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jealousy isn’t cute when you grow up invisible. it’s not flowers or pouting or flirty little whines. it’s watching someone get the love you begged for with hands that never had to bleed for it. it’s smiling when your chest caves in. it’s choking on “i’m happy for you” because no one ever picked you first, no one ever wanted you loud, and you learned to clap with trembling fingers while your own heart starved.

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I'm going to *remembers suicide is often not a desire for death itself but rather an attempt to radically change one's life because the current state of being has become unbearable but the person can't think of any way to change it other than death* kill myself

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I think it should be socially acceptable to be able to ask for a little extra attention & a little sweetness if u need it

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(flirting) i could be your loser boyfriend. you ever fucking thought about that??

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Hottest thing a man could do

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CAN YOU BITCHES STOP HITTING ON PEOPLE WHO ARE TAKEN ???

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If I were anyone in my life, I’d hate me too

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How i behave when I’m in loooOOOveeeee

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Spam my notifications if I don't answer, call me until I respond, i want you to show interest in me.

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I don't think I'll ever actually be wanted

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Kinda been nonexistent since our queue ran out but I know not everyone follows our diary blog. In case anyone didn't get the memo. This weather and POTS don't mix, we've been fighting for our life. Starting to acclimate but fuuuck man

I think we'll be on something of a semi-hiatus until either the weather cools down or we get used to it. It's been 90°+ all week so far and it looks like it might be for a while. The ac shat out last night so we're doing our best to manage with wet rags and enough water to drown a man

Between the heat and working so much, we can hardly be a functioning social human. If we haven't texted you, we'll still respond to messages but just be aware, life is uncomfortable right now

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My life has become so empty without a beloved to focus on, I can barely keep myself awake outside of work,, I have no purpose nothing to care about

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Do you want to sit on a call with me while I color and watch a documentary????? (flirting)

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this year has been too much, i want a refund.

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Trista Mateer, from "Aphrodite Made Me Do It," originally published in 2019

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I love when he send me random pics