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My husband rolls his eyes whenever I say I want another child.

Yeah we can’t afford it right now and it’ll drive us crazy having three kids.

But what he doesn’t realize is half the time we don’t have my stepdaughter with us. And my son is all alone. Yeah I can play with him but he loves his sister and being with her he is so much more happy.

If we have another kid I won’t feel as bad when my stepdaughter goes to her whore moms house. My son will have someone to play with every single day no matter what.

He doesn’t realize that I will never be enough of a mom for his daughter. Her mom calls all the shots and he’s too spineless to do anything about it. I just want to shake him and say SHE IS YOUR DAUGHTER TOO. YOU ARE HER FATHER. YOU HAVE JUST AS MUCH OF A RIGHT TO SAY WHAT GOES THAN SHE DOES. But he is afraid of a stupid slut and I hate it. I will never be able to me more than just the nanny when it comes to his daughter and sorry but it bothers the fuck out of me.

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Alright so

First thing first I love my husband

But in casual conversation once, I was talking to my friend about a coworker that my husband had at the time, that we had both become good friends with. In usual girl chatter, I jokingly (but kinda seriously) said that if me and my husband ended up not working out, that that friend (let’s call him Steve) would be my rebound/new interest once I was ready.

Guess she forgot because she ended up adding him on Facebook, talking, flirting, and two days later, fucking. Vigorously.

Steve knew about my friend. Joked about fucking her. Joked about how slutty she was and nasty and all that. She has a track record that would make a prostitute blush, but I love her anyway. Not my business. But it is when she starts fucking a good friend that I kinda had a weird friend crush on? I would NEVER make a move EVER but it’s like a celebrity crush where you just think they are cute, and I got along with him and he helped me set up a tv I got my husband for Xmas, shit like that.

Just annoying that she just had to fuck him. And now they are kinda hanging out more and more.

Last. Ugh she fucked some other dude, after talking to Steve all day. I knew this morning that she felt GUILTY as FUCK. Talked to Steve all day. Never told him about last night guy but even told me that if he found out about it even he wouldn’t like that.

I mean duh? Steve told her that he’s all hers even though they are still at “friends who fuck” stage. And she agreed that same with her. But what’s a nympho to do?

Idk man. I’m all about body positivity and shit but oh well. At least I can vent here.

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My roommate

Is so fucking stupid

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Ahhh

I know I post a lot of bullshit but I do really love my husband with all my heart

And we just had some bombasssss sex 👀❤️

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Hate

I never thought I’d hate a person, ever, in my life

but my husbands ex, who is his daughters mother, is a TERRIBLE person. 

Literally the worst human I have ever met. 

Uses her kid against people, is a lazy sack of shit, and blames others for her “misfortune” when in reality, if she just got a fucking job, got off her fat lazy ass, grew the fuck up and stopped being a bad mom, her life would be pretty good. But she continues to live like a loser, doesn’t even have food for her daughter when she comes to her house. Don’t even get me started about her house. It’s not her house. She lives at her boyfriends parents house with him, them and his brother. They all are disgusting, there are fleas and bugs all the time, even my step daughter says “mommys house is gross”. 

But of course, not wanting to wreck a family or a mother/daughter relationship, my husband does not want to go to court. He doesnt understand that we need to go to court just so she doesn’t have such a hold against us anymore. She makes us give her part of OUR income taxes. That would END if we went to court. THe child wouldn’t be able to go to her house until it is CLEAN, STOCKED WITH FOOD, and SAFE for a CHILD. She wouldn’t be able to constantly harass me or him and our lives would be so much easier. SHe would not “threaten” for child support constantly, and we would be protected. But of course he is scared of her stupid fat ass and doesnt want to do anything. Between you and me, if i didnt have my son with him, i would have unfortunatly left him. I love him with everything in me but if you cannot stand up for yourself and your family to one dumb bitch, im sorry but that just doesnt seem fair. She constantly belittles me, calling me “it” and “her” and for the longest time not acknowledging that we are MARRIED. you cheated on him, bitch, with HIS BEST FRIEND AT THE TIME, YOU FILTHY WHORE.  You chose to not be with him and I came along and saw him for the amazing man he is. But you constantly want to be up his ass. yes, you are connected. by that little girl. NOTHING. ELSE. he is NOT your friend, family, NOTHING. I hate you and I wish you would leave us alone, be a GOOD mother to your daughter, and make my life easier. 

fuck you

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I just want to drive. Far away, fast, but then be able to come back instantly and see my kids. But also get away from depression and drama and stress and sadness.

Impossible I know.

I can only dream.

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Miss

I really miss working. Being a part of a team. Having a boss that likes me and being able to do stuff other than change diapers and cook dinner

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TD

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Can confirm this

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earlier this year 2 boys got expelled from my school for going on a teachers email and sending another teacher an email that says “you’re a disgusting little man” and i laugh about it all the time because imagine opening an email from your coworker and thinking it’s important and then it says that

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Ugh

I overreacted on my husband and now I feel bad

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“All parents damage their children. It cannot be helped. Youth, like pristine glass, absorbs the prints of its handlers. Some parents smudge, others crack, a few shatter childhoods completely into jagged little pieces, beyond repair.”

— Mitch Albom

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