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When I was 16, I had a fake I.D. and decided to go to a gay bar by myself because some friends bailed on me. While there, an older gentleman bought me a drink. He wasn’t a creeper, and he definitely wasn’t unattractive. I accepted the drink and began talking to him. No big deal. As the hour progressed, I felt myself feeling strange. I mentioned that I felt like I had a headache, and this guy helped guide me out of the bar. As we were walking down the street, the thought of, ‘Oh god, he’s drugged me, I’m going to die’ came to my head. I tried to get away, but I was so drugged up that I could barely walk, let alone speak. It also didn’t help that I had really large ‘goth’ platform shoes because I was going through a phase. Anyway, this guy brought me to his suv and began undressing me. As a final act of defiance, I hit him over the head with my platform shoe. He then punched me, and I remember thinking, ‘Why don’t they ever give workshops to gay guys about being victims of rape too?’ While I was as careful as possible, I never saw the guy slip something in the drink. I even watched the bar tender make the drink. Anyway, I lied there completely paralyzed while this pervert was lubing up. I locked eyes with his for a moment, and that’s when it happened. A very large and angry drag queen opened the door of the vehicle and beat the shit out of my attempted rapist. She and her other drag friends helped dress and care for me while the police arrived. I was saved by a group of guardian drag queens. They were basically the modern day ‘angels from heaven.’

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What’s the mood today?

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Lord of the lesbians™

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I will not compare. I will not compare. My life is not the same as others.

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May we all find a love as pure as Ellen and Portia’s 

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this is the only context i’ll allow country music bc this video is possibly the gayest and most romantic one i’ve seen in my eighteen years on this earth

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4 years ago we accidentally fell in love and I haven’t looked back since. I can’t believe we spent three of those years in the closet. Life is so weird.

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I don’t remember falling in love with you. All I know is at some point in time I couldn’t imagine myself loving someone else as much as I love you.

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I can’t believe they oblitered straight men like that

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My idea of a perfect date is anything with you.

i love that our idea of a perfect date is eating at fast food chicken & walking around the new super target ❤️

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The way this girl looks at me, I’m so smitten I can’t contain myself.

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The way this girl loves me BLOWS ME AWAY. I love you more than words will ever say Jessica. You’re my world.

I GET TO MARRY THE LOVE OF MY LIFE! ❤️💍

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Gay Oklahoma follow train!! Like/Reblog

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You homophobes are gonna be really thirsty now