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https://instagram.com/hello_dongwon?igshid=kfc9dfc78wk

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softie korra i love her

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*comes onto a mutual’s blog and sees they changed their aesthetic or layout* oh wow I love what u did with the place

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IG : Earth2indigo IG: Ursoskinnyadaeze

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maybe yes I’m ugly and I’m not particularly talented and I’m not doing my best and I don’t know anything about myself and I’m still learning names for my feelings

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lmk if this made u her knee

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Undersong, ‘For Each of You’ (1970) by Audre Lorde

[ID: Each time you love / love as deeply / as if it were / forever / only nothing is / eternal.]

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sappho, trans. anne carson // letters to gilbert bradley, gordan bowsher // borrowed time, paul monette // from now on we are enemies, fall out boy // the great geysers of california, laura de force gordon // little beast, richard siken // the song of achilles, madeline miller // samson, regina spektor // selected letters of e. m. forster, e. m. forster // break my heart, joy harjo

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I think bi women should have a free pass to bite anyone. For fun

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this isn’t fun anymore i need a kiss

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*checks your blog regularly* I love you

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it’s like I DO want to be feminine in the way a man is feminine. if I’m performing feminity I don’t want it to be read as an inherent reflection of my gender and who I am. I don’t want someone to call me ma’am or be called a girl. like. it’s drag. only it can’t be drag for me, because it’s not actually subverting anything, is it? so I’m in this spot where I either cannot allow myself any femininity or I do and accept the consequences of perception. my wearing eyeliner isn’t a subversion, a quiet rebellion, it’s perceived as fulfilling an expectation. somehow I can never be masc enough to be percieved as I want to be, so any introduction of femininity feels like a defeat. and yet sometimes I want to wear the pretty things that are still in my closet! or play around with makeup. but it isn’t a young boy getting into his mother’s vanity and heels, it’s growing up into the fulfillment of the wants of the mother and the rest of society as a blank whole.

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