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It feels so good to connect with people

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Following academia and studying aesthetic to get motivated 🫠

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What a masterpiece of acting

INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE | 1.03 "Is My Very Nature That of the Devil"

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The type of images i want decorating my house

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Same sunset, different lights.

ig credit: mister_mart.

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🧿 to keep you safe from people who want to do you harm.<3 🧿

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One day you think: I want to die. And then you think, very quietly, actually I want a coffee. I want a nap. A sandwich. A book. And I want to die turns day by day into I want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friends, I want to sit in the sun. I want a cleaner room, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else, I want to live.

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Clan Toreador headcanon: their bodies are just as cursed as Nosferatu, except instead of twisting into a sordid monster, they change against their will into beauty as their Sire sees it.

A perfectly regular looking person slowly finds their pores minimising and seemingly vanishing, their face bones realigning, disturbing symmetry intruding into a face they once knew, and every night they become more and more a picture of what someone else wants, and less themselves. 

Beauty as a weapon, but also beauty as a purely subjective horror. You are not yourself, and you never will be again. You’re an object, a treasure, a prize for someone else, always someone else, and never living for yourself again, because someone else wanted to make you beautiful.

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Lately I've been thinking about death as I've been working with testaments from the 16th century and I love how every one of them focuss so much on the salvation of their soul, on having all their debts paid and on being cared for after they're gone. The way they wrote their lasts wishes is so beautiful.

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I'm starting to think about long-term goals in my life to be able to think of some sort of plan about what path I'd like to follow from this year onwards and I think it is a rather curious experience to have if you feel a bit desmotivated o lost

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do you ever see a person and you are overcome with incredible fondness? and you just think "oh." but not in a romantic or sexual way you are just filled with warmth and it makes you happy, it just does. and you think "i'm so happy you exist. i'm happy you are somewhere out there in the world, doing your thing". it's love but also not entirely

like people are lovely and i feel it in my entire chest like a burning candle that smells like roses and a sunny day