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so very truly sorry for my inactivity ,, ive been running errands all week & actually socializing w my friends for once. also not a ton of muse for clove atm. but definitely next week i will shoot out those replies xoxo

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✿ with minerva & marvel ! <3

send ✿ for the pre-established relationship meme !

i definitely see / want ,  i sort of see / am unsure of , i cannot see .

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FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies  /  fake friends  /  recently friends  /  party buddies  /  friendship of need  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /  your muse is the good influence  /  your muse is the bad influence  /  my muse is the good influence  /  my muse is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  /  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends

ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /  childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract  /  long distance  /  unrequited  /  skinny love  /  friends to lovers  /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  awkward  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating  

FAMILIAL.     siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  my muse is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /  my muse is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse  /  my muse is a parental figure to yours  /  my muse is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /  your muse is taken under mines wing  /  my muse is taken under yours wing

ANTAGONISTIC.     dangerous to each other  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into sexual or romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of off circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based off misunderstanding or lies  /  conflict of ideology  /  betrayal  /  hero - villain dynamic  /  enemies  /  fight club  /  friends turned enemies  /  lovers turned enemies  /  exes turned enemies  

*/ for MINERVA .

FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies  /  fake friends  /  recently friends  /  party buddies  /  friendship of need  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /  your muse is the good influence  /  your muse is the bad influence  /  my muse is the good influence  /  my muse is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  /  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends

ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /  childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract  /  long distance  /  unrequited  /  skinny love  /  friends to lovers  /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  awkward  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating 

FAMILIAL.     siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  my muse is an older sibling figure to yours  /  my muse is a younger sibling figure to yours  /  my muse is a parental figure to yours  /  my muse is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /  your muse is taken under mines wing  /  my muse is taken under yours wing 

ANTAGONISTIC.     dangerous to each other  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into sexual or romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of off circumstance  /  based off professional matters  /  based off misunderstanding or lies  /  conflict of ideology  /  betrayal  /  hero - villain dynamic  /  enemies  /  fight club  /  friends turned enemies  /  lovers turned enemies  /  exes turned enemies 

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✿ for the pre-established relationship meme with glimmer !

send ✿ for the pre-established relationship meme !

i definitely see / want ,  i sort of see / am unsure of , i cannot see .

FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies  /  fake friends  /  recently friends  /  party buddies  /  friendship of need  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /  your muse is the good influence  /  your muse is the bad influence  /  my muse is the good influence  /  my muse is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  /  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends

ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /  your muse is mines childhood crush  /  my muse is yours childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract  /  long distance  /  unrequited  /  skinny love  /  friends to lovers  /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  awkward  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating on your muse  /  cheating with your muse  

FAMILIAL.     siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  my muse is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /  my muse is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse  /  my muse is a parental figure to yours  /  my muse is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /  your muse is taken under mines wing  /  my muse is taken under yours wing

ANTAGONISTIC.     dangerous to each other  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into sexual or romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of off circumstance  /  based off professional matters  /  based off misunderstanding or lies  /  conflict of ideology  /  betrayal  /  hero - villain dynamic  /  enemies  /  fight club  /  friends turned enemies  /  lovers turned enemies  /  exes turned enemies 

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✿ for the pre-established relationship meme with enobaria !

send ✿ for the pre-established relationship meme !

i definitely see / want ,   i sort of see / am unsure of , i cannot see .

FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies  /  fake friends  /  recently friends  /  party buddies  /  friendship of need  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /  your muse is the good influence  /  your muse is the bad influence  /  my muse is the good influence  /  my muse is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  /  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends

ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /  your muse is mines childhood crush  /  my muse is yours childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract  /  long distance  /  unrequited  /  skinny love  /  friends to lovers  /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  awkward  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating on your muse  /  cheating with your muse

FAMILIAL.     siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  my muse is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /  my muse is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse  /  my muse is a parental figure to yours  /  my muse is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /  your muse is taken under mines wing  /  my muse is taken under yours wing

ANTAGONISTIC.     dangerous to each other  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into sexual or romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of off circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based off misunderstanding or lies  /  conflict of ideology  /  betrayal  /  hero - villain dynamic  /  enemies  /  fight club  /  friends turned enemies  /  lovers turned enemies  /  exes turned enemies 

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PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2

over a year ago, i made this meme & since then, it’s blown up. so, over a year later — i thought i would make a new one. so here it is, after several requests & a pile of brains,  THE PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2 send me a  ✿  and i’ll fill out the template below. bold for things i could definitely see or want, italics for things i could see or am unsure of and striked out for things i don’t want or cannot see.

FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies  /  fake friends  /  recently friends  /  party buddies  /  friendship of need  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /  [ your muse ] is the good influence  /  [ your muse ] is the bad influence  /  [ my muse ] is the good influence  /  [ my muse ] is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  /  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends  /  other

ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /  [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush  /  [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract  /  long distance  /  unrequited [ from your muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from my muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from both sides ]  /  skinny love  /  friends to lovers  /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple  /  newly entered  /  soulmates [ metaphorical ]  /  soulmates  [ literal ]  /  awkward  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating [ on your muse ]  /  cheating [ with your muse ]  /  other 

FAMILIAL.     siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /  [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse  /  [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours  /  [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /  [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing  /  [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing  /  other

ANTAGONISTIC.     dangerous to each other  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into sexual or romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of off circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based off misunderstanding or lies  /  conflict of ideology  /  betrayal  /  hero - villain dynamic  /  enemies  /  fight club  /  friends turned enemies  /  lovers turned enemies  /  exes turned enemies  /  other 

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i’ve just been sitting on my couch rotting all day ,, i tried going to a coffee shop but it was so packed that i ended up coming home .. anyway i’ll probably be on tonight to do the replies that’ve been collecting dust in my drafts

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i'm not gonna do it , i'm just thinking about it . . .

also me, 2hrs of photoshop later : i did it .

and if i added primrose to this page ,, what then

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IT   WAS      [      the   end      ]      OF   EVERYTHING.

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and if i added primrose to this page ,, what then

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Finestkind (2023)

Jenna Ortega as Mabel

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*/ CLOVE KNEW SHE WAS GOING TO DIE. from the moment her eyes caught the rock gripped ominously within thresh's white-knuckled paw , she knew . dangling nearly a foot off the ground , too stunned to even kick or squirm , his other hand was firmly around her windpipe . it tightened with every cry or whimper she dared utter until her desperate pleas of ' no ! it wasn't me ! ' were nearly impossible to squeak out .

clove was meant to be clever , nimble , and far too fast to ever be caught . she'd thought herself the cat that'd finally cornered its pesky mouse ; only , she'd played with her food a second too long and , now , some dog had her between its jaws .

the girl from district two had failed . maybe if she had been as big as brutus she'd have fought back . brutally animalistic as enobaria . shrewd as lyme . then , maybe , she wouldn't have been reduced to this crying child caught beneath the reaper's blade a couple decades too soon .

it's true what they say about life flashing before a dead man's eyes . except , instead of seeing that which she'd already lived , clove experienced the world she'd be leaving behind . a trillion minutes squashed into one : enobaria's fangs bared in discontent. her parents' bitter smiles, their expectations of another failure met. cato's thick hands pressed down on peeta's neck, hearing the cannon's echo . . . not knowing until it was too late.

desperation crawled up her throat , shooting past her lips , echoing through the trees . " cato ! cato ! " she fought against thresh's hold , screaming so loud her vocal cords nearly snapped like taut thread . the taste of iron prickled her tongue . he'd come , maybe . clove thrashed harder .

