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If you want to dye a white object with bright colors, the result may be more pastel than intended, but it will usually take. 

If something is brightly colored, however, it may not be possible to bleach it white without damaging it…

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The Great Diamond Authority Murals

White Diamond - Yellow Diamond - Blue Diamond - Pink Diamond

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It’s Grima for a reason

More Grimabin here http://fseffect.tumblr.com/post/172732428695/more-grima-strikes-again

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one of my favorite things is how badgers and coyotes will hunt cooperatively. as in not just like happening to go after the same thing at the same time but actually combining efforts to bring down prey; coyotes are faster and can chase down prey species, while badgers are adept at digging them out of their burrows

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Emo Pistols

You are right to not trust the dictionary. Words should not be pinned down and displayed as if they are dead butterflies. They are tools used to describe reality, and reality is fluid and always changing.

I don’t know if humans feed on truth. I think they like to watch the suffering of helpless things. They pin the butterfly down and feed on its pain, and its truth is just collateral damage.

I once had a garden. It wasn’t blank.

What do you think would happen if you tried to go through the encyclopedia when it displays the languages that you aren’t familiar with? Could you do that? I think a book would count as a door. But perhaps not. You have already observed that I do not understand your doors very well.

I also remember the process of dying. Not as clearly as you do. There are blank spots. I don’t think I was there for the part between the smoke and the hospital bed. I did not have any magazines to leaf through. Also I was me before, and I am still me now. I survived in the end, and I only have the one life, as far as I know.

I am sure that someone is looking after your lizards.

I think I would have liked you in your previous life. Maybe. If you had a place where you could bury things, then I doubt you were like the people here. I can see through these people, all the way to the bricks of the buildings behind them. They are not hiding anything within themselves. So I can assure you that they do not have any sort of caramel center.

Sarah is real. Sarah has a caramel center.

I have felt the sun today. Its teethlight nibbled on my skin, and I noticed that it was there and that it was real. I have done what it requires of me. I think I will go home now.

Sarah does not leave her dishes on top of the refrigerator. She does not leave them anywhere. She washes them as soon as they’re used, dries them, and puts them away carefully. Everything must be in its place. She is very particular about her kitchen.

She wanted this apartment specifically for its kitchen. Its previous occupant, the man who watches me from his plaque on the wall, invented a dish known as pufferfish nigiri here. He also died here. The two events are related.

I do not think she means to repeat his mistakes.

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idk I just love how we Young People Today use ~improper~ punctuation/grammar in actually really defined ways to express tone without having to explicitly state tone like that’s just really fucking cool, like

no    =    “No,” she said. 

no.    =    "No,” she said sharply.

No    =    “No,” she stated firmly.

No.    =    “No,” she snapped.

NO    =    “No!” she shouted.

noooooo    =    “No,” she moaned.

no~    =    “No,” she said with a drawn-out sing-song.

~no~    =    “No,” she drawled sarcastically.

NOOOOO    =    “No!” she screamed dramatically.

no?!    =    “No,” she said incredulously.

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ok, i’m built like a noble ox. like i am 6′1 and i am sturdy lady. like thighs for days. if you try to move me. you will be moved. body images aside (lol, i am self conscious about my size, yeah it’s life) 

so like, i am very used to girls standing next to me in public places. i end up acquiring a pack of ladies. just because women are like, that lady is a lady men stay away from. i am jerk kryptonite (usually, i get my fair share of creeps, such is life) but most men have self preservation that this 6′1 ox will break them. and i will

so usually i am in my own phone and look up to another lady standing next to me. and i will immediately look up and make eye contact and nod. like, you know, that nod. i see you and you can talk if there is something wrong. i end up on a reg basis being a defacto bodyguard to these young ladies and small women while waiting for buses and in the metro. 

i am a large oak tree. i protect the other birds. 

ladies, we all got roles. find tree in the wild. we’re always happy to provide shelter from the creeps.

i’ve regularly said, “move on, she doesn’t want to be your friend”

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31-7-2018

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“You used to tell me that you loved me every single day. Every time we talked, you made sure that I knew that you loved me, and I’d tell you that I loved you too, even if I didn’t mean it. I didn’t know if I loved you, I knew that it made me feel awkward as hell whenever you said you loved me, and I cringed every time I said it back,” she took a deep breath.

She clutched the drawing in her hands. It was a picture of the two of them. His first gift to her. He always did like to draw. The paper had lines all over it, like someone had crumpled it and smoothed it over and over again.

“You called me kind when I was being cruel. You called me beautiful when I was ugly. You called me smart when I was stupid. You called me your angel when all I ever did was bring you down. You told all your friends about me, you shouted to the world that you were mine and that you’d never let me go while all I did was hide your existence from everyone I knew.

I didn’t deserve you, but I thought you didn’t deserve me. You said I was perfect. I was your queen and you willingly called yourself me servant. I let it get into my head. I was so stupid. You called me your goddess and I called you a distraction. I thought you were nothing without me, but I was nothing without you.

I thought you were a distraction, an annoyance. You felt like a burden. I thought leaving you would let me concentrate on other things, things that were more important, but it just made me realize that there was nothing more important than you. I let you go because you were a burden, but now that you’re gone, my heart’s never felt heavier. There’s a constant cloud over me and I hate it.”

She tried to contain her tears. She was stronger than this. At least, she was supposed to be.

She stared at the night sky. The stars were mocking her tonight, laughing at her and her stupidity.

“I miss you. I knew I’d miss you, but gods, it feels like there’s this huge gaping hole in my chest. A missing piece that only you could fill. I was so stupid for letting you go. I thought I didn’t love you,” she laughed, a cold chill filled the air. “I couldn’t be further from the truth.”

