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——  BOLD ANY FEARS WHICH APPLY. ITALICIZE UNCOMFORTABLE.

the dark ⋆ fire ⋆ open water ⋆ deep water ⋆ being alone ⋆ crowded spaces ⋆ confined spaces ⋆ change ⋆ failure ⋆ war ⋆ loss of control ⋆ powerlessness ⋆ prison ⋆ blood ⋆ drowning ⋆ suffocation ⋆ public speaking ⋆ natural animals ⋆ the supernatural ⋆ heights ⋆ death / dying ⋆ intimacy ⋆ rejection ⋆ abandonment ⋆ loss ⋆ the unknown ⋆ the future ⋆ not being good enough ⋆ scary stories ⋆ speaking to new people ⋆ poverty ⋆ loud noises ⋆ being touched ⋆ forgetting ⋆ remembering ⋆ loving

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i have a new very private blog that i don’t wanna promote but like if you want me to send you the url/follow you

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Send me a  ♗ and I’ll use my icon style to make an icon of your muse

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rainsford  My astounding, tremble inducing, breathtaking sister dancing to Up In The Air- out Friday- on Emotional Support Animal. I love you so much @margaretqualley

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oh also it’s important to understand that aspen IS a toxic friend / lover / person because of her ‘episodes’ and she will be cruel and vengeful and unforgiving to your muse and while she may not want to be like this, she is and it’s entirely valid if your muse doesn’t want to associate themself with her because of this. like this is really important to think of when interacting with her, if that’s something you want to subject your muse too. i will always emphasize that your muse does deserve better than her!! yes she’s good and kind and tender at heart but this is not the side that always wins. please remember this! 

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the longer aspen is a revenant, the more uncontrollable her episodes will become until a point where she does kill people and i’m just sad thinking about all the innocent people she killed and after these episodes her having to see all the bodies left in her wake :(

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“I am going out of my mind. I am mad. Nothing brings me joy anymore. Nothing brings me pain anymore. I am dead myself.”

— Gertrud Kolmar, from “A Jewish Mother from Berlin & Susanna: A Novella,”

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date someone that makes you roll your eyes and smile after

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in her witcher verse, aspen died on an intersection of chaos and that together with the circumstances of her death is the reason she turned into a revenant. aspen is all the bad parts of chaos and has no way to control this.

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Novitiate (2017) | Extended Scene: Cathleen in the Chapel

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      DETAILS  /  MANNER OF SPEECH.

complexity  

vocabulary :     ◼◼◼◼◻

emotion :     ◼◼◼◻◻

sentence structure :     ◼◼◼◼◻

profanity

frequency :     ◼◻◻◻◻

creativity :     ◼◼◼◻◻

watchfulness :     ◼◼◼◻◻

( bold all that apply ) :     arse.   ass.  asshole.   bastard.   bitch.   bloody.   bugger.   bollocks. chicken shit.  crap.   cunt.   dick.  frick.   fuck.   horseshit.  motherfucker.   piss.  prick. screw.  shit.   shitass.  son of a bitch.   twat.   wanker.

( given proper religious context ) :     christ on a bike.   christ on a cracker.   damn.  goddamn. godsdamn.   hell.  holy shit.  jesus.   jesus christ.   jesus h. christ.   jesus, mary and joseph.   sweet jesus.

this or that

contractions or enunciation ?   straightforward or cryptic ?   jargon or toned ?  complexity or simplicity ? finding the right word or using the first word that comes to mind ? masculinity, neutrality, or femininity ?   formalities or abrasiveness ?   insult or injury?  praise or equivocation ?   frankness or lies ?   excessive or minimal hand gestures ? name-calling or magnanimity ?   friendly or blunt nicknames ?

important questions

do people have a hard time understanding or hearing your character ?   almost always /  frequently / sometimes  /  rarely  /  never

does your character’s point come across easily when they speak ?   almost always  / frequently  /  sometimes  /  rarely /  never

would your character initiate conversations ?   almost always  / frequently  / sometimes  /  rarely  /  never

would your character be the one to end conversations ?   almost always /  frequently  /  sometimes  /  rarely /  never

would your character use ‘whom’ in a sentence ?   yes /  no   / only ironically

your character wants to make a counterpoint. what word do they use ?   but /  though  /  although  /  however  /  perhaps  /  mayhaps

how would your character pick up the phone ?   hello  /  hey  /  hi  /  yellow  /  yo  /  yeah  /  [name].  / what’s up / who is this  / what do you want / can i help you?

how does your character end conversations ? walk away  /  ask if that’s everything / say that that’s everything  /  give a proper goodbye / tell their company they’re done here  / remain quiet /  they don’t

how does your character address others ?   titles /  first names  /  surnames  / full names  / nicknames

what social class would others assume your character belongs to, hearing them speak ? upper  /  middle /  lower

in what ways does the way your character speak stand out to others ?   accent  /  vocabulary  /  tone /  level /  politeness  /  brusqueness  /  it doesn’t

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Inside me, all day, an emptiness that upsets me.

