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Need to get a few things done at work today, but I'm heading to Peeps Too first, so if anyone's in need of some relief ...

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I did it ...

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Today's my birthday.

Any suggestions on how to celebrate it?

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I apologize in advance for using bad language, but God, I need to get fucked, and have my ass loaded with cum.

And I live between Peeps and Peeps Too, so it's not like I don't have options, but I had supper last night, so ... yeah.

So yeah, I'm definition horny; however, even though I'm a dirty, dirty man, I'm trying to keep it clean, as it were.

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Okay, - these- are really good edibles.

I'm kind of tempted a to have a second one, but I can't quite manage to walk right now, and I'm incapable of preventing giggling fits while watching BBC quiz shows.

... and while I know I'll be appalled at that grammar tomorrow, I simply cannot be arsed to do so right now.

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Found a couple of bear lovers visiting from W VA who set up a gangbang for me yesterday.

I don't know - and, to be honest, don't really care - where they found all the guys, but based on the ink marks on my ass, I took 27 loads in a little under 6 hours. Not 27 guys, of course, but a few of them gave me two or three loads each. That said, and with me being me, that kind of action only made me hornier, so I went to a couple of bookstores and caught 8 more loads, then went on Sniffies for a few hours and wound up with three more tops who loved my wet hole.

I was still horny at 2 a.m., and I would have loved to keep going, but I had to head home and get at least a little sleep before work today.

So yeah, even though I didn't get as much action as I would have liked, it was still a very satisfying day.

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Is it really too much to ask to wind up with a roommate that's a horse-cocked bareback top who prefers chubby older bottoms?

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My roommate moves out on the 28th.

I've already purchased and modified some brackets and panels to enclose the entryway of my apartment, and it leaves an enclosed space that's roughly the same size as a small video booth.

This means that I'll be cleaning out that Saturday, and there will be a free glory hole for barebacking pleasure open most of the day Sunday.

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On the (extremely terrifying) downside, my roommate told me last night that she's moving out by the end of the month, which is leaving me scrambling to find a new apartment, as there's no way I can afford my current one alone.

That said, on the upside, if I can find one where I'm living on my own, I'll be able to be nude whenever I wish, watch porn in the living room, go back to providing anonymous glory hole sessions in the entryway, and return to hosting BB sex parties.

Once again, though, that's assuming I can find, afford, and move into a new apartment ASAP. Requesting good thoughts, please.

Oh and, and if you'd like to paint a smile vs. a load on my face, I would be beyond grateful for any offers of any measure of financial assistance.

Or, y'know, pity nudes. That works, too. ;}

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Half of me wants to clean out and hope to unwrap some packages on Christmas Day, and the other half says "why bother? You won't catch any loads, anyway."

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Any time they'd like.

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I really need some raw dick inside me.

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Chivalry is both alive and sassy.

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Apparently one of our neighbors (or one of their guests) is either a cigar fetishist, or he likes chubby older guys with long hair ... or both, I suppose, because I spent the last half-hour smoking and sipping whiskey on my patio, and watched a cute cub crack one out at the wrist while he was staring at me through his window.

He walked by twice and made eye contact both times, then went into the room, closed the blinds about half-way, and turned off the light. I thought he'd gone to bed, but then saw him move up to the window and start going to town.

I don't know if he knew I could see him, and it was a little unnerving to be watched like that, but I have to admit that he put on a hell of a show.

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I see so many people on here saying "fuck it: I don't care who knows," and posting their faces for everyone to see.

TBH, as terrifying as the thought may be, I'm more than half-tempted to do so myself.

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Mentioned to a friend that I was disgusted with how I'd let myself go during the pandemic - as in gaining almost 50 pounds, and losing almost all of my muscle tone - so I was going to focus on weight loss and getting back into shape.

She immediately excoriated me for being fat-phobic, attacking people who either couldn't or chose not to lose weight, focusing on what society deems attractive, and so on.

[And so on, and so on, and so fucking on.]

I tried to explain that my weight gain had my blood pressure to skyrocket, very few of my clothes fit me anymore, my psych meds were thrown off because of mg/kg dosage, I was fatigued all the time, my migraines had worsened, and my pelvic floor was struggling to keep up.

Needless to say, she claimed those were all excuses for me pretending to be self-hating, just so I could hold it over everyone else's head as to how much better than them I was being.

So ... yeah.

I guess friend isn't the correct term, anymore. I think I'll have to classify her as a former acquaintance.

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