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Train 🚃

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Ingore the fact its 2:37 in the morning and im now officially a day late SHHHHH

If u told me like a year ago id be celebrating an anime characters birthday I would’ve laughed……

So uhhh anywho i got crab ragoon and did some doodles of Dazai and mostly lazed around all day

Happy semi late birthday Dazai🥳

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Dazai vs. Dostoyevsky final face-off and it looks like this:

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it’s been ten years

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“it is pride month, atsushi. you know what that means”

Happy Pride Month guys 🏳️‍🌈‼️

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dazai yapping

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That’s all he wanted to see and hear, the phantom of his teacher—Dazai and his validation—but at what cost😭

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I should be studying but this came to me happy pride to these freaks. sleeping beauty kiss next chapter trust

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I am a huge fan of retiring to my quarters

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If i truly reflect back on my life i wonder why i have such a strained relationship with being taken care of. On one hand being coddled sounds really nice and id love someone to just take care of me for a day and cook my meals and wash me up and just attend to me. On the other that sounds like a hell of being talked down to and condescended to which is really one of the few things that genuinely pisses me off. Im sure a lot of it stems from having to coddle my mas emotions at an early age and still to this day. Im sure a lot of it stems from past unhealthy coping mechanisms. Im sure a lot of it stems from my messed up perception of myself and others as a whole…

Whyd i write this? Its 12 in ghe morning almost 1 and i have to be up in five hours….sigh i dunno i guess i was just thinking about some stuff from when i was a kid and yeah maybe this should go in my notes app but i feel dumb when i do that posting things socially works better for me cause ik no one will really see it but it still feels like im genuinely processing things

Anyway. Night night

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I love this stupid fucking image in the bsd fandom oh my lord oh fuck I would die for stupid fucking kitten dazai

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Happy fag month folks

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╰┈➤ the flags and miscellaneous text posts ✧.*

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Feel like im on the verge of profound self reflection but nahhhh too stupid and eepy for that rn

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This idiot won't get off my hand!!! She keeps biting me 🙁

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Quick Drawing PM Dazai