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Life is short

I always say that I'm a very chill and calm person. I always tell people not to overthink and to take life one day at a time. But here I am, on a daily, overthinking life. It may not show but I have a lot going on in my head. Some good, some bad, some uncertain.

It's funny how life is meant to be navigated alone. There are paths we take where we might seem to be lost and then at some point, if you're lucky enough, you find your way back. Or you at least find some place to call home again.

I wonder if we really do ever find our way back? Or we just got used to the new nature that we ended up in and thought that we did find our way back home.

Maybe we just accepted our fate and where we brought ourselves into just so we don't live a miserable life full of regrets and doubts.

I'm mostly happy with what I have now, where I am now, and with how I live my life right now. The people that I have and lost.

It's amazing how a woman's body can create another human being. I'm scared but I'm excited for this new era of my life. I now have a baby growing inside of me. I'm gonna be a mom. Wow.

This might be the only positive thing that's happened to me since that night of August 02, 2022 and I couldn't be more grateful.

It is indeed true that when someone leaves, another arrives.

To be honest, I'm scared. I have never been this afraid of life. But I need to be strong for my baby. So that my baby will also be strong for this life.

It's you and me, my love. (and your dad if he wants to) lol

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SOMETIMES

Sometimes life fucks you over and over you just get the hang of it and start living life as it is. And as fucked as it is. It starts to feel normal. Some other times, life gives you rainbows and butterflies. And you make the most out of that moment. Then it goes back to normal, and you feel like shit again. And realize that that's life. Life is not life if it's not shitty. Just because life loves to challenge everyone who comes close to being happy.

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Almost 4 months —

Hindi ko alam kung ano nararamdaman ko tonight. May part na parang pakiramdam ko hindi na ko importante. Or baka inooverthink ko lang? May part na parang napapaisip ako kung worth it kaya to?

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... and again.

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22 May 2020

Back to square 1. How fucked up can it get though. Be strong girl, this time try to have some respect for yourself naman, wag masyado marupok. Show him that you don't deserve to be treated like that. You are a woman, you are not weak, you have emotions and they are valid. I love you. 💎

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14 May 2020

We had a fight last week. It was soooo terrible, it made me stop saying i love you. But I love him. So much. So here I am saying i love you back. I love you, baby. Good night. 💙

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10 posts! Eyyyy

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Please just let me sleep

I'm begging

I'm crying

I'm exhausted.

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“Sometimes you love people more than they love you.“

– Liantelac

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“It’s so fucking painful, the thought of them together. I have never been a possessive person but the idea of him being with her just makes me feel a kind of pain I haven’t felt before.”

— why her and not me

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and gone were the nights we stayed up late because we didn’t want to stop talking to each other

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“Life” via weheartit

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