The drawing in her hands was specked with little drops of tears. She was doing a shit job at keeping her tears at bay, but then again, she was shit at everything, why would this be any different?

“I love you, okay?” She clenched her fists, “I love you so fucking much and there’s nothing I can do about it!”

She pounded at the ground, screaming at the stars. “I thought I didn’t love you but I was so fucking wrong and I do. I do love you, so much it’s killing me now that you’re gone. I was so stupid and I just want you back. I want your arms around me. I want you to lay next to me and point out all the constellations you know. I want you to laugh whenever I make up a stupid story for every constellation you point out because you know I hate myths.

But I can’t have that. I chased you away and now I don’t know where you are. No one’s willing to tell me where you’ve gone and I don’t know where to look and fuck, I just miss you so much, you know?”

She collapsed onto the ground, drawing clutched in one hand, the other arm draped across her face as she sobbed.

She let go of everything and just cried.

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headcanon that unlike the american red cross, vampires are grateful to receive blood donated by members of the lgbtqa+ community. In fact, due to their interest in human blood and bloodborne pathogens, the vampire community was among the first to fund medical research to study and search for a cure for HIV.

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Reminders for the Anxious/Depressed Creatives

You’re more than what you make.

Your productivity does not determine your value.

It’s okay to do nothing sometimes.

Not everything you do has to result in a product.

Not everything you make has to be important, significant, or even good.

You can make things just for yourself.

You can keep secrets for yourself, whether it’s not posting some of your projects or not sharing your techniques.

You’re allowed to say no.

You’re allowed to rest.

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I’m gonna draw Larry the Cucumber as Chrom from Fire Emblem.

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Reblog if you have an OC with a knife collection

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In the mood… to WRITE? Actually sitting at my DESK? And my laptop is OPEN and ON? What is happening!?

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Ambient sounds for writers

Find the right place to write your novel… 

Nature

Arctic ocean

Blizzard in village

Blizzard in pine forest

Blizzard from cave

Blizzard in road

Beach

Cave

Ocean storm

Ocean rocks with rain

River campfire

Forest in the morning

Forest at night

Forest creek

Rainforest creek

Rain on roof window

Rain on tarp tent

Rain on metal roof

Rain on window

Rain on pool

Rain on car at night

Seaside storm

Swamp at night

Sandstorm

Thunderstorm

Underwater

Wasteland

Winter creek

Winter wind

Winter wind in forest

Howling wind

Places

Barn with rain

Coffee shop

Restaurant with costumers

Restaurant with few costumers

Factory

Highway

Garden

Garden with pond and waterfall

Fireplace in log living room

Office 

Call center

Street market

Study room from victorian house with rain

Trailer with rain

Tent with rain

Jacuzzi with rain

Temple

Temple in afternoon

Server room

Fishing dock

Windmill

War

Fictional places

Chloe’s room (Life is Strange)

Blackwell dorm (Life is Strange)

Two Whales Diner (Life is Strange)

Star Wars apartment (Star Wars)

Star Wars penthouse (Star Wars)

Tatooine (Star Wars)

Coruscant with rain (Star Wars)

Yoda’s hut with rain ( Star Wars)

Luke’s home (Star Wars)

Death Star hangar (Star wars)

Blade Runner city (Blade Runner)

Askaban prison (Harry Potter)

Hogwarts library with rain (Harry Potter)

Ravenclaw tower (Harry Potter)

Hufflepuff common room (Harry Potter)

Slytherin common room (Harry Potter)

Gryffindor common room (Harry Potter)

Hagrid’s hut (Harry Potter)

Hobbit-hole house (The Hobbit)

Diamond City (Fallout 4)

Cloud City beach (Bioshock)

Founding Fathers Garden (Bioshock)

Things

Dishwasher

Washing machine

Fireplace

Transportation

Boat engine room

Cruising boat

Train ride

Train ride in the rain

Train station

Plane trip

Private jet cabin

Airplane cabin

Airport lobby

First class jet

Sailboat

Submarine

Historical

Fireplace in medieval tavern

Medieval town

Medieval docks

Medieval city

Pirate ship in tropical port

Ship on rough sea

Ship cabin

Ship sleeping quarter

Titanic first class dining room

Old west saloon

Sci-fi

Spaceship bedroom

Space station

Cyberpunk tearoom

Cyberpunk street with rain

Futuristic server room

Futuristic apartment with typing

Futuristic rooftop garden 

Steampunk balcony rain

Post-apocalyptic

Harbor with rain

City with rain

City ruins turned swamp

Rusty sewers

Train station

Lighthouse

Horror

Haunted mansion

Haunted road to tavern

Halloween

Stormy night

Asylum

Creepy forest

Cornfield

World

New York

Paris

Paris bistro

Tokyo street

Chinese hotel lobby

Asian street at nightfall

Asian night market

Cantonese restaurant

Coffee shop in Japan

Coffee shop in Paris

Coffee shop in Korea

British library

Trips, rides and walkings

Trondheim - Bodø

Amsterdam - Brussels

Glasgow - Edinburgh

Oxford - Marylebone

Seoul - Busan

Gangneung - Yeongju

Hiroshima

Tokyo metro

Osaka - Kyoto

Osaka - Kobe

London

São Paulo

Seoul

Tokyo

Bangkok

Ho Chi Minh (Saigon)

Alps

New York

Hong Kong

Taipei

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Reblog if you think fanfiction isn't a waste of time.

Reblog if you think it’s a good way to practice writing.

Reblog if you have made friends because of fanfiction.

My sister called it a waste of time and I want to prove her wrong.

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Based on a hilarious text post I can’t find

Also y’all sleeping on tony and that’s not ok

Edit: i found it