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i had anxiety even before i knew anxiety was a thing

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everything feels so hard when u start working towards the right thing, the wrongs of the past always always catches up.

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Hey are you still on Instagram?

Whats your handle?

it's @ lordmountbatton & @ st0ner.gf

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u are not really ill, u want to be physically sick bcs you're screaming on the road for people to see u, notice u, help u, u want to get worse bcs u want to get better

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yes babe u are so tujhse milna purani dilli mein

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"not at all men" but atleast 70 males in my class said if something happens to a woman it's her fault

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and suddenly you're just there on your bed wondering why

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pls god make me the biggest star the world has ever known

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i’m trying so hard to be an adult

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my few tragedies feel impersonal, borrowed

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i don't know when i started spending new years and birthdays w friends & strangers. sometimes guilt did get better of me, and i always end up being sorry for my mom, whoever said blood is thicker than water knew what they were talking about.

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the more i interact the more i realise not a lot of people are serious for things that i am serious for, and it kinda amazes me how differently life has happened to us all

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it's so weird, u don't want to hug ur mom but u want her attention but u don't want her to look at u ,u want to cry in front of her but u don't want to tell her a single suffering you've had, u want to say that u love her but love died when u were thirteen, ur mom is lonely if anything when she's with you, you're dead it doesn't matter, u want ur mom to take care of herself but she doesn't, u don't either you're her daughter afterall until you're not

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hot girls stay in the morgue

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my younger sister asked what my plan for the evening is as my mom is going out for hours, and i said ill make a website to which she said, "you've no life". behenchod.

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need someone to bully me into finishing DSA and making atleast 2 projects before 19th january.

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