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Nasty pervert sleazy man. We need to throw rocks at him.
https://hydrahd.sh/watchseries/law-and-order-online-free/season/20/episode/12
giggling kicking my feet let's go!!
lmao the dad from black-ish?? istg everyone and their mother has been on l&o
ok this website won't let me screenshot properly bear with me BUT THE HAIR????? YUP YUP.
i always forget there's an original l&o even tho that's what i originally watched when i was a kid but ayoo MCCOY!!
can i just say i'm obsessed with his hair??
WOOOF BARK barKKK
TURTLENKSDCKJAD!!!! sorry i need to calm down
okay but him in jail? hot. once again, the hair is doing wonders for me!!!!! pretty man blackmail me pls! i mean what
AYO THE S1EX SCENESDFGKASDJFGHK !!!! oh my god i need him ... WELL GAHJDAMN
he's got me giggling and shit oh my godddd...like is he really a killer??? look at this face.
mmmmmm i don't believe you but whatever you say pretty man with big green eyes!!
he looks great in red! also what an asshole. but HOT...
HOLD ON THE CHEST HAIR???? JUST OUT AND ABOUT??? my god.
this is crazy??????????? bro not the da's office basically blackmailing the- hmmmmmm. morality aside...my man still looks pretty
anyway that was a messy case but FUN!! i love seeing this man play sleazy men bark bark!!
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SPOTLIGHT: Rafael Barba x Reader
Hello everyone! First time writing anything that is not Ash Williams centered, so we'll see how this goes. I've been watching SVU for years now and I absolutely love Rafael Barba. (honestly I love anything Raul Esparza is in) I have the second chapter in the works, but it'll be slow to update due to my work schedule. Enjoy!!
Being in a relationship with Rafael was easy, especially since you worked at the hospital and him as an A.D.A. But what happens when his lover starts to be threatened by a serial stalker? What happens when she keeps this secret until it’s too late? And what happens when Rafael is forced to put his relationship in the spotlight?
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The 16th precinct was in a lull for once, officers walking around the bullpen going from place to place, keeping up on their duties. Carisi sat at his desk, mulling over paperwork as a young blond man wearing dark green scrubs walks in, a nervous look on his face.
“Excuse me?” The man asked, catching Carisi’s attention. The detective looked up from his work.
“Yeah, how can I help?” The man stepped forward to the detectives desk.
“This is SVU, right? I looked at the plaque but I wanna make sure..” he trailed off as Rollins looked over at him quickly before resuming her work.
“Yeah it is, you got a crime to report?”
“Not yet, but I’m afraid if I don’t do something it can lead to one.” Carisi furrowed his brows before gesturing the man to take a seat next to his desk, gathering up his notepad and pen.
“Tell me what’s going on? And whats your name, kid?” The blond took a seat, raking his fingers through his hair.
“It’s my boss, well more like my friend, but I think she’s in trouble.” He took a pause, “my names Andy, Andy Novak.”
“And what sort of trouble is your friend in?”
“It’s, well it’s a sort of long story. She does shifts in our psych ward three times a week, and this guy was a patient for over a year. He had a real knack for her, only ever wanting to listen to her, giving her compliments and all.” Andy spoke, picking at his fingernails.
“Not to stop you, Andy.” Carisi started, “but I’m not seeing as how this is a sex crime.” Andy took a breath before leveling his gaze.
“I’m getting to it, I told you it’s a long story. Anyways, he got released a few months ago and he keeps showing up at the ER where we work mainly. And again, only ever wanting my friend.” Again, Carisi stopped him.
“This friend of yours have a name?” That’s when Andy stopped talking, biting his lip in contemplation.
“That’s the thing, she doesn’t know I’m here.” Before Carisi could say anything, Andy continued. “I know, I know! I talked to her so many times about this, but she insists that can handle this, that’s it’s nothing but a schizophrenic man with delusions.”
“Listen, all we wanna do is talk to her, get her side of the story and see if she wants to file herself.”
“You have to listen to me, she won’t. This guy, he has pictures of her! He waits outside the hospital and takes photos of her. I’ve seen him follow her home before.”
“And has she had any reservations about this?” Andy sighed, pulling at his hair some.
