raennox

[raennox]

with grand self mythology

[raennox]

I want the parts of you you only show to the corner of your bathroom mirror I want the parts of your hand-grenade heart that beat slowly with anger and fear I want the parts of you you only show to the birds outside your bedroom window I want the teeth that you lost as a child, that you hide in a box under your pillow I want your quiet, your screaming and thrashing The salt on your lips and the hands that God gave you And I want your violence, your silent sedation Your moon eyes, your telescope, morbid fixation And I want your pyro, your born-again virgin Your hands on my insides, your fingertips crawling And I want your Jesus, your suicide mission Your lips on the microphone, soft disposition And I want your parties, the shark in your water The scrapes on your knees and the blood that spills over And I want your zeroes, your polluted marrow The sweat on your palms and your surveillance shadow I want your secrets, your clementine fields The ropes that you climb up, the parts that won't heal I want your safe word, your passive resistance The sickness you foster, your favorite addictions And I want your nightmares, the ghost in your doorway Your paralyzed sleep and your- I want you, butterfly, I want you, sailor I am your lover and I am your jailor

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the gift of absence

[raennox]

come l’aurora boreale in bianco e nero

[raennox]

heavy lies the crown

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la mia natura è resistere

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mi accarezzi e mi fai a pezzi

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i’m the son of rage and love

[raennox]

sangue nuovo che tu mi dai tu sei al centro di me in equilibrio

[raennox]

EADEM MUTATA RESURGO

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i love you in a way that a rabid fucking dog would desire terrifies me, that’s what got this whole thing started you’ve seen me pull at myself, try to kill the impulsive to want it to live and that’s not what a girl’s for i’ve heard that that’s not what a girl’s for

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POST FATA RESURGO

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I'm only honest when it rains if I time it right the thunder breaks when I open my mouth I wanna tell you but I don't know how I'm only honest when it rains an open book, with a torn out page and my inks run out I wanna love you but I don't know how

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pitch black pale blue there was a stained glass variation of the truth and i felt empty handed

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drag me down like rocks in the river gave me a crown and then poison my liquor just to get me sicker than you

[raennox]

maledetta tenerezza che ti spezza anche le ossa

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non amo che le rose che non colsi