raginglighthouse

[raginglighthouse]

but im all yours babe, saturday night

[raginglighthouse]

i have so much desire for you, i slice them from the flesh and serve them on the platter and during the days im not thinking about it, it disgusts me.

[raginglighthouse]

there is a piece of me everywhere you go

[raginglighthouse]

the violent desire, again. the waves, unbound. i should have never done that. i should have known my lines when i caresses your head on my lap.

[raginglighthouse]

ive got a good fever about you, and i know you’re slowly realizing im the one for you. you know it. so i know you’re ready, call for me. i’ll be away in spain for a while to get my piece of mind. and you know i’ve had you since wherever ago. but we’ll stumble and cross paths again and again till we get it right. it gets right. it gets right. it gets right and it gets right.

[raginglighthouse]

before i start the week i have to let it go out of my chest, i would have loved you and i could. i know that you are the one for me but we have to get through so many of life’s obstacles, but maybe i will find someone and maybe everyone will see. but that is beside, i have to let hard feelings go, i am twenty three. sometimes it crushes me, again and again. and i dont want to let it crush me because i have dreams and goals to do. we could be, we could be. power houses, money magnets, power on power. but you dont know it today. one day when you are twenty three it will hit you in the head so hard michael that i was the one for you. i think you might have heart palpitations the day you realize, the day universe strikes you in the head. they will be kind because i had hoped for a gentle veil to lift not a violent calling, you know that i am meant for you. let me know when, let me know where. as of the moment i am in my house, come to me because its cerebral, talk to me and cry cry cry cry

[raginglighthouse]

[raginglighthouse]

“violently wrenching attempt to communicate the impossible” -on clarice lispector

[raginglighthouse]

haha look at you, boy, i invented you

[raginglighthouse]

[raginglighthouse]

had a psychotic breakdown. pulled a tarot card to see who i am. of course, it was the magician.

[raginglighthouse]

and i would bite anything till it bleeds before i admit to surrender and beg

[raginglighthouse]

it appears to me that the sacrificial form appears on the right side of my neck

[raginglighthouse]

morning kisses, dews and a firm grip on the waist

[raginglighthouse]

the time in the kitchen is wrong. the colour of the lilies is also wrong. everything you’ve taught me is wrong. all my life ive been trying to undo all of your ways. all my life ive been praying to get out this place. warrior-woman where will you be at peace?

[raginglighthouse]

miracle-maker. warrior-woman. money-magnet. nothing gets through you

[raginglighthouse]

i know im getting what i want, because the promises are written in my bones, if i can see it then i can make it