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tethered vows; aemond targaryen

a story of a rebel prince and his companion lady.

pairing—aemond targaryen x sansa stark

genre—hotd/got au, angst, arranged marriage, strangers to lovers.

warnings—language (swearing), alcohol mention and usage, sexual depiction, violence, incest mention.

summary—it is believed that a good relationship between the Iron Throne and the North was the key to a peaceful, prosperous, reign. The Hightowers, strategists seeking to secure the North's loyalty to the Greens, orchestrated an alliance under an arranged marriage between Sansa Stark, the Lady of Winterfell, and Aemond Targaryen, the second son of King Viserys and Alicent Hightower.

"If you were not so cruel, I might find it in my heart to love you," Sansa said, her voice a blend of frustration and an underlying sorrow that she couldn't quite conceal.

"Perhaps," Aemond began, his voice carrying a sharp edge of both resignation and sorrow, "This might have been for the better. This way, it'd be easier to kill you."

PARTS—i. the puppeteers' puppets | ii. secrects of a prince and a lady | iii. hearts and coasts | iv. rebel in pursuit | v. my lady | vi. the dragon's wolf | vii. caretaker | viii. the hunt | coming parts will be listed here!

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Read in ao3 here. Read in wattpad here.

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i made a new blog for enhypen centric stories! go and check it out ~

shade of yellow; yang jungwon

in which two people, at the end of the day, always find their way to each other.

pairing—jungwon x fem!oc

genre—social media au, angst, fluff, idol!jungwon, femidol!oc, school classmates, friends to lovers.

warnings—FICTIONALIZED version of jungwon, other enhypen members, and r u next contestants, language (swearing), alcohol mention and usage. (again, this is work of fiction everyone!!)

summary—after raena was unable to debut during the R U Next survival show, her along with 5 other members that were unable to debut were put into one group after the show ended under the name of RUNYX. a certain ex schoolmate of hers, which is also her senior artist, was silently – maybe not so silently – cheering her on.

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[🎵] shade of yellow - griff | hands on me - taeyeon | bills - enhypen | celebrity - chloe moriondo | the blue - gracie abrams | ditto - new jeans | give love - akmu | lavender haze - taylor swift | plot twist - niki | heart of gold - griff |

PARTS. coming soon!

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[note! i have other smau on my other blog dedicated to nct dream! other smau – Jaemin; Afar | Jisung; Cross The Line | Haechan; Just us | Mark; Mistaken Fate. ]

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afar; na jaemin [finale]

this was it, they thought. the two stayed still inside the car, not moving. jaemin tried to let go but his body just won't let him. when she finally braved herself to pull away from his grip, she silently wiped her tears that fell unconsciously throughout the ride to the airport. the sky was still dark early in the morning. dami turned her head to face jaemin and brought her hand to touch his cheek.

"i'll go now." she whispered.

jaemin couldn't answer immediately and he couldn't even look her in the eyes. he promised to himself that he would be strong and he would be brave but he couldn't even look her in the eyes.

dami's hands started to shake and she finally started moving her legs to go out of the car. in an instant, without much thought, jaemin also walked out of the car. he was strictly told to not leave the car, that was his condition to send her off at the airport, but he just couldn't let her walk out on him again.

when dami was on her feet she was surprised when she saw jaemin running towards her, crashing on to her, almost tripping her back.

"you can't go out the car, jaemin." she whispered in the crook of his neck.

"we can't make this work, can we?" jaemin asked. his voice was no longer desperate. there was no longer a strain on his voice as he asked the question. he understood the role he was put in and he had to push through it. he was finally at a place where he had to let her go. dami still kept her eyes trained to meet his before she shook her head,

“i love you,” those three words that was never said but has always been there are finally uttered, “it’s crazy—i’ve never said it before but i always have and always will. in the future, if our paths ever cross once more, know that i will always be here. if the world will ever be kind enough to accept this love, know that i will always be here.”

dami was thinking of words she wanted to say, what she needed to say. she had practiced her monologue over and over again but hearing jaemin's vulnerable words made her head go dizzy. she can no longer recall the things she had practiced, “whatever happens in the future… i want you to also know that you are the best thing that ever happened to me. even if—even if our paths don’t cross, even if we don’t see each other ever again after this… i am yours. never forget that. i too have never said it but… i love you, na jaemin.”

“you are and always will be my last, kang dami.”

the one and only time they finally say i love you to each other is the last time they will ever get to say it – or will it be the last time?