“She doesn’t see anything bad about this, she just brushes it off and says that it happens with the job and to let it slide.” Carisi stood up from his desk, clearing his throat.
“Listen, we’ll take a look, okay? I understand if your friend isn’t willing about coming forward herself. How about this. You give us her first name and the guys full name, and we’ll look into it.” Andy stood up as well, nodding some, producing a folder from his messenger bag.
“I figured that at best.” He gave a folder to Carisi. “This is the guys information and my friends name and picture. Please..I don’t wanna see her get hurt.” Carisi nodded and took the folder, placing it on his desk.
“I’ll see what we can do, okay?” Andy nodded before taking his leave.
Carisi sat back at his desk, opening the folder and leading through it.
“Hey Rollins, come take a look at this.” Rollins looked up from her computer.
“What you got?”
“Just come take a look.” Rollins suppressed an eye roll before she stood up and made her way to his desk, leaning over his side, scanning her eyes over the papers.
“This man sounds like a nutcase.” Rollins started, “diagnosed with schizophrenia at 13, killed his parents at 15 and was sent to a psychiatric hospital based on his mental state.” She looked over at Carisi. “Is this what that guy was talking to you about?” Carisi gave a nod, leaning back in his chair.
“Not sure what we can do about it though, technically she never made a complaint.”
“Can’t hurt to follow up, make sure everything is okay.” Rollins stood up, making her way back to her desk. “Get clearance from Liv and let her make that call.”
“You got it.” Carisi gathered the files and his notepad, making his way to Olivia’s office.
The ER was busy as ever, the constant flow of people kept (y/n)on her feet with no break in sight. Her back was aching, but that was furthest from her mind as she saw one of the receptionists leading two officers to her. She thought nothing of it and kept monitoring her patients. The clearing of a throat broke her train of concentration.
“(Y/n) Koval?” A man spoke, and she turned around to face the two officers she saw entering.
“Yes? Can I help you two?” The shorter of the two spoke up.
“I’m Detective Amanda Rollins and this is my partner Dominick Carisi.”
“We need to ask you a few questions. You have a minute?” (Y/n) glanced around at the busy ER.
“Not really, but if it’s important I can get another nurse down here.”
“Thank you.” Carisi nodded and stepped back with Rollins as (Y/N) made her way to a phone on the wall and made a call. It took a few moments before she can walking back to the two.
“Is this a private matter.” She asked cautiously.
“I’m afraid it is, is there somewhere more quieter we can talk?” She nodded and led the two to an on call room and shut the door behind them.
“Did something happen?” She took a seat on one of the beds, folding her hands in her lap. Rollins and Carisi took a seat across from her on another bed.
“Do you know someone by the name of Dylan Anderson?” Rollins spoke first.
“I do, yes. He was a patient in our psych ward last year.” She paused. “Is this about him?”
“We have a complaint, on your behalf, that he’s been stalking you for over six months.” Rollins continued. (Y/N) heaved a small sigh, shaking her head some.
“Listen, it’s really not what you think. He has schizophrenia, and sometimes he can get too into his head. He’s no harm at all.”
“Well.” Carisi started, “someone thinks that he is harmful, to you at least.” She sighed, leaning back some.
“I can handle myself, thank you Detectives. I’m sorry I can’t be of more help.”
“Well maybe you can actually. Are you in a relationship by chance? Anyone you’re close with that this guy can potentially go after?” Rollins asked and (Y/N) held back a small laugh.
“Listen, not that it’s any of your business, but I’m in a committed relationship. And trust me, Dylan won’t go after him, he can take care of himself just fine.”
“Can we have his name?” Carisi asked and she was quick to shake her head.
“He has a higher profile job, he doesn’t want our relationship to affect his work. And I’m completely fine with that.” She stood up. “Are we done here? Not to rush you out, but I have a busy ER and we’re understaffed as it is.”
“We understand, sorry for the inconvenience.” Rollins stood up and motioned Carisi to be quiet as he went to speak. “Take care of yourself.” (Y/N) left the room and the two shared a look.
Rollins and Carisi walked back into the precinct, talking over the conversation they had with (Y/N).
