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gonna try  &  hop on this booger tomorrow when i’ve got a bit more energy. between work, school, and a large chunk of my family all staying here for the week things are a little hectic. thanks to all you babes for being patient with me.

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maliaskittles

aka this post made me do it

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ALLISON

                                 ‘ —————– oh. ‘ a myriad of things have gathered within allison’s life, piled high enough that she finds it difficult to see past them ———— these things that s c a t t e r distrust across her skin. she’s friendly but she’s wary & that has only bloomed since the flirtation that she’d had with death. allison has never feared death & even coming THAT close to it hadn’t made her afraid of it. but she has seen what it can do, has been touched by ethereal darkness & it’s enough to make her ensure that neither her nor her friends go near to it before their time is through. as he leans back, she breathes out a silent breath of air & leans back in her chair. ’ —— we wouldn’t be if we didn’t train, ’ allison replies swiftly, trying to direct her attention back down to the book before she hears the rest of his words. she wants so much than to do nothing more than ignore him, tell him that she’s too busy ——— but there’s something that peaks her interest.                                 ’ what do you mean what about me? ’ she has her father, she HAD isaac ( though the brush with death had made him fall away from her, too ) & … he was right. she cared about the pack. but they cared about her, too. right? already, doubt somehow seeped into her mind just from his tone & she dropped her pen to the pages of her book, giving him her full attention.                                   ’ i’m fine. ’

                theo knows there's something darker that walks amongst her bones, unwelcome as the intruder may be, it’s called itself a guest; rented a room within the confines of her as if to take her over, slowly from the inside out. looking at her bared that naked undertone; the fear, the grief, the loss she’s suffered  ( even in losing herself ) . there were many reasons theo chose to delve into another’s mind, many reasons upon which he wished to ravel them to his side; loneliness wasn’t one of them, but the starved need within his chest for control certainly was.  

               he was an empty being, and as much strength resounded through her simply from where she sat, he knew there was far more to be seen; he was intrigued, captured by the sight of the girl  &  the mind she kept so hidden. he wanted to expose her delicacies, find where she was most fragile. she mirrors his words as if she couldn’t fathom another worrying for her; he could almost purr at the thought. he shakes his head, single brow risen. “ you wouldn’t be weak if you’re not. “ 

              he gives her a moment to sit with that, watches the way large eyes absorb it; he still hasn’t made any advancements toward her, but he’s standing close, one hand balanced on the desk where he drags fingers mindlessly  ( silently )  atop it.  “ it’s not a crime to need someone. to crave contact. “

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sexting starters.

[text]: Are you touching yourself? [text]: Be nice or I won’t send you pics. [text]: Have you touched yourself today? [text]: Hey baby, wanna ride on an airship? ;) [text]: How many fingers in are you? [text]: I hope you weren’t planning on getting much sleep tonight. [text]: I think I don’t have enough pictures of cum on your face. [text]: I wish I could taste you right now. [text]: I won’t bother asking you what you’re wearing because all I’ll be doing is taking them off. [text]: I’m bringing handcuffs. [text]: I’m coming home early, be ready for me. [text]: I’ve been thinking about you all day. [text]: I’ve been touching myself all day. [text]: It doesn’t feel as good as you, but it’ll do until you get here. [text]: Prep yourself for me, I’ll be there in ten minutes. [text]: Roommate just left, they aren’t here for another week~ [text]: Send me pictures. [text]: Take all your clothes off. I want you to be ready when I get home. [text]: Tell me you’re a bad girl/boy. [text]: You thinking of me?

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HAYDEN

                           && she initially wants to PROTEST. once everything is explained, he said ––– well why not explain now? why lead them all terrified and confused into the middle of nowhere? the others who knows where they trailed off to by this point. ( but he SAVED them. brought them back ––– claiming himself their alpha? ) whatever that meant for the four past-dead chimeras, she knew one thing; theo seemed to know what he was doing. after everything, HE was the one who h e l p e d. ( multiple times now; saved her life –– at least what she could recall from the blur of past memories ) that put her TRUST into him. gaze trails away, eying their surroundings. trees everywhere –– as if she was HESITATING when deep down, her mind’s been already made up. “okay.” a nod, glancing back at him. “i’m ––– willing to understand. it’s the only thing i have left anyways.”  

             theo watched in witness to the whirr of her mind, the unsettled thoughts  &  truths desperately seeking out something to clutch, the promise of trust; and her hues resolve onto him, festered anger dulling to a low hum between the two as the others wandered. he calls back into the haunting expanse of wood, oculars still trained on the brunette before him.  “ all of you follow me. there’s a lot you need to learn. “  &  with that he’s giving a cant of his head for her to continue on with them, to stalk ahead before him. theo didn’t know much of the others’ potential, but hers already charged beneath renewed skin. his tone invents itself once more within the night, though it’s directed solely to her.  “ i’m not going to let anyone HURT you again. “

