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Faithful niggas get yelled at and cussed out 💯😴while cheating niggas get head and flipagrams 😭

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Revitalized.

Whats gucci Tumblr. Ya boy and back and he’s better, word to Bryson Tiller. 

Anyway, as far and few in between, I write here as an outlet. Ideas and my creative juiceswork hand in hand harmoniously and flow from my brain,to the tip of my fingers, and then to the keyboard. I wanted to express how much I’ve learned since the last time I was actually on Tumblr.  First off, I’ve realized that I’m still hungry. Ya boy wants to EAT. I want to make some serious life gainz and to accomplish that, I’ve been exercising both physically and mentally. I’m reading “Think and Grow Rich” religiously right now whilst on the treadmill doing that cardio. It helps pass those impossibly long exagerrated minutes on the fucking thing. If you’ve been on a treadmill, you know what i’m talking about.  Anyway, enough about that.  What I’m really here to write is about is my self-justification on what it is i’m actually doing. I moved to from a tiny island in the pacific to Las fucking Vegas because I have big city dreams. No other way to put it, short and sweet, I want to be that dude. You know, the one who calls the shots, the one who everyone knows is going to get the last possesion on a tie game to play that hero ball, the one who says he’s made it big from a small town basically. Maybe I’m in over my head, but looking back at it, this is all I have thought about. Every thought about what i’ve been visualizing for my future makes sense. It’s me in a Tom Ford three piece, getting out of my black Audi RS5 going to some important event where and when I step into that room, all eyes are not necessarily on me, but everyone is aware that I am there. It’s becoming clear.  So now, you’re probably wondering, how are you going to get there? Good question. I don’t know either, but that’s the thing that makes it so exciting. It means I have a lot of work to put in. Hours reading, hours in the gym, hours learning, Slowly carving away and becoming a masterpiece.  I intend to make it and nothing else. Tough as it may be, I will realize my potential. 

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"Stop beating yourself up. You are a work in progress - which means you get there a little at a time, not all at once."

- Unknown

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When someone doesn't know who they are spiritually they usually don't have much to offer. You can't expect depth when the focus is surface.

- Unknown

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i hate reading them negative self loathing text posts because its like your echoing it and putting those frequencies out into the world.

 I read them by accident and scroll away when I realized what its about. 

I rebuke them shits so fast. I don’t want the universe conspiring for any negativity with me. 

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Some people are just incapable of valuing good souls.

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one of the most toxic things i’ve ever done is ignore the bad in someone because i love them

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I got my heart broken and I survived, I failed 3 courses in university and graduated, I got rejected in the very first job I applied for and got promoted yesterday, I went through hard times with my family but then two years later, we laughed our hearts out over lunch, The closest friends disappointed me several times but I made new friends and loved them with all my heart. I did it once, I can do it again.

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To my future love, I hope you’re not waiting for me to complete you. I hope you go to the movies with yourself, cook yourself dinner, and buy yourself flowers. I hope you don’t get lonely at night when the bed feels far too big and the pillow next to you is empty. I hope you make silly faces at children and smile at strangers instead of looking at the ground. I hope you show yourself patience and affection instead of seeking those things from others. I hope you dance around your kitchen and get so lost in your joy that you burn the food. I hope you learn to forgive yourself for your flaws and past mistakes. I hope you love yourself, darling. And I hope you know I can’t wait to love you ten times more than you possibly could.

Z.M, Letter #5 to you, wherever you are.   (via h-o-r-n-g-r-y)

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Diamond in the rough.

I’m in the midst of the falling out stage in my current relationship. I am exhausted, I am beaten, but I am not leaving this without anything learned.  They say adversity breeds character. It’s true. You have to fuck up so that you can learn and my God, have I been fucking up.  Ive learned that I really do not give up even when shit starts to get unhealthy. And within recognizing this, I now know that I crave the wisdom to learn the difference in the things worth fighting for and the things I cannot save. I need to stop putting my heart out there for people who don’t give two fucks about me. I am important too. I deserve love that doesn’t make me question if am being loved. Right now, I need to be able to do that for myself again. I am worth it. 

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I pray for those I can’t understand or misunderstand. I send them peace even if we can’t withstand peace together in the physical realm… I like to think that all souls want to make peace with each other… So if someone’s physical presence breeds low vibration, I pray for the uplifting of this person’s vibration through spirit… I like to believe that we don’t intend to send out low vibrations, it is our humanly trait of entitlement that causes such low vibes… I pray for every soul that needs to be lighten, I pray for the hearts with many hands on them, and hope they all master the art of detachment… May all souls in the spiritual realm resolve all differences, if we can not in the physical… Let’s be peace at soul.

I pray for souls not people. -AndreaSiera (via kushandwizdom)

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You’ll end up real disappointed if you think people would do for you what you’d do for them