“I just don’t get it”, Rollins started “if she knows about his past, why wouldn’t she at least be more helpful? At least file her own complaint.” Carisi nodded along, stopping at the door.
“Maybe she actually believes he’s of no harm to her. I mean, she didn’t even seem concerned.”
“I still don’t get it, though. And the whole relationship thing? Kind of seems like she was lying there.” Carisi gave her a look.
“What makes you think that?”
“No girl wants to be hidden in the shadows, especially in a committed relationship like she said so. So, she’s either lying or the relationship isn’t as committed as she thinks.” The two made their way back into the bullpen, heading towards Olivia’s office to report their findings. Rollins knocked on the door and let herself in, Carisi right behind her. As they entered, they found A.D.A Rafael Barba sitting across from her at Olivia’s desk.
“Rollins, Carisi.” Olivia greeted, nodding to the two. “Howd everything go at the hospital?”
“Not well.” Rollins started, “(Y/N) the nurse, that Andy was worried about, was of no help. She believes that the guy is of no harm to her and can handle herself.” Olivia gave a sigh.
“Well there’s not much we can do there, then.” She paused before continuing. “Have your reports typed up by the end of the day.”
“That’s it? We aren’t gonna talk to the guy, Dylan Anderson?” Carisi spoke up, concern on his face. Olivia gave him a pointed look.
“If this guy is schizophrenic, then his word may not be good.”
“May I ask what this is about?” Barba spoke up, curiosity piquing.
“This nurse is currently being stalked by a prior psych ward patient for over six months, and she believes that he’s no harm.” Carisi spoke up.
“And,” continued Rollins, “her friend slash coworker filed the report, not herself. He really thinks that she’s in trouble and tie guy is dangerous.” Barba nodded in thought, his brows pinching together.
“Talk to the ex patient, see what his standpoint is.” Before Olivia could intervene, he continued. “And if he sounds competent, bring him in. We could have a case here.”
“Even without her filing a complaint?” Rollins raised a brow, arms crossed. “I know you’re the attorney and all, Barba, but this seems pretty useless to me.”
“Won’t be useless if she winds up dead.” He deadpanned, inclining his head to the side some. He stood up, fixing his suit and left the office.
“Well?” Carisi looked at Olivia, “we good to talk to this guy or what?” Olivia thought for a moment and sighed, nodding her head.
“Go, and if he says anything damming bring him in.” The two detectives took their leave, heading back on the streets.
Based on the reports and prior addressed listing Dylan Anderson, the two detectives found themselves standing in front of a shotty, run down apartment complex on the lower side of New York. Carisi was the first to enter the building, taking note of the broken elevator and the dingy interior. No one sat behind the desk and a small fan was buzzing annoyingly on said desk.
“What apartment does he live in?” Carisi asked, looking up the stairs.
“4d.” Replied Rollins, less than enthusiastically. Carisi heaved a sigh before shaking his head, making his way up the stairs with Rollins trailing close behind him.
“What do you think this guys deal is?” Carisi called out behind him.
“No idea, maybe (Y/N) was the first person to show him compassion or kindness and he took it as something else.” Carisi hummed in thought.
“Maybe. Honestly I don’t really know what to make of it all.”
“Guess we won’t know until we see and talk to this guy.”
A few more flights of rickety stairs the duo arrived at apartment 4d. Carisi knocked on the door firmly three times and waited for an answer. Some shuffling could be heard from inside as the door clicked open and a chubby cheeked young adult peeked through the slightly cracked door.
“Hello? Can I help you?” The man spoke in a soft manner, a slight rasp to his words.
“Hey there, we’re from the NYPD. Got a complaint and just checking off our boxes.” Carisi spoke, a tight lipped smile adorning his features. Rollins stood slightly behind him, gauging the man’s reaction. “You are Dylan Anderson, yeah.”
The man nodded, “yes, I am..” he paused. “What complaints are you talking about? I haven’t done anything to nobody.”
“While that may be true, we just have to check, get your side of the story.” Rollins spoke up and the man’s blue eyes shifted to her quickly, looking her up and down in a way that sent shivers up Rollins back. The man had bright blue eyes, but there was a dullness behind them that made Rollins uneasy.
