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btw my 21st birthday will be sometime next month so PLEASE feel free to recommend me any alcoholic drinks/brands for me to get super desperate from!! <3 I wanna get my information from a good source y'know?

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Small update: sorry for the disappearance, January hit a bit hard and my vitamin D-less body became even more depressed as it waited for Sunlight to come back from the war. I finished the original weeklong hold but kinda half-quit on the Sunday cause it had stopped being fun and that's kind of the whole point of this. I wrote down notes for at least the first 4-5 days so if I think they're worth drawing I'll probably start doing that again, but most likely I'll just post the notes cuz I'm still not feeling much interest in continuing the comic as of right now. I do wanna do stuff again and I'm feeling better. Jus wanted to state that that little project is just about over, unfortunately.

Basically I mostly finished it IRL but tapped out on the posting-online part. Still leagues better than my original PB. I know what I said about never doing it again but I feel like I miiight do it again someday, preferably not in wintertime when the seasons fuck me up. Maybe it'll be a thing to occasionally do. Like how artists do redraws this could be like. A rehold. Maybe. No guarantees. Kay that's it cool

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Me: man I've always hated how my tummy sticks out. I look so nice in front view but my side view always sucks cause of my tummy. I wish I could wear tighter clothes without it showing like that :/ genuinely my least favorite body part.

my feed, suddenly: WE FUCKING LOVE TUMMIES!! IF YOU HAVE A TUMMY THAT STICKS OUT A LIL YOU'RE HOT AF AND WE LOVE YOU!!! TUMMIES IN TIGHTER CLOTHES ARE THE BEST!!!!!! *shows images of people with my body type* WE LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!

Me: . . . . oh! (*´∀`*) okay then!

(one of the insecurities that has chipped away at me for years begins to be chipped away itself)

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today was kinda bad sensory-wise so I followed the rules n didn't do much else. I'll mention it in the comic but I'm happy I did this cuz now I know more about my taste in omo. After a while a constantly sore bladder just isn't fun at all, so at the very least now I know that I'll never want to make omo a forever lifestyle or anything. That'll be strictly fantasy only unless I someday change my mind. I'm really happy with my casual holding and occasional intense one-day holds, so I'll stick with em. Gonna finish this out since the only trouble left will be on Sunday but I don't think I'll do this challenge again.

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Monday!

first lil dumb comic! I actually drew it all on Monday, but didn't feel confident enough to post until today (hence why I speedran the end - I finished the sketches at 5 am lol I was tired). Boring name but the idea is the more I work on this n go through it the nicer it'll start looking

yeah I was a bit dumb and as a result cheated a lil. Apparently I didn't fully know my actual limit until right then. I figure I'll decide my own punishments for this since all the ones in the actual challenge aren't really focused on denying at all, so they aren't that interesting to me. Not sure if my "cheating" should be punished as it was a self-imposed problem not asked for by the challenge, idk. As I said, I'll figure it out later.

So there's that. The Tues n Wed comics aren't done yet, though I HAVE written down the notes so when I have the time I won't forget anything. Both will definitely not be 7 pages long each though! It's looking like it might be a few days before I can start sketching them out sadly due to the aforementioned spontaneous trip (a road trip to boot!). so yeah, that's all of now!

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hi whats it like to have the cutest omo oc on this site

very good lol!

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hello! just wanted to stop by and ask how that omo week is treating you. the individual days seem doable but all 7 in a row seems like a real enduranc

It's honestly been mostly inconvenient, haha. Drawing out everything for the comic I wanna do takes a while, and I've been mostly regressing back into old dehydration methods, drinking not even half what I did on Monday (since Tues had personal stuff as stated, and I just had to send my car in for work today meaning I had exactly 1 public bathroom chance at 3 pm n can't go anywhere else for the rest of the day). As a result my bladder has kinda just been perpetually at a slightly achey 4 or 5, noticeable but manageable. Also I know things are just going to get worse so I've been takin it a bit easy (Thurs n Fri are gonna be a challenge lmao). On the plus side I've already learned more about my limits n abilities, just little things I probably wouldn't have noticed if I wasn't on a 24/7 challenge like this, and I might look into those a bit more :3

I will say that even though I've cut the occasional corner, I'm still going strong, and I'll be posting Monday's comic a bit later I think! It's been the most interesting day so far, hehe!

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hold 100%. Love casual squirming, love fighting against the waves!

losing control but only cause it's only happened like once in my life accidentally so it's a real treat to me. I also like the showing off aspect of having physical proof of a hold via the resulting puddle, even if I'm just showing off to myself.

I just like it when everyone's desperate, even the one in control hehe.

If you're into omo and especially if I follow you, Id love to know 3 things:

Do you prefer the hold or the release?

Do you prefer making it, or losing control?

Do you prefer to be the one desperate, or in control, or even just a spectator?

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Pulling out my art student abilities to attempt the first sketchy rough draft of a pseudo-robot piss person to star in all my mspaint-type comics as a self-insert! Now with a portable bladder that's based on my old pfp! It's always visible, always has the bladder fullness meter on it, and it can be released in any genderfucky way! Don't ask how the anatomy works, you won't get a satisfying answer.