his rock came hard against her skull . the impact was followed by a nauseating crack , but all clove could hear was ringing . she knew her body had crumpled back to earth by the cold grass that tickled her palms , yet the world had otherwise gone dark . she could see nothing . she could hear nothing . and , soon enough , the tribute would be nothing . just another casualty . fodder for the capitol to momentarily regale before the world ultimately abandoned her .

her fingers spasmed uncontrollably . a hot tear caressed her cheek . mercy !

something was touching her . someone . the feeling felt far away , though , like her consciousness was free-falling , slipping away from its host .

had thresh decided to finish her off ?

mercy.

was katniss toying with her soon-to-be corpse ?

mercy .

she choked on her own tongue , pathetically gurgling through the blood that puddled in her mouth . but the harder she fought inevitability , the quicker death's cold hands pulled her further down to hell .

soon , her twitching would slow and tears run dry and strained whimpers cease .

it was horrible to think , as she floated down the river styx , how no one would remember her right . they wouldn't celebrate how she'd gotten top marks in the academy . that her freckles were always darkest in july , decorating her nose like confetti . no one would recall her favorite color being magenta , or how her big brother used to save his allowance to buy her cinnamon sticks .

they would remember the lives she stole . the blood coating her hands . the knives strapped to every inch of her lithe frame . they'd condemn her rotten soul over deeds once praised . and then , after patting themselves on the back for the narrative they'd spun — pleased with the sick character they'd made her — clove's body would be unceremoniously tossed atop the pile of one-thousand-six-hundred-and-ninety-seven others before her . forgotten .

clove wouldn't forget , though . even in death she'd haunt herself . clove had let ego consume her , so , like sisyphus and his rock , she would spend death wondering what could've gone differently . reliving her defeat . reducing herself to shortcomings and faults and failures for all eternity .

everything was dark and cold , and the young girl died in this empty void feeling utterly alone .

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"wounded people love other wounded things" loving someone while you're both sick

Taylor swift

Nicole Homer

Micha Nemerver

Jean-Paul Sartre

Aleksandra Waliszewska.

Holly black

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making myself depressed by writing modern au clove ,,

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baldur's gate 3 starters (part 2)

part 2 / ? .

❝ i’m also worried about me, but i somehow seem to be worried about you more. ❞ ❝ you put the stars to shame. let’s sit here a little while - i want to drink you in. ❞ ❝ i’d tell you not to get in trouble, but i suspect it will find you whether you like it or not. ❞ ❝ well, this seems as good a time as any for me to stop babbling on. ❞ ❝ i just….need some air…clear my head. ❞ ❝ it’s been a long time since i shed a tear. i don’t even know how long. ❞ ❝ i had a feeling you’d show up. it’s sort of our thing. like it’s fate or something. ❞ ❝ i do appreciate your enthusiasm, but let's try to restrain ourselves a little. ❞ ❝ if that was an attempt at flirting, i should let you know i prefer the strong, silent type. ❞ ❝ no matter how far you come, you’re still on the road to ruin. ❞ ❝ i thought you a hunter. wrong. you’re prey - small. snivelling. pathetic. ❞ ❝ and what am i owed? what about the injustices i’ve suffered - am i not entitled to anything? ❞ ❝ i can’t help but feel the strangest twinge of disgust as i look upon you. ❞ ❝ i trust that you will continue to remember who is really on your side. ❞ ❝ better a short life built on truth than immortality woven of lies. ❞ ❝ i won’t make excuses. i can’t make amends. but i want to help, if you’ll let me. ❞ ❝ gods, it’s horrifying…and a touch fascinating. ❞ ❝ there are many names for you --- and all of them inspire dread. ❞ ❝ destiny is at your door; won’t you at least twitch the curtain? ❞ ❝ the gravest crimes committed in this world are committed for love. a hunger crueller than bloodlust. ❞ ❝ you’ve got a backbone, and the makings of a leader. ❞ ❝ revenge sounds so sweet until you’ve taken it. then all you have is…no one left to blame. ❞ ❝ some mistakes can’t be resolved with an apology. some mistakes, you have to carry with you, forever. ❞ ❝ you’re plotting something, aren’t you? come on then - out with it. ❞ ❝ this is not good, if i may state the obvious. ❞ ❝ think of all we’ve been through just to get to this moment. that wasn’t luck. that was us. ❞ ❝ feel like i should laugh but i’m just too godsdamned tired. ❞ ❝ there is something i lost…no, had taken from me. i want it all back. ❞ ❝ careful - you’re in very real danger of hurting my feelings. ❞ ❝ one thing i’ve learned - real saviours never label themselves as such. ❞ ❝ less thinking of bad thoughts, and more breaking of bad bones. ❞ ❝ i rather like interfering. it’s kind of my thing. ❞ ❝ evil is evil, even if it once was innocent. ❞ ❝ you know, i've been catching myself smiling more lately. i think that's your fault.. ❞ ❝ oh, i’m no innocent. but evil? you tell me. ❞ ❝ i still want to believe you’re better than that. but even i am having my doubts. ❞ ❝ i can’t afford to lose my nerve. safer to just not think, and keep forging ahead. ❞ ❝ when all this is over, will you stay with me? for good? ❞ ❝ this is not good, if i may state the obvious. ❞ ❝ is there a reason you're always such an utter drip? do you have some sort of condition? honestly, it's like you hate good news. ❞ ❝ all of nature’s beauty pales in comparison to you. ❞ ❝ i can’t save you from yourself. it hurts terribly, but i can’t. ❞ ❝ if i seem suddenly flush with hope and soft feeling, you have only yourself to blame. ❞ ❝ is there good and evil within us all? ❞