“We just had a few questions about a woman (Y/N) Koval. She’s a registered nurse over at Mercy.” As Carisi said her name, Dylan’s eyes went slightly wide, a small spark coming to light.
“Oh I know who she is, I know her very well.”
“How well do you know her.” Rollins pressed on, flipping open her notepad and jotting down notes.
“She’s my girlfriend.” He spoke with such a casual tone that it caught the duo off guard.
“You two are together? She didn’t mention that part.” Carisi said, confusion lining his words.
“Well of course she didn’t, technically she’s not supposed to date me because I was a patient under her care.” He continued, opening the door more. Rollins casually looked into his apartment and saw the living space to be very clean with a few scatterings of magazines, books and photo albums lying on the coffee table and floor. “But she couldn’t resist, we’ve been together for two years now.” He sighed wistfully. Carisi glanced at Rollins briefly, not believing this guys story.
“Well if you don’t mind, we’d like to come inside and talk more privately.” Carisi said and Dylan hesitated for a moment before nodding, opening the door more and letting the detectives in. The two walked in and Rollins continued her observation of the small apartment, noticing how there were pictures hung up all over the place of (Y/N), but none of them had the two together. It was only (Y/N).
“What else would you like to know?” Dylan asked, sitting down on the couch and gesturing for the two to take a seat on the two armchairs. Carisi sat down while Rollins declined, instead she kept looking over at the pictures.
“For someone in a two year relationship, you guys don’t have any pictures together, why is that?” She asked, looking over at him. Dylan narrowed his eyes slightly before smiling some.
“She’s very busy, you know? I’ll take whatever pictures I can get of her. With or without me in them.” Dylan said, a bit too smugly for her liking.
“Anyways.” Carisi started, giving Rollins a look. “We’d just like to know why someone would report that you’re stalking Miss. Koval?”
“Well that’s easy; jealously.” Dylan said confidently. “Whoever accused me of that is obviously jealous of our relationship.” He crossed his arms and lent back into the cushions.
“Right.” Carisi stated.
“What? You don’t believe me?” Dylan became defensive, leaning forward now and glaring at Carisi. He held his hands up defensively.
“I’m not saying that, Mr. Anderson. I’m just trying to figure out both sides.” Dylan stood up to his full height, easily towering over Carisi as he also stood up.
“I’d like you two to leave now. I don’t like your questions.” Rollins immediately came over to Carisi’s side, the tone of Dylan’s voice concerning her.
“You’re right, we’re sorry to bother you about this, Mr. Anderson.” Rollins quickly blurted out and left with Carisi, Dylan following after them and slamming the door closed.
“He seemed a little defensive about their ‘relationship’.” Rollins stated as they made their way back down the stairs.
“Yeah, tell me about it.”
“Well let’s head back and let Liv know.” Rollins said, slipping her notepad into her pocket.
Back at the precinct, Rollins and Carisi stood across from Benson in her office.
“So what I’m hearing is that this guy believes he’s in a relationship with Ms. Koval? And has multiple photos of her alone all over the apartment?” Benson said, glasses off, chewing on the end of the arm in thought.
“You should’ve seen him, he became so defensive when we told him that someone believes he’s stalking her.” Rollins said. “Like he couldn’t believe that someone would accuse him of that.”
“And you said that her partner holds a high profile position. Could she be lying to hide the fact that she’s with a prior patient?”
“I don’t know, Liv. The bracelet that (Y/N) had on was an expensive brand, not something that Dylan could afford looking at his housing situation. Not to mention she had a matching necklace.” Rollins continued.
“Maybe Liv is right.” Carisi interrupted, causing Rollins to shoot him an incredulous look.
“Do you hear yourself? There’s no way that type of woman is with that man.”
“Alright let’s settle down.” Benson spoke up, standing up from her desk and putting her glasses back on. “Talk to the friend again, who filed the complaint on her behalf and see what he knows about Ms. Koval’s partner.” At that, Benson dismissed her two detectives and they went back to the hospital to ask questions to Andy Novak.
The end of the day drew nearer than anybody else thought. Rollins and Carisi spent their day asking questions to Mr. Novak and other co workers who knew Ms. Koval on a more personal level and they were no more closer to finding out anything about Ms. Kovals personal life than the initial complaint filed. Rollins sat down at her desk, exhausted at all the questions asked and no viable answer given. She leaned back in her chair, rubbing her face. Carisi was in no better shape, wheeling his chair over to her desk to sit closer.