Albert Camus, from a notebook entry featured in Notebooks (1951-1959)

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✞    𝙏𝙀𝙍𝙍𝙄𝙁𝙄𝙔𝙎  /  𝙀𝘿𝘿𝙄𝙀  𝙆𝘼𝙎𝙋𝘽𝙍𝘼𝙆   ✞

⅋.       

❝        purple?        that’s        a        nice        color,        i        think        it        looks        good        with        green.        ❞        eyebrows        lift        in        response,        you've        never        considered        anyone        to        look        cute        with        bill.        ❝        betty?        like-        ripsom?        and        bill?        BIG        BILL?        huh..        i        mean,        i        guess        marilyn’s        got        more        experience        in        match        making        than        we        do        so..        ❞        you        shrug,        never        really        questioning        the        girl.        why        would        you?        she’s        a        witch!        she        probably        knows        everything        ever.        ❝        what        do        you        think?..        about        her        pairing        us        up?        a-and        um,        bill        and        betty        too!        what's        your        opinion?        ❞        fidgeting        with        your        fanny-pack,        you        glance        from        the        zipper        to        her        and        then        back        down        again.        you'd        think        talking        to        marilyn        or        beverly        would        help        with        your        conversational        skills        more,        but        it's        different        when        talking        to        a        friend        of        a        friend.        ❝        is        there        a        timer        on        this?        ❞

❛         ———         it’s     a         𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙮        combination   .         ❜          she’s    a    burning     house   ,          the         𝔣𝔩𝔞𝔪𝔢𝔰       licking     at      her     cheeks   .         it’s     raven     strands     brushed     back     behind     the    shell     of    her    ear                ⅋            ash            𝕤𝕔𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕔𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘            her    throat   .           ❛         ———         yeah   ,      uh   . . .     i    think    she’s     just     𝚘𝚋𝚜𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍     with    this    kind    of     thing   ,      i    guess   .       it    seems     to     be     going         𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭      for     mike       ⅋             her   ,          so    at    least    she             𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀𝓼         what    she    wants  .       ❜      tends    to    let     words              ᴇꜱᴄᴀᴘᴇ           rose    petals     like    a    waterfall   ,       at     least     when     nerves     claw    at              𝖋𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖉    𝖘𝖕𝖎𝖓𝖊   .       icy    hues    travel    down     at    their    own    accord   ,      the                 𝕗𝕚𝕕𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘          of    nimble    fingers    a    momentary    distraction   .        ❛           ———         oh   ,      i    don’t     know   .      i’m         𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞          at    these    sort    of    things   .        i     like         ᵗᵃˡᵏⁱⁿᵍ    ᵗᵒ    ʸᵒᵘ          though   ,      i    mean    ,      i    hope    you    like   it   too   . . .        betty          ⅋        bill     is    an          𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜        combination   .      ❜         swallows    a    thunderstorm    down    her    throat   ,        takes    a    step    back    as    if        ｓｔｒｕｃｋ        by    lightning   .          𝔰𝔲𝔠𝔥    𝔡𝔢𝔠𝔞𝔶    !           ❛               ———         it’s     okay    if    you    want    to   go    talk    to   someone   else   .         𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭     𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞    𝐝𝐨𝐧’𝐭    𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞    𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠    𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝    𝐦𝐞   .      ❜ 

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❛               ———          do    you            𝖗𝖊𝖒𝖊𝖒𝖇𝖊𝖗            when   we   went   running   through    the       𝘸𝘦𝘵   𝘤𝘪𝘵𝘺   𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘴          late   at    night   ,        how   we         𝕘𝕝𝕠𝕨𝕖𝕕         rose  -  pink    in   the    shop  -   lights   ,      how   we          ｈｅｌｄ          hands       ⅋        laughed       ⅋      thought    we’d        𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫        feel    this         ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ        again   ?        ❜  

✞   CLOSED STARTER     /     @terrifiys   -    eddie kaspbrak  !

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“you can’t love someone back to life” “you can try”