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[rabbit-177]

its all happening again. i got attached to the others in the trial, or at least some of them, most of them even. and id be lying if i said i wasnt absolutely terrified. horrified even. confessions, murder, car crash, cannabilism... what does anyone even say to all of this? there's no words of comfort to be said, no "there there it'll be ok", just silence and awkward small talk as we all watch each others video submissions.

and on top of all of that, whatever habit has planned for me, i cant stop thinking about how I'm most likely going to have blood on my hands again, and its probably going to be one of them. i cant even bring myself to talk with any of them.

history repeats itself.

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i know most of them dont trust me. hell i wouldn't trust me either. maybe they would if they didn't know but i hate keeping secrets. it feels like lying. hoping the brain fog comes back, i hate being aware.

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more for me i guess

im going to bed. half debating on leaving out reeses and monster for habit whenever it shows up like some kinda fucked up santa but i wont. or maybe i will, who knows. I'm fucking exhausted.

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im going to bed. half debating on leaving out reeses and monster for habit whenever it shows up like some kinda fucked up santa but i wont. or maybe i will, who knows. I'm fucking exhausted.

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i hate these bouts of clarity so much. i hate realizing what I've done.

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oh sick i remembered my login.

well i guess i should probably post... something... and probably unpin the weird shakespeare shit...

but yeah. been thinking about my friends lately. and my brother. what they'd think of me doing all of this. the trials. picking up unknown favors from habit. I'm unraveling so fucking fast. i'm literally doing everything i promised them i wouldn't do. im so tired. id do anything to see them again just one last time. but i cant. and wherever im going when i die isn't where they are. i cant exactly back out so i guess ill just power on as long as i can until i either snap or die.

i just hope they arent too disappointed in me for doing this.

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The deer,

The deer is always overlooked.

Always shot at, used as meat. Used, hunted, pursued.

A prey, in a world full of predators. Like all animals, one way of another,

THE DEER ADAPTED.

The deer,

Not quite the same, craves the taste of the ones whom hunt it.

Are you a not-deer? Or are you the ones being hunted?

-🦌

well shit, hi, youre new... imma have to update my list again... fuck. well I'm not a deer or a hunter i just kinda fucking vibe.

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https://open.spotify.com/track/7DLCgotDOZZyiW4cuL1sgn?si=65295e748aac484b

cop car by mitski? and who the fuck are you anyways?

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i also need to update the list when i'm able to. we got a new round of thorn messages...

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i'll get to the ask i got earlier later, thorn bitch.

however i had a dream about the fucking snake last night. did not appreciate seeing her again.

i had her fucking head in my hands. i could have done something.

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ill update this as this "eyes of thorn" keeps posting cryptic shakespeare shit in other rabbits asks. ~ update, there's more cryptic fuckers wanting attention so I'm adding them in here too.

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rabbit 20 - personal message - midsummer nights dream / helena / "so we grow together, like to a double cherry, seeming parted, but yet an union in partition; two lovely berries moulded on one stem." - song / blue and bloody

rabbit 07 - personal message - midsummer nights dream / helena / "love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind, and therefore is winged cupid painted blind" - personal message from "eyes of thorn" saying it has copycats and is going to "hide away. stick to you. until the copycats die away"

rabbit 156 - midsummer nights dream / helena / "are you sure that we are awake? it seems to me that yet we sleep, we dream"

rabbit 54 - midsummer nights dream / helena / "ill follow thee and make a heavan of hell, to die upon the hand i love so well." - deer message "a deer stands between you and perishing. do you kill the deer, or starve?" - two coded messages

rabbit 177 - midsummer nights dream / nick bottom / thus i die. thus, thus, thus. now i am dead, now i am fled, my soul in the sky. tongue, lose thy light. moon take thy fight. now die, die, die." - hamlet / polonius / "therefore, since brevity is the soul of wit, and tediousness the limbs and outward flourishes, i will be brief." - song / cop car / mitski

rabbit 16 - personal message

rabbit 35 - macbeth / macbeth / "come what come may, time and the hour runs through the roughest day" - deer message

rabbit 24 - personal message - romeo and juliet / friar lawrence / "these violent delights have violent ends, and in their triumph die like fire and powder, which as they kiss consume. the sweetest honey is loathsome in his own deliciousness, and in the taste confounds the apitite. therefore love moderately, long love doth so; too swift arrives as tardy as too slow."

rabbit 01 - romeo and juliet / tybalt / "what, dawn, and talk of peace? i hate the word. as i hate hell, all montagues, and thee."

rabbit idiot 79 - song / 30th / billie eilish - sb message (personal) - sb song + personal message

rabbit 51 - hamlet / hamlet / "doubt thou the stars are fire; doubt that the sun doth move; doubt truth to be a liar; but never doubt i love."

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well looks like i figured out what I'm going to be posting on here.

gunna use this to keep track of the asks my self and other rabbits have been getting from this "eyes of thorn" fucker.

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ok so im assuming youre trying to tell me that trying to figure out who you are and what these are for is going to get me killed...

Therefore, since brevity is the soul of wit

And tediousness the limbs and outward flourishes,

I will be brief.

Love, Eye of Thorns

the fuck is this supposed to mean????

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Therefore, since brevity is the soul of wit

And tediousness the limbs and outward flourishes,

I will be brief.

Love, Eye of Thorns

the fuck is this supposed to mean????

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. . .

that's a really long winded way of calling me a homosexual

also, i only say what i know. probably not the best at wording things, but i say what i know or have seen.

so fuck you.

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ok well now i get it.

you're a sick motherfucker you know that?

Thus I die. Thus, thus, thus.

Now I am dead,

Now I am fled,

My soul is in the sky.

Tongue, lose thy light.

Moon take thy flight.

Now die, die, die, die.

Love, Eye of Thorns

well shit i have no idea what that means but i appreciate the poem fucker

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Thus I die. Thus, thus, thus.

Now I am dead,

Now I am fled,

My soul is in the sky.

Tongue, lose thy light.

Moon take thy flight.

Now die, die, die, die.

Love, Eye of Thorns

well shit i have no idea what that means but i appreciate the poem fucker