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[recreyover]

LOSERRRSSSS

(ft. Recreyo chan)

(she looks a lil wonky but that's because I was half asleep while drawing this 🫶)

[recreyover]

i'm sick and tired of this stupid haircut, but i can't find anything better.

brushes, scissors, and varied wigs lay strewn across my floor. i could've probably come up with a better way to try the cuts out, but i didn't want to ruin my hair if they didn't work out.

one wig is blue and only goes to my neck. i tried to cut the bangs to make it look more stylish, but it didn't work well in my favor. i regret trying to use that one anyways. it wasn't my thing regardless.

another wig is black and kinda reminds me of my current hair. i tried to make less dramatic curls, but it made it feel.. basic. the girl i was inspired by was quite the opposite, though.. i admire her intellect.

the last wig was pink and long, flowing down to my mid-thighs with ease. it was perfect-- at least, it should've been.

looking at myself in the mirror, it felt like it worked. my hair clip worked well with it, as did my bandanna, and i probably could've just gotten a new skirt if i really wanted to. but i couldn't get the thought out of my head that this wasn't right. it wasn't me. i was not staring back at myself in that mirror.

who was she? who was she? who was she? who was she? who was she? who was she? who was she? who was she? who was she? who was she? who was she? who was she? who was she? who was she? w̶̪̤͇͋͌ḣ̸̼͚̬͒̽͜o̷̡̤̖̼͐̃̈̕ ̶̧̪̟̝͕̬̉̓͠͝t̷̍͋̓̃̅́͜ḣ̷̢̤͎̦͝e̶̼̹̘͒́̇̅̉ͅ ̶͈̟̠̫̱̞̽̒̒̈́̾F̵̧͂̉̈́̀̕͝Ṷ̵̎̀C̷̦̻͇̐́̇̌͜K̵̮̑͆ ̴͎͉̦̭̎͒̓̓͗ẁ̴̢̗̰̬̪͊ả̶̧̛̯̬̖͉͎s̶̹̻̪̀̾̈̋ ̸̼̫̥͈̒̏̇̚s̵̫̘͑̚͝h̷̬̃͒̈́͘ě̶͚͉͖̎?̷̳́̊́̽͗͘?̸̯͎̍̃̒͗̓̚?̵̹̫̐͊͜͝

by the time i came back to myself, the wig was in pieces. i slowly took off the head cap, and brushed my hair before putting it back in two lovely ponytails.

there i am! hello, me. it's great to see you again.

..i'm sick and tired of this stupid haircut, but it's a part of me now. a part that i can't handle being without.

[recreyover]

ok um before i completely abandon this account(bc i forgor) lemme introduce myself!

i am uzi! or roxy, or simply just ‘recreyover’ if u want. prns are in my bio, and i’m a transmasc nb lesbian! ^o^

im not the best theorist nor can i draw beautiful depictions of.. most things.. but i do like recreyo and im v interested in the arg going on so i decided 2 make an account for it!

hope we can all get along, or at least have our arguments be entertaining!! (๑>◡<๑)