FINAL. mlist | previous

pairing—jaemin x fem!oc (idol!jaemin, friends to lovers to ex to ?, staff!oc, stylist!oc)

summary—in 2019, kang dami, was lucky enough to be given a spot as a stylist at sm entertainment. shadowing multiple stylists before officially becoming a full time staff member in 2020 and started working mainly to be NCT Dream’s stylists. a story about an idol and a staff member sharing intimate temporary moments together. in which, they both lost the war.

[ taglist. @yoonrimin@moonlightholland @tamakofever@maeumiluv @ohdudehesflirting@qpollos @artgukkx@sehunniepot @shiverbears@marijmin @woni-e @sol123recs@keemburley@giverosespls @j-8star@iwouldbangchan @vapingcandy @jeongintwtt @faefullsun]

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afar; na jaemin [49]

"a toast!" yumi cheered, holding the beer on her hand. dami along with yumi, haerin, hyunki, and daejung were spending their last dinner before dami has to fly tomorrow morning.

"to dami!" haerin started, "to the most understanding, full of love, caring person we've ever met. i hope you have all the success and kindness in the world!" with that all five of them cheered.

"also dami," daejung suddenly said, voice much quieter, afraid of his own question, "how are things with... you know... jaemin?"

the others were surprised to see dami smiling after hearing the question instead of how they expected her to react. she seemed to be in a much better place. they can tell she was still heartbroken, keeping to herself, but her smile felt genuine.

"i love him," dami said, "it's funny i've never actually said it to him and he's never said it to me but i know we love each other. i think, for now it just doesn't make sense to continue our relationship because well you guys have seen the result of it. i can't let him go just yet. i don't think i'll ever let him go. but i do believe that when the time is right and the world is ready, we'll meet again."

hyunki was listening to her every word. a heavy feeling weighed on his chest but he kept a strong face. he knew in this moment that jaemin meant the world to dami.

FORTY NINE. mlist | previous | next

pairing—jaemin x fem!oc (idol!jaemin, friends to lovers to ex to ?, staff!oc, stylist!oc)

summary—in 2019, kang dami, was lucky enough to be given a spot as a stylist at sm entertainment. shadowing multiple stylists before officially becoming a full time staff member in 2020 and started working mainly to be NCT Dream’s stylists. a story about an idol and a staff member sharing intimate temporary moments together. in which, they both lost the war.

[ taglist. @yoonrimin@moonlightholland @tamakofever@maeumiluv @ohdudehesflirting@qpollos @artgukkx@sehunniepot @shiverbears@marijmin @woni-e @sol123recs@keemburley@giverosespls @j-8star@iwouldbangchan @vapingcandy @jeongintwtt @faefullsun]

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mistaken fate; mark lee [public]

ARA stage name for han anra, apr 04 ‘00, main vocal, idol under sm entertainment, nct mirae. MARK aug 02 ‘99, leader of nct dream, rapper of nct 127, idol under sm entertainment, nct's main rapper.

NCT MIRAE nov 23 '23, newest unit of nct, the first co-ed group of sm. SHOHEI dec 16 ‘96, rapper, nct mirae. SHOTARO nov 25 ‘00, leader, main dancer, nct mirae. EUNSEOK mar 19 ‘01, center, rapper, nct mirae. SUNGCHAN sep 13 ‘01, main rapper, nct mirae. SEUNGHAN oct 03 ‘03, main vocal, maknae, nct mirae.

note – shohei and sungchan don't have public instagram

PUBLIC. mlist | private | chapter one

pairing—idol!mark x fem!oc, nct member, ex-smrookies

summary—han ara, the 6th member of NCT's newest unit has been constantly scrutinized under a harsh light by the public. she was a trainee for two years back in 2015 and left SM to continue her studies. but after she graduated college early, SM scouted her again. resuming her Idol life and being the only girl that debuted under NCT hasn’t been an easy challenge. thankfully, she has her members to fall back to. especially, one particular boy.

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omg i was waiting sooooo long for the haechan smau please add me to the taglist (>_<)

for sure! i’ll add youuu:))

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just us; lee hechan [1]

ONE. mlist | next

pairing—idol!haechan x fem!oc

summary—they used to be different, the singer and the idol. donghyuck used to walk daehyun home after school. they used to share the same tangled earphones on the way to their favorite bookstore. the sang, they danced, they laughed. keyword, used to.

