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Idk wat I was going for here, but star bra ig

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"Something is wrong here Andrew. Something is very, very wrong."

It rang through my head like a bullet, just thinking about the words made it feel like the house tensed. These people were too friendly, even if they were my family. They talked to me like I wasn't me, like I was someone else entirely. And maybe the house was just old, but the creaks in the floor felt almost like words, like the house itself was screaming at me to run while I could. Andrew seemed to know my thoughts, and tried to comfort me the best it could, even if it couldn't take a physical form yet. My shoulders un-tensed from its presence, the star currently being the only comfort I had in this awful place. I wanted to go home. I wanted to run away from this man who called himself my father and keep running until I couldn't lift my legs.

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I VOLUNTEER!!! I VOLUNTEER AS TRIBUTE!!! /silly

-Rat (Dio encouraged this)

Who wants to be bitten today?

- Zyla 🩸

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RASCAL POSTS 2 DAYS IN A ROW??? 0H MY SATAN CALL THE NURSE!!!

Anyways, have a warmup drawing, more coming soon ;)

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"I constantly think of you, you haunt my nightmares. I used to feel human, to feel alive, but now I just feel like the ghost of the child you used. You never think of me, but you will haunt me for the rest of my life."

Yes, I finally feel comfortable enough to post my vent art, or something I created for a trauma holder to cope. I am a victim of child on child sexual assault, but my assaultress was 8-10 while I was 6-8. We try to pretend this doesn't affect us on a day to day basis, but we still have flashbacks and nightmares. I still can't see her face without having a panic attack. I have been groomed since then, but this was my first true friend. It wasn't right, no matter what any1 says, but people refuse to acknowledge it was assault. Simply being in the state she now lives in caused our DID to kickstart itself after a system collapse due to distress, but I still argue with my family on a day to day about if it was traumatic. I will forever remember the details of her face exactly, but I doubt she even remembers me and the impact her "exploring" her hypersexuality as a child on me. I will forever feel tainted. Those pictures on my mom's Facebook with this girl in the pictures? Tainted, immediate panic attack. I will never be able to look back at years of my childhood without feeling dirty and disgusting, seeing me and my assaulter hugging because I didn't understand what was happening.

Anyways, Tara, I hope you suffer every single day for the permanent impact you will have on my mental health. I hope you never rest. I hope you never feel comfort, because you will never let me feel comfort and closure. Burn in fucking hell.

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Not gonna put a t0n of details here cause my last intr0 f0r this was n0t the vibe anym0re, but let's try again. </3

Main sys bl0g: @3ldrtchh0rr0rsys

DNI: terfs, animal/child fuckers, n facists/homophobe s/general trash

I p0st 0n here 0ccasionally ig ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

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Haven't p0sted 0n here f0r a h0t sec s0 have a really messy practice sketch 0f me trying 0ut a different art style XP

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Project is going smoothly, I have also given him his stalker's zombie child because I did his concept sketch and decided he looked like a girl dad.

I also made him a Baptist priest instead because I know more about them. Plus southern vampires are cool as hell, I'm not even biased, it's just cool. Also "Baptist" is very loose, I think it's a really weird ass church of the vampires worshiping their favorite human and John trying to convince the church they're Baptist for funding. Also scam the church.

Y'all, I might be cooking (AKA I got bored while doing my English exam which I still haven't finished)

Random man who was dealing with a stalker, and decided the best idea was to become an Orthodox priest. Not religious in the slightest, but he bluffs his way through the process and ends up achieving it after 8 years. By then, the stalkers been caught but dude's committed now. Not even because of the 8 years of time used, but because this entire congregation he's dealing with is fucking insane and if he leaves for too long people outside the congregation start going missing. Something something vampires, something something our boy is fucked every six ways to Sunday. Literally or figuratively, however you want to interpret this.

For example:

*random teen eggs church building*

"I think we're going to have to kill this guy (placeholder name)"

"I THINK THE FUCK NOT."

idk, might make a concept drawing might not, who knows.

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Y'all, I might be cooking (AKA I got bored while doing my English exam which I still haven't finished)

Random man who was dealing with a stalker, and decided the best idea was to become an Orthodox priest. Not religious in the slightest, but he bluffs his way through the process and ends up achieving it after 8 years. By then, the stalkers been caught but dude's committed now. Not even because of the 8 years of time used, but because this entire congregation he's dealing with is fucking insane and if he leaves for too long people outside the congregation start going missing. Something something vampires, something something our boy is fucked every six ways to Sunday. Literally or figuratively, however you want to interpret this.

For example:

*random teen eggs church building*

"I think we're going to have to kill this guy (placeholder name)"

"I THINK THE FUCK NOT."

idk, might make a concept drawing might not, who knows.

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big sister and little brother.

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my Twoface design 💥

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Hey y'all! Sorry for being gone so long, the art juices ran out, supply chain issues and all that. Take this warm up headshot inspired by "Who can it be now" and the fact that I just like drawing people who look scared shitless.

They're fine, don't worry.

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some Vampire Wally and Dick

Wally accidentally got turned too. Turns out vampires don’t actually need that much blood to survive — so he didn’t have to wipe out half of humanity after all. Yippee!

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buncha stuffs i havent posted (ft. superbattinson)

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Petition to draw edit a tim picture into Tim as cardinal but it’s just his Red Robin costume with one of those catholic cardinal hats on top

say less

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Ghostsoap in Polish Army PT uniforms