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“No — no. Just keep your clothes on.” “You are so mean… and I’m okay with that.” “Is that all your mouth is good for?” “I am always looking for meaningful one night stands.” “Can I borrow a kiss? I promise I’ll give it back.” “I would rather have a cup of tea than sex.” “Ah, ah, not till I give you permission.” “Apart from being sexy, what do you do for a living?” “Where do you think you’re going?” “And how are you going to make it up to me?” “My sexual preference is often.” “What a nice little sound, I think I’ll bite there again.” “Don’t worry, it only seems kinky the first time.” “Does it taste alright?” “You wouldn’t dare!” “You’re so cute when you’re tired, you know.” “Anticipation makes the hard-on longer.” “You know what material this is? [Grab your shirt] Boyfriend/Girlfriend material.” “Nothing risque, nothing gained.” “I love when you’re rough.” “Is that a challenge?” “Is there a mirror in your pocket? Because I look great- wait, I said that wrong.” “I’m not cheap, but I am on special this week.” “Sex is not the answer. Sex is the question. Yes is the answer.” “I’m not gonna stop leaving marks till I’m sure everyone will know your mine.” “Make me.” “What’s in it for me?” “I’m not drunk, I’m just intoxicated by you.” “I’m going outside to make out… care to join me?” “What’s your favorite silverware? Because I like to spoon!” “Thank god I’m wearing gloves, because you’re too hot to handle.” “Don’t stare. I didn’t want to do this.” “I think I could fall madly in bed with you.” “I need one of those hugs that turns into sex.” “Want to come over and watch porn on my flat screen mirror?” “Stop undressing me with your eyes and start using your teeth.” “Can I put you on my to-do list?” “Kiss the hell out of me. Please.” “You can stay but your clothes must go.” “I don’t like being told what to do unless I’m naked.” “Your lips make me wonder what the rest of you would taste like…” “This is mine. Are we clear?”

suggestive starters.

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as much as a doubt theo as a character ( and therefore me as a mun behind him ) would let someone in anywhere near close to a personal extent, i’ll forever live for the idea of someone digging into him. someone breaking him. someone pushing him back to that tantalizing edge of sanity which he’s already smoothly recovered from. he’s in limbo on the other side; while others try not to be pushed toward madness, he thrives within it  &  resists wholeness. i need someone to break into this asshole and be the first / only to discover why it is he’s so fucked up. i don’t care how au it is, and honestly it’d take the right muse  &  the right mun for him to even allow it ( a choice HE’LL make, not me ) but i have a desperate need. 

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cody does a little nose scrunch whenever theo’s lashing out and i : )) melt : )) for : )))))) it : ))))))

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natasharomanoff

I never lied about why I came to Beacon Hills.I’m here for a pack.I came for the werecoyote.The one whose first instinct is to kill.I came for the Banshee, the girl surrounded by death.I came for the dark Kitsune,the Beta with anger issues.I came for Void Stiles.That’s the pack I want.

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aseaofquotes

Mitch Albom, The Five People You Meet in Heaven

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honestly lowkey though, theo honestly believes lydia is so mistreated  &  disregarded by the mccall pack. regardless of the fact that stiles has always seen through to her intelligence, there’s nothing he can do for it. theo looks at her  &  he can see the potential thrumming beneath her skin. she could have such violent power if she only knew how to reach it, and he wants to help her get there. he wants to dig into that precious mind  &  turn her into a weapon, but more for herself than for him. i feel like she is one of the only members of the pack he wouldn’t need to turn against the others; she feels defenseless, she doesn’t believe she’s as vital an asset as she really is, because no one TELLS HER. but if she were to be able to tap into her full extent on her own, she wouldn’t need anyone else. and i think deep down thats all she wants.  THEOS ATTEMPTS TO BUILD LYDIA’S CONFIDENCE 2K15. 

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ALLISON

                                                  ‘excuse me?’ it is not the first set of ill words that she has heard in reference to her family; & though she is fluent in comebacks for such an insult, that doesn’t make them any easier to swallow. allison knows of the reputation that her family has in general but the women? she didn’t quite know what he was referring to. in her opinion, the only link between the argent women save for their leadership? it was their ability to die. she’d seen the two women she’d loved most fall to death’s hands & it was still an open wound.                                              ‘ what is that supposed to mean? ‘

            he hadn't meant the words as an attack, in fact it was quite starkly the opposite. he watched carefully as a set of defenses wove around her figure; she was quick to protect those she held dear, a hunters instinct. how exhausting it must be to have such a fortress structured about her chest; of course, she would be right in assuming he didn’t have her best interest at heart, though it quiet vividly painted his mind. she would be a lovely asset to have at his side. he pushes up from where he’d leaned at her desk, raising his hands as if a means of surrender. 

          “ it wasn’t an insult. “  he’s drawing in closer, pausing a yard or so before the girl to flit oculars along her features once more. there was grief pent up within her; he could sense it, feel it.  “ you’re all strong. “ another pause, hands lowering to his sides.  “ you care so much about other people, allison. the pack. but what about you? “

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OCTAVIA.  (  groundfallen​  )

            the desolate cabin he'd inhabited was dimmed, only a powdery moonlight let in through the fogged windows at either side of the room. a fire had been started in it’s weathered place, a few logs  &  piles of underbrush thrown into what remained. overall, it was far more comfortable than the way others chose to live –– certainly better than the hunk of metal that’d fallen to the ground. he didn’t pay much mind to whether or not she could be trusted amongst his kind; at this point, he didn’t care. she proved no real threat to him other than so violent a distraction, one he’s currently narrowing in on, guiding her backward toward the wall as if in hopes to pin her there.  

         “ you came here for a reason, octavia. “

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