[taglist. @tamakofever @maeumiluv @qpollos @prdshobi @loveholicness @skuezk @kualdie @vianna99 ]

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just us; lee haechan [private accounts]

PRIVATE. mlist | public | chapter one

pairing—idol!haechan x fem!oc

summary—they used to be different, the singer and the idol. donghyuck used to walk daehyun home after school. they used to share the same tangled earphones on the way to their favorite bookstore. the sang, they danced, they laughed. keyword, used to.

[taglist. @tamakofever @maeumiluv @qpollos @prdshobi @loveholicness @skuezk @kualdie @vianna99 ]

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just us; lee hechan [public]

DAISY stage name for moon daehyun, sept 16 ‘00, songwriter, international singer, seoul based. HAECHAN stage name for lee donghyuck jun 06 ‘00, idol under sm entertainment, nct's main vocal, seoul based.

MARK aug 2 ‘99, leader, main rapper. RENJUN mar 23 ‘00, main vocal, lead dancer. JENO apr 23 ‘00, lead rapper, main dancer. JAEMIN aug 13 ‘00, lead rapper, center. CHENLE nov 22 ‘01, main vocal. JISUNG feb 5 ‘02, main dancer, rapper, maknae.

KENJI feb 01 ‘97, producer, manager assistant. DILLY jun 29 ‘99, artist assistant, best friend since middle school. ELIAS apr 05 ‘93, head manager.

PUBLIC. mlist | private | chapter one

pairing—idol!haechan x fem!oc

summary—they used to be different, the singer and the idol. donghyuck used to walk daehyun home after school. they used to share the same tangled earphones on the way to their favorite bookstore. the sang, they danced, they laughed. keyword, used to.

[taglist. @tamakofever @maeumiluv @qpollos @prdshobi @loveholicness @skuezk @kualdie @vianna99 ]

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hi hi! could i be added to the afar tag list please? i love your work!💛

adding you now!

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hii can i join the taglist for your haechan smau ?? thank you :)

okay!

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could i be added to the cross the line taglist please!! im rlly enjoying it so far 🤞🤞

will add!

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Could I please be added to the taglist of this smau?

yes!

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afar; na jaemin [48]

FORTY EIGHT. mlist | previous | next

pairing—jaemin x fem!oc (idol!jaemin, friends to lovers to ex to ?, staff!oc, stylist!oc)

summary—in 2019, kang dami, was lucky enough to be given a spot as a stylist at sm entertainment. shadowing multiple stylists before officially becoming a full time staff member in 2020 and started working mainly to be NCT Dream’s stylists. a story about an idol and a staff member sharing intimate temporary moments together. in which, they both lost the war.

[ taglist. @yoonrimin @moonlightholland @tamakofever @maeumiluv @ohdudehesflirting @qpollos @artgukkx @sehunniepot @shiverbears @marijmin @woni-e @sol123recs @keemburley @giverosespls @j-8star @iwouldbangchan @vapingcandy @jeongintwtt @faefullsun]

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afar; na jaemin [47]

FORTY SEVEN. mlist | previous | next

pairing—jaemin x fem!oc (idol!jaemin, friends to lovers to ex to ?, staff!oc, stylist!oc)

summary—in 2019, kang dami, was lucky enough to be given a spot as a stylist at sm entertainment. shadowing multiple stylists before officially becoming a full time staff member in 2020 and started working mainly to be NCT Dream’s stylists. a story about an idol and a staff member sharing intimate temporary moments together. in which, they both lost the war.

[ taglist. @yoonrimin @moonlightholland @tamakofever @maeumiluv @ohdudehesflirting @qpollos @artgukkx @sehunniepot @shiverbears @marijmin @woni-e @sol123recs @keemburley @giverosespls @j-8star @iwouldbangchan @vapingcandy @jeongintwt @faefullsun ]

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mistaken fate; mark lee [social media au]

in which, the word forbidden was only one way to describe their love.

pairing—idol!mark x fem!oc, nct member, ex-smrookies

genre—social media au, fluff, angst, childhood friends to lovers, idol romance, intergroup romance, fictionalized depiction of mark and other nct members

summary—han ara, the 6th member of NCT's newest unit has been constantly scrutinized under a harsh light by the public. she was a trainee for two years back in 2015 and left SM to continue her studies. but after she graduated college early, SM scouted her again. resuming her Idol life and being the only girl that debuted under NCT hasn’t been an easy challenge. thankfully, she has her members to fall back to. especially, one particular boy.

preview | public | private

[🎵] winterbreak - muna | priority - changmin, taeyeon, winter | labyrinth - taylor swift | 1999 - beabadoobee | autumn - niki | sleep tight - holly humberstone | one the drive home - niki | that way - tate mcrae | what do i call you - taeyeon | to my feel something - clairo | buzz - maddie medley | shatter - maggie rogers|

PARTS. coming soon…

ON HOLD.

