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“Being happy is a very personal thing and it really has nothing to do with anyone else.”

— Unknown

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these are the miserable remains of a chestnut weevil (Curculio elephas) who will never again feel the joy of a freshly drilled acorn after unspeakable atrocities were perpetrated upon her by me

this is her thirty seconds later. the atrocities that she miraculously recovered from included "being gently scooped up from a branch"

(September 1st, 2024)

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*screaming crying almost having a panic attack* i think im over reacting

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Hey, it’s ok to not be a “productive member of society.”

Some people are housebound. Bed bound. Some people physically can’t eat, shower, or use the toilet without the assistance of a caretaker. Some people don’t have the spoons to get out of bed in the morning, let alone work a 9-5 job in this capitalist hellhole.

You’re not lazy. You’re not less than.

And this is coming from a disabled person with chronic pain who can leave the house and walk (with some pain) without mobility aids.

You deserve to take up space. You deserve to cost money. You deserve to be here without feeling guilty just because you can’t give back in the traditional way.

You’re worth it, hun. 🫶🏼

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“I’m fighting alone, every day. I fight with the hell that I survived. I fight with the fact of my own humanity. I fight with the idea that death is the only way of escaping this fact.”

l Han Kang, Human Acts l ph: Michael Shainblum

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Get snipe eeled you nerds

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Tumblr is not a social media, it's an online psych ward.

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"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.

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The whole, "K*lling urself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" bullshit is spouted by the ignorant lucky ones who have only had temporary problems. Some people's problems are permanent so maybe try offering actual help and support to them rather than regurgitating an overused phrase that means nothing to people with real struggles.

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They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time

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...are you ok

cant a girl be visibly distressed in peace

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there should be more options than suffering via employment and suffering via unemployment

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this too shall pass but like… when

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sorry i overreacted i had no idea everything would be fine

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the idealized version of my tomorrow self will fix this

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I will be like "I'm fine" and then another fucking event will occur