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do you guys ever like forget you're interested in something until you start engaging with it again and you go "oh wait i'm like crazy crazy about this yeah"

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i hate the riverdale tv show with my entire heart and always have and a big part of it is because i cant even ignore it. what do you mean i cant look at fanart of my beloved archie comics characters without taking psychic tick damage from the existence of riverdale. if i google archie andrews and see that miserable live action fuck one more time im running away into the wilderness never to be seen again

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crawls back unto tumblr coughing and wheezing and covered in blood

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this is my favorite rlm moment ever i think abt this every time i see yoda

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"Hey, what do you want for Ch-"

I don't know, as soon as you started the question, I somehow momentarily was struck with such a lack of desire for any material goods that there's now a school of thought in Buddhism who reveres my ADHD riddled brain as a potential speedrun to enlightment.

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does anyone wanna hold hands until we feel a little braver

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I love you,I love you,I love you

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reddit is having a glitch where it puts the wrong captions over photos and it’s the only thing i care about right now

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ae. hi. sorry. i know i never post. anyway heres me posting some melodramatic lonely shit. might delete later but ultimately this is my personal blog so i can do what i want

idk how people make friends irl after school has ended. i used to have so many, and now i literally dont speak to any of them. i got cut off completely from everyone in my life bc of covid, and i don't use any social media really besides tiktok and kind of tumblr sometimes so i don't even super have a way of contacting people even if i WAS brave... but it's been almost 4 years now with not seeing anyone so i feel like i shouldnt even bother. im terrified to reach out to anyone despite them once being my closest friends. what if i'm a bother? what if they don't really want to see me? what if they're angry i was too afraid to put in the effort before? my mind tells me everyone i loved never cared for me as much as i did them, because surely if they did they would have thought of me, too- but that's just my mind being cruel to me. i know people just drift apart, this was just instant, is all, i guess. everyone i knew has gone on to have lives while i've practically become a hermit. i used to be so active and would go to cons and visit people and go out and have fun and now i've never been so lonely. it makes me feel so pathetic. i always thought i'd be friends forever- what do i do now that i've got no one?

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As I get back into editing I have been forced to post the funniest thing I've ever made.

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also the reason ive been entirely absent from tumblr may or may not be because i got sucked into a character-edit rabbit hole on tiktok . soarry <3

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soo random. but you know what i miss. writing fanfiction With people. when i was in middle school that was my jam. writing fanfic like .. collaboratively. a friend of mine back then and i would go back and forth writing chapters. i guess like some form of long winded roleplay but instead of roleplaying specific characters we were Everybody All At Once. now i barely even write :/ i need people to talk about fanfic with again

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mutual reblogged my post which means they still love me 10002992 healed 383782728272 revived

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i love getting up to go take my allergy meds and start my morning routine and then i get inexplicably sucked into a hole of browsing tumblr for an hour . looking up fron my phone gasping and blinking . where am i

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