I'm still a bit iffy with the colors, especially with the head, but since the comics will stay uncolored I don't gotta worry about that for a while. So yeah!

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reallyreallyreally super wanna do the week-long omo challenge since this is my last week out before the next semester starts up (this one https://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=140595). The last time I tried this I had barely started doing any kind of holds and ended up quitting on day 2, and I wanna beat me from almost 3 years ago SO bad you have no idea. I didn't know what my limit was at 18. I have grown.

quite literally the only issue is that I'm planning something really personal on day 2 so I'm not gonna be able to have too intense of a hold that day or else I'll skip it (and double up later) cus I'm not gonna be squirming for a very vulnerable moment like that. Otherwise I'm good and ready to become accident-prone for a week lol

since I'm a night owl I'll be going by my personal circadian rhythm for days. If I don't post much about it please know that unless I explicitly say it's over, I am going through it :) anyway happy 2024 see you soon :D

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Pee/omorashi questions

I said to my friend, there is not a omorashi questions list, and so, he made this and sent to me) And yes, you can ask it to me) 

1.  When did you first realise that you liked pee/omorashi/watersports/ as a fetish? 2. What do you enjoy the most about it? 3. Do you prefer to see men peeing, women peeing or both? 4. Have you ever peed on someone else? (A lover or a friend, by accident) 5. Do you like to pee yourself or do you prefer to see others peeing? 6. Have you ever peed yourself? (By accident or on purpose) 7. Has anyone ever peed on you? 8. What was the longest time that you’ve ever held your bladder? And did you make it to the bathroom? 9. Have you ever had a public accident? 10. Have you ever peed outside or in public? 11. Have you ever been desperate even though you didn’t intend to be? 12. Have you ever wet the bed? 13. Have you ever had an accident because you were scared? 14. Have you ever seen someone else wet themselves in public? 15. Have you ever made someone else wet themselves? (By scaring them, buying them drinks or distracting them so that they couldn’t go to the bathroom) 16. Have you ever peed somewhere that you shouldn’t have because you needed to go? 17. Have you ever peed somewhere you shouldn’t have because you wanted to? 18. Have you ever been caught peeing yourself, or peeing somewhere where you shouldn’t? 19. Has someone ever watched you while you’re peeing? (on purpose, or without you realising) 20. If you had an accident around your friends or relatives, would you be embarrassed?

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you know what, I love the different types of omo holders, I do. But I also wanna hear about the different types of desperation that they're forced to deal with too, y'know?

Like, I've had holds where I couldn't stop squirming and my willpower was in the dust. I've had holds where I didn't know I was holding until I got back home and my body decided to just casually (forcibly) remind me of the sheer amount of stuff I drank that day. I've had holds where my muscles were too tight to expand and it was too painful to enjoy. I've had holds where my muscles were so loose that I didn't feel desperate at all, but I could feel my bladder hanging like an overfilled water balloon. I've had holds that I could easily ignore, and holds that filled my mind with alarm bells to the point where I couldn't focus at all. Holds that were far too hot for their own good, holds that were disappointing. Leaky holds and locked-up holds. I'm pretty sure I've cried over a hold at least once.

I love the coping mechanisms for dealing with a full bladder, but I also wanna hear about the bladder itself. Some coping mechanisms don't work with some forms of desperation, some forms of desperation change the form of coping. Multiple factors make a full bladder feel all those different ways. Two desperate people might feel very different forms of desperation. Describe the holder of course, but maybe also think about delving into the type of desperation they're feeling!

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woah wait brain blast

If I wore a skirt I could take omo pictures without revealing my birth sex. Can't see nothin under a skirt. Sure there'll be literally every other way to tell but I can cover some tracks and the rest I can trust the world to respect. If I get crude comments from just those little things I can pull back quickly without too much harm done. Testing the yellow waters, so to speak.

There's actually quite a lot I could accomplish with a nice skirt, dark undershorts (to further hide shading if I sit down), and bright underwear (so people can still see the leakage).

oh man I have something to look forward to, maybe. If I can work up the courage for it.

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There's really nothing like the experience of carrying a half gallon bottle of some drink, stopping, calculating the numbers, and realizing "I drank more than this for a hold once." Like the pep it brings to your step!

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finals done! I got jumpscared with a "btw you're failing this class" at 8 pm but hopefully if the teacher grades me with mercy I've done enough to slide back up into C/C+ range

anyway now I have time to chillax again :)

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Accidentally got onto the topic of piss while chatting with my roommate (and I was so normal about it) and today I learned that apparently to most people it really is uncomfortable and bad to need to pee. huh.

I mentioned I kinda had to pee but was gonna stick around. And he was trying to force me out and said he was trying to do a nice thing. And I asked and he said it was upsetting for him to hold. And like. Huh. Shocked by normalcy once again.

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Scenario between a new couple of omo lovers surrounding some miscommunication during kinky time. Person A is the type who will wet entirely when they cum with muscles that give in instantly. Person B is the type who will lock up entirely when they cum and cannot pee for as long as it takes their muscles to calm down again. This knowledge has not been shared between the two, as they both just assumed the other reacts the same way as them. Public or private, use your imagination n have fun ;)