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did you hear that? the record scratch sound-effect before the freeze-frame? yeah. it’s that time, again. i’m sure you’re probably wondering how the fuck i got here   —   outside of starbucks with my broken phone and my pink drink spilling all over the pavement while a cultist rounds the corner speaking a dead language. but to really deep-dive into this shit, we’re gonna have to go back. back to maine. back to where i’m from and where i’ll never go, again. back where my headstone sits, waiting. || your new favorite god, unlucky and constantly eyeing the moon. barely kept under control by sunny. blog is nsfw. 25+. © 

[raybanstm]

did you hear that? the record scratch sound-effect before the freeze-frame? yeah. it’s that time, again. i’m sure you’re probably wondering how the fuck i got here   —   outside of starbucks with my broken phone and my pink drink spilling all over the pavement while a cultist rounds the corner speaking a dead language. but to really deep-dive into this shit, we’re gonna have to go back. back to maine. back to where i’m from and where i’ll never go, again. back where my headstone sits, waiting. || your new favorite god, unlucky and constantly eyeing the moon. barely kept under control by sunny. blog is nsfw. 25+. © 

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           “don’t ask me what the fuck i’m talking about.             i don’t know. i’m just the vessel. it’s been gifted. i’ve moved on.”

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“people who eat ranch are doing it for attention.”

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i really made a tentacle horror destined to eat the moon and ya’ll went “wow i can’t get enough of this idiot, actually” and it stuns me every single day. i made him 6′5′’ and terrified and untrusting of horses and you guys think he’s neat i made it so he calls neopolitan “napoleon” and you interact with him i?

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              PHOENIX EDITS       …..       partners may interact.

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dealtricks​.

trouble, is an understatement. trouble, immense distress to others, trouble, implies that loki thinks on such small scales. no, loki’s tricks have always been an immense pain to the fellow  deities. god of mischief, tricks, lies, deceit, serpents. something gone wrong ? blame them. loki’s found that most people, don’t appreciate, their sense of humor. after all, centuries of being alive, loki craves entertainment. something that won’t BREAK so easily. ‘ some call it trouble. angering other gods. i call it, a very good sense of humor. ’ and there’s that grin. amusement. intrigue. and dangerous.

“these other gods don’t sound very appreciative.” phoenix’s case is so different; he’s still so fucking young   ---   with not even one lifetime under his belt. the power underneath the surface is immense. terrifying. he’s not even really aware of it   ---   not aware of what it feels like it be in a room with him. hungry. it’s a constant feeling, now; the need to devour whatever he can and divinity is his worst craving   ---   it goes straight to his head, every time, without fail. some of this flirtation, it’s like he’s playing with his food. dangerous. interesting. they both skirt that line. captivated, he moves a little closer. “you can do the humoring and i’ll do the begging.”  

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dealtricks​.

close. unwavering, and direct eye contact. loki’s never one to back down. even when it’s probably best for them. ‘ i much prefer other methods of getting what i want. ’ deceit. lies. manipulation, tricks that end in stitches, or death usually.  there’s a moment, before loki lets their hands fold over. ‘ asking nicely – well, that’s just no fun. ’

interested. oh, this one has so much of his attention and it’s a dangerous little game, isn’t it? there’s so much pride between them that phoenix can almost taste it and if he makes a little show of licking over his lips, well. it’s uncalled for, to say the least. used to hunting smaller prey, it’s far too fun to clash with something he stands on common ground with.

“the fun is what matters   ---   i get it.” a pause, sucking teeth. “you want trouble.”

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expressing love without saying i love you

“ you've changed my life. “

“ i would do anything for you. “

“ i made you something. “

“ you know me better than anyone. you always have. “

“ marry me. “

“ i want to spend the rest of my life with you. “

“ you inspire me to do better. “

“ i made you a playlist. “

“ i want you to stay, here, with me. “

“ you are the good in my life. “

“ i feel safe with you. “

“ i admire you. “

“ i made you dinner. “

“ so lucky you're mine... “

“ what did i do to deserve you? “

“ the best thing that has ever happened to me... “

“ i want you to stay, here, with me. “

“ you are the good in life. “

“ this belonged to my mother. i want you to have it. “

“ you brought me back to life. “

“ i want forever with you. “

“ you're safe with me. you know that, right? “

“ want to move in together? “

“ you loved me back to life. “

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anyway i think about phoenix playing the harmonica a lot.

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dealtricks​.

 a head tilt, green hues observing for a moment. never mind the fact that they do have to look up at him. ‘ gods don’t say please, for anything. ’

a lazy little grin. he’s hovering close   ---   making this whole thing much worse than it needs to be. tempting. teasing. absolutely flirting and soaking up the attention of another god, ignoring the way his mouth waters. “i say please all the time. you should try it out, once in a while.”

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it’s. it’s gonna be like this at 4pm on a wednesday huh.

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dealtricks​.

  ‘ i said bite me. ’

brows wag a bit. oh, no. “no ‘please’? small and rude?”

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open.

“winter makes me feel like one of the guys from lotr. do you remember the taste of strawberries, mr. frodo? like fucking christ. fuck off. this happens every year? every goddamn year?”

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after careful consideration. i have decided to make phoenix 6′5′’. without the boots. so with his stupid boots on he’s like. he’s damn near 6′7′’ and. you’re all welcome. he’s so tall. he’s all limbs i’m not even sorry at this point.

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           “could an idiot do this?” trips and falls in love with you.