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other smau – Jaemin; Afar | Jisung; Cross The Line | Haechan; Just us.

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afar; na jaemin [46]

AUGUST 2022

Jaemin’s hands were sweating. His throat still feels dry even after drinking 3 glasses of water. He was beyond nervous. What did Dami want to talk about? Is it important? Is she trying to get back together? He was coming up with all sorts of scenarios but there was one he didn’t want to think about. Dami moving out of Seoul. He had heard it from Chenle – just rumors – talks that Dami was gonna move somewhere. It was just in passing that he mentioned it but Jaemin can’t quite get it out of his head.

He was getting closer to the cafe they used to always go to. The decorations were the same, the small benches in front of the cafe were the same, but they were not. He walked in and was met by the girl he couldn’t wait to meet. Dami’s back was visible from where he was standing. He dragged his feet slowly to where she sat. 

Finally reaching his destination, the two locked eyes. None of them said anything and Jaemin didn’t immediately sit down. He was still wearing his mask and bucket hat so Dami couldn’t study his face. But Jaemin could see hers perfectly. She wasn’t wearing any makeup, just some leftover mascara from the day before. Her hair was tied in a low ponytail and her lips were dry. Both her hands were holding the coffee that looked like it was already cold by the time he arrived. And then her eyes watered. He could see clearly that her nose started to turn red – not because of the cold – but because her eyes were tearing up. She quickly put her head down and pointed at the seat in front of her.

“You can sit down.” She said,

“Right.” He mumbled. He sat down as he took off his mask,  “Hi.”

“Hi.” A beat passed and no one said anything.

“Why did you.. What did you wanna talk about?” He nervously asked.

“I–” She stopped, bracing herself for the words she’s about to speak, “I’m quitting.”

He didn’t react. He kept his eyes trained on her waiting for more explanation, “But I’m not just quitting. I’m also moving.”

This was what he was afraid of.

“I put in my two weeks notice last week. So this week is my last week with SM. My new job starts in two weeks so I’ll move out by the end of next week.”

He still didn’t say anything, but his eyes were still unwavering from her face. Even when she was looking down at her coffee, “Where?”

“New york.” His heart sank.

“New york?” She nodded. Then his eyes fell, “You’re leaving for New York next week?” She nodded again, keeping her silence, “When have you been planning to leave Korea?”

“Not too long ago honestly,” She answered in a quiet voice, “The opportunity came by and it felt like the right time.”

“The right time?”

“To leave Korea.”

“To leave Korea…” Jaemin kept repeating everything she said. It was like he couldn’t believe what was happening in front of him, "and is this... is this what– what you want?"

"Honestly, I don't know." She answered truthfully, "But I know it's the best for me now. I can't be here, Jaemin. And it's not your fault. Please don't even for a second think this is because of you. I'm just... not strong enough to be here."

He words were to honest that he felt his lips quiver. She was being her most vulnerable in front of him. Without realizing he shed a tear.

"I'm gonna start crying if you cry." She whispered, already head down hiding her face.

"Sorry," He quickly wiped his tears away. He calmed himself down and tried to stop his tears but it wasn't working. More tears kept coming out and instead of hiding it, he was looking at her straight on, "I miss you."

She was sobbing by this point. Her head still looking down, hands on her lap, "Me too."

"Can we– meet up more? before you leave? if you don't want to it's okay– i'm not... I just want to be with you awhile longer." Jaemin stuttered.

"I'd love that, Jaem."

note–i think there's probably like 2/3 chapters left before i wrap this up!!!!

FORTY SIX. mlist | previous | next

pairing—jaemin x fem!oc (idol!jaemin, friends to lovers to ex to ?, staff!oc, stylist!oc)

summary—in 2019, kang dami, was lucky enough to be given a spot as a stylist at sm entertainment. shadowing multiple stylists before officially becoming a full time staff member in 2020 and started working mainly to be NCT Dream’s stylists. a story about an idol and a staff member sharing intimate temporary moments together. in which, they both lost the war.

[ taglist. @yoonrimin @moonlightholland @tamakofever @maeumiluv @ohdudehesflirting @qpollos @artgukkx @sehunniepot @shiverbears @marijmin @woni-e @sol123recs @keemburley @giverosespls @j-8star @iwouldbangchan @vapingcandy @jeongintwt @faefullsun ]