed. whimpers and shivers down spines. they all replayed in your head like a cruel fucking joke.
all you could do was wish you could go back to your bubble and hide from the world like you didn't exist. longing to go back to your safe space instead of standing in an arena of people chanting her name. you reverted to spacing out just like you did every day. going about in a daze. everything losing its color and taste. coffee bland. eyes blank. heart bruised. bubble bursting suddenly leaving you raw and shivering. so you watched her from afar doing what she loved. smiling faintly when your friends tugged on your arm forcing you to dance. clapping when she bowed.
she was your sun and you just existed to orbit around her. you would've done it for decades if she'd asked you to.
and if you want to tear my world apart say you'll always wonder. cause i wonder.
but neither of you could admit to the love still festering in your hearts and neither of you could admit to the pain you both caused. neither of you would pick up the phone and admit defeat to the cruel game with no winners. you were two losers yearning for each other. clapping at your seat. wondering who was waiting for her backstage. who she was going to wrap her arms around. who she was longing for. so stupid and oblivious to the fact that her heart still belong to you. searching for you in the sea of people while you still wondered.
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