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for some reason I decided to check up on that one artist I used to look up to. the one I didn't (still don't think I want to) mention the name but talked about a while back. cause y'know it's been at least four years since I found out that "concerning information" about them, four years is a lot of time to change. surely they could've improved themselves by now. maybe I didn't have to hate them anymore.
anyway so I checked their pixiv profile (not secret. uses their main screename. literally linked on both of their main twt accounts) aaaaaand the first thing I see on their following tab (which is always ordered from most recent to oldest) is someone who almost exclusively draws sh-ta shit. and there's even more of them below that. ahaaaaaa I really feel like I can't take it anymore. but I'm on limited mobile data rn and I don't want to waste it on this any further so hashtag... whatever. why does it feel like I'm the only one who picked up on this even when they don't even try to hide this part of them at all though
#rave.txt#mootie who follows this blog I'm so sorry if you're seeing this and you're thinkin like. 'omfg just spill the beans already'#at this point I WILL probably say who it is eventually just not right now lol
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CAN MY INTERNET PROVIDER FIX ITS SHIT PLEASE... I can't do anything like this
#rave.txt#I don't even know if this will post properly#can't look at pictures and can't even draw them myself because I forgor how to. what I can do now
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might be a bit harsh but I don't really trust anyone who takes heavy inspiration from w*tanabe ak*o's style. taking a few parts of it is fine I guess, but then there's people who base their entire art identity on copying his style 1:1, INCLUDING the weird parts and when ppl point it out they still got the gut to be like "nooo I'm not a l*licon I just like drawing cute girls, YOU'RE the weird one for thinking that!"
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once I figure out how to draw that stupid green thing it's so over for y'all
#rave.txt#I don't know why but I can't figure out how I want to draw their hair. IT'S SO SIMPLE! yet I keep messing it up#and those stupid folder-shaped glasses ughhhhhh it's so hard to make them not look wrong#oh and the eyes too. I think I make their eyes look too cute? I need to add like an air of fucked-upness to them
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can't even be mad if people draw my blorbo getting beaten up and tortured because you know what. they're literally freakazoidtron 3000 they'd probably enjoy that tbh. put them in the fukouna shoujo machine. draw them being dismembered for all I care. hashtag whatever
#rave.txt#it's ok I don't care... it's just a drawinggg amirite#actually WAIT if I'm upset about this I can just draw them killing people instead. y'know. to balance things out (< what is this guy saying
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I'll never get the obsession wannabe moeshit artists have with moot-chan and whatever the name of snacks' anime girl sona is. look I get being attached to a character that was made by a shitty or weird person and wanting to draw them even if you don't support the creator. but the biggest problem here isn't even who made them (I don't think the creator's name is known in the first place, it was probably an anon) but rather who they represent, like those aren't just silly fictional characters they're representations of real fucking people? really shitty people too??
and then they'll claim "oh but I don't support those people I just like the designs", but that's hard to believe when the designs in question literally have the names of who they're based on plastered on them? like at least remove or change that part if you're gonna say this, it's not that hard is it?
#rave.txt#sorry maybe I'm being that friend who's too woke#but this is weirddddd.#like there's liking characters with problematic origins and then there's THIS
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don't want to be too specific but I think something is about to happen that will either make me go offline for a long while, or make me go full annoyingly terminally online in order to hide from my problems
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HIIIII HELLO BEAUTIFUL HIIIII. *leans against wall* HELLO. HI
CALOGADO MYCOE????????????? *fucking dies*
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CALOGADO MYCOE????????????? *fucking dies*
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just realized the powdered milk I've been eating had bugs in it... if I die of food poisoning in the next few days it was nice knowing y'all
#rave.txt#it didn't get me sick but now I'm kinda scared...#the flour I used to make a mug cake a few days ago also had bugs in it FUCKKKKK#and yes I was in fact eating the powdered milk. not drinking
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people always talk about defoko being forgotten but what about the rest of the de4. if defoko is forgotten then defo imouto defosuke and defota were shot dead and buried deep underground
#rave.txt#(I know her actual name is koe but almost no one calls her that)#not even the jp side cares about them anymore it's crazy
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looking back at the calogado drawings I made in february, I kinda hate the way I drew them... I could probably do better now but ouuuuuh I'm so art blocked rn
#rave.txt#literally 'I want to draw... but I don't want to'#eh. other people draw them better anyways#except the emoji keysmash weirdo who draws them looking like a child. not that one
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dude I fuckingggggg love html and css
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the problem with writing is that I need to read what I wrote afterwards
#rave.txt#seriously for some reason reading my own writing makes me feel like I'm committing a crime#like I'm reading a forbidden document and I just want to close it out of remorse
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there's also the dilemma of going for a purely song-based tierlist or counting the producer's behavior as well. because while I wouldn't mind automatically putting say, lamaze on the lowest tier (as a lot of people do), if I'm going to do this to him then I'd have to sink every problematic producer to the bottom of the tier as well, lest I'd feel like a hypocrite. except that's actually a lot of people so the bottom tier would take up basically half of the tierlist lol
I'm never making a vocaloid producer tierlist because most of the producers I actually care about are always absent from the templates I've seen and I'm too lazy to edit the rest in
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I'm never making a vocaloid producer tierlist because most of the producers I actually care about are always absent from the templates I've seen and I'm too lazy to edit the rest in
#rave.txt#also because I feel like I'd probably be flamed for outright disliking some of the more beloved producers#like helppppp they're gonna burn me at stake because I put k1kuo in the lowest tier
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I'm sorry but if you're a vsynth fan you have no business making fun of what other people like based on how "simple" the characters are like. "imagine liking object shows the characters are literally just objects" "imagine liking horseracetests it's just a bunch of poorly drawn horses" YOUR BLORBO IS JUST A BUNCH OF .WAV FILES AND A PRETTY PICTURE TO REPRESENT THEM. THEY'RE NOT EVEN ACTUAL CHARACTERS THEY'RE JUST SOFTWARE MASCOTS. HUMBLE YOURSELF
#rave.txt#imagine being attached to a virtual instrument lmao. embarrassing#(<- guy who has had his brain rotted by a random ass utau since december)
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