❝ i’ve been watching you fight. your skills are improving. ❞ ❝ you know, for all the sense of dread and horror seeping through this place, i really feel quite at home here. ❞ ❝ and you? you’re wholly without vice or sin or the occasional lapse in judgement? ❞ ❝ i wager you don’t even know how extraordinary you truly are. but i do. ❞ ❝ one might say you’re paragon of luck. i’ll be there when it runs out. ❞ ❝ i've always had a soft spot for the confident ones…they always disappoint though. ❞ ❝ i concealed nothing from you. i simply left out the details that were not pertinent. ❞ ❝ you’re an odd friend. but, i suppose, a friend still. ❞ ❝ i won’t let you do this. i won’t let you win. ❞ ❝ you are my puppet. make no mistake. without me, you have no value. ❞ ❝ well, this seems like a lovely little spot. the sense of impending doom aside. ❞ ❝ whoever your enemies are, they have good reason to fear you. ❞ ❝ this place is astonishing, a bard’s tale made real. ❞ ❝ i may not regret my actions, but i do regret that they were necessary. ❞ ❝ experience has taught me that no matter how bleak things look, there’s always hope. ❞ ❝ if this adventure has taught me anything, it’s that there are things in this world more valuable than power. ❞ ❝ a wise man learns from his mistakes, and strives not to repeat them. ❞ ❝ no more hiding things from me. agreed? ❞ ❝ my friend. my companion. i adore you. ❞ ❝ your face is sour. by all means leave, if i am so distasteful. ❞ ❝ careful, it’s dark around here. would be a terrible shame to lose you forever. ❞ ❝ you startled me. i…i was miles away. ❞ ❝ you have to know who i was. you have to know who i really am. ❞ ❝ nothing special, of course. you’re only the first person who i truly care for. ❞ ❝ you’ve got a backbone, and the makings of a leader. ❞ ❝ anything you ask, i’ll answer as honestly as i can. ❞

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PSA- I always want to send memes but I’m also very shy about it because I worry they won’t be welcomed. so if you don’t mind getting memes (even if we haven’t interacted yet) please like, comment or reblog this! 

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*/ VICTOR .

something i could imagine clove wearing during her victory tour / interviews . living out her capitolite fantasy for like a week.. also , note how dead her eyes are .