“What a shit show. How can you work with someone and not know anything about their life?” Carisi said aloud, not expecting Rollins to answer.
“Look at Barba. We’ve been working with him for almost two years and we barely know anything about him.”
“Yeah.” He scoffed. “As if that man actually has a personal life. I swear he lives in that office.” Rollins let out a chuckle at that, her smile contagious to Carisi who smiled back earnestly. Speaking of said man, Barba walked into the precinct, heading towards Bensons office but stopped as he saw the duo at Rollins desk.
“Hey.” He nodded. “Any leads on that guy, Dylan?”
“No, but the woman who he’s supposedly stalking tells no one about her personal life. So we have no idea if he’s telling the truth.” Carisi said, a tired expression on his face.
“Sounds frustrating. Did you try talking with the woman again?”
“(Y/N) Koval?” Rollins raised an eyebrow, giving an eye roll. “She’s not giving us anything, she’s one of the most unhelpful persons I’ve ever questioned.” At the name, Barba tensed slightly. It would’ve been unnoticed by anyone but to the detectives, it didn’t go by unseen.
“Maybe it’s a loss cause.” He said flatly, continuing his way to Bensons office. As soon as he left the bullpen, Rollins turned to Carisi.
“Did you see that?”
“See what?” Rollins rolled her eyes and slapped his arm.
“When I said her name, he had a reaction. Like he knows this girl.”
“Oh come on, Rollins, you’re reading too much into it.”
“I may be, but something is not right with this situation.” On that note, Carisi packed up his things and headed out for the evening, leaving Rollins at her desk and the few officers still there.
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Lost in the loop of moments that never end.
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Raúl Esparza in My Soul To Take (2010)
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You'll have to look for Raúl but it's worth it.
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reblog if you wear glasses. too many mutuals don't know they have glasses wearers in their midsts
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Thanks for the tag @margoblack first one! :)
Getting to Know you Ask Below:
1) Are you named after someone? Nope though my middle name is a cake :D
2) When is the last time you cried? Not sure as it’s been awhile
3) Do you like your handwriting? Sometimes
4) What is your favourite lunch meat? Does bacon count?
5) Do you have kids? Two preteen terrors
6) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Probably not, I can be annoying til I get to know someone
7) Do you use sarcasm? Yes. More than I prob should to be honest.
8) Do you still have your tonsils? Nope, had them out 12 years ago
9) Would you bungee jump? Yes
10) What is your favourite kind of cereal? Fruit loops
11) Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Nope
12) Do you think you're a strong person? Sometimes
13) What is your favourite ice cream flavour? Cookie and cream but only if tip top
14) What is the first thing you notice about people? Eyes :)
15) Red or pink? Dark blood red
16) What do you least like about yourself physically? My weight
17) What colour pants and shoes are you wearing now? Blue & White Harry Potter pjs and no shoes as it’s 4am
18) What was the last thing you ate? Freckles
19) What are you listening to right now? Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix audiobook
20) If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? Black
21) Favourite smell? The beach
22) Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? My daughters teacher because she forgot something at home
23) Favourite sport to watch? Rock n roll dancing if that’s a sport 🤔
24) Hair colour? Brown
25) Eye colour? Bright blue
26) Do you wear contacts? Nope
27) Favourite food to eat? Sushi
28) Scary movies or comedy? Both have a time and place
29) Last movie you watched? Cloudy with a chance of meatballs
30) What colour shirt are you wearing? Black tee
31) Summer or winter? Winter but here they’re all the same lol
32) Hugs or kisses? Hugs
33) What book are you currently reading? Not reading much other than fanfiction these days
34) Who do you miss right now? Both my grandmothers
35) What is on your mouse pad? Don’t have one
36) What is the last tv program you watched? 9-1-1 Lonestar
37) What is the best sound? Waves at the beach
38) Rolling stones or the beatles? Neither
39) What is the farthest you have ever travelled? Top of the north island
40) Do you have a special talent? I make jewellery :)
41) Where were you born? New Zealand
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