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redrubyslayer · 1 year ago

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Trust Issues

this is my first time writing so enjoy,,

also Riri Williams x reader

mad angst❤️

maybe grammatical errors

She is working on three things right now

herself

her life

her happiness

she is you and always will be

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It always started like this.. you and her… her coming to you when She gets into a fight with the person you despised the most. Fiona Philips. Riri Williams girlfriend as everyone knew. What did you expect.. would she ever love you? probably not. Not while Fiona was around. despite their off and on relationship they were perfect, the golden lgbtq relationship.

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You and Riri have always been close, y’all against the world, till she came. Fiona, you didn’t like Fiona philips, she used to tease you elementary school for your fascination with giving your mom pet rocks. She teased you in middle school for liking girls, then in highschool, she came to you and you thought she changed, you let her get close, closer than Riri had ever been at the time. you regretted it when you found pictures of you naked like a slut posted on small posters over school saying “Want a slut? CALL : XXX-XXX-XXXX”

Never had you been so ashamed. You left without looking back, Riri followed, she never knew what happened that day only seeing you running from school and followed you, running with you, running away. Watching you run along the train tracks trying to get away and following not wanting you to be alone.

Years later you found yourself opening the door to your dorm room to and upset Riri almost every other week, it grew tiring, but you would never say no. you loved her… more than you should have.

You would sit there and listen to her complain about Fiona, not that you payed much attention. Always sipping on the bourbon you poured yourself nodding and humming in acknowledgement listening to the music playing the background, the lights a dark purple.

Today was no different you especially had a low tolerance today after a bad date but you would always let her in. You had a cup of bourbon in hand a bowl of fruit in your lap, head layed back against the couch listening to every word spilling from her lips.

“-… I can’t believe she thought I was cheating cause i was just talking to this chick- can you believe her? She’s so…” Riri paused not able to find the word to describe her without coming off as an asshole. You on the other hand could list of countless names but decide against it. You stay silent you lift you head lazily and look at her.

“Let me get this straight, she’s accused you of cheating several times and you stayed…” You asked, she nodded and you let out and annoyed sigh letting your head fall back against the couch again “alright.”. She continued complaining. You could feel your temper rising but stay silent beside the occasional “Uh-huh” and “I get it” taking a sip of your bourbon every now and then.

She grew quiet looking at you “What’s wrong, Y/N?” she asked.

“Nothing in just peachy” you say lowly listening to the music silently hoping she was done, but she wasn’t. Riri began to complain about how Fiona said Riri didn’t spend enough time with her.

Something in you just wished she would shut up or go find someone else to complain too but never would you turn her down. you say there and listened like the good girl you were. Sipping the bourbon feeling the familiar burn down your throat.

“-. And Fiona just keeps saying i don’t spend enough time with her, like im sorry i have classes to get to” Riri drags on longer than she need to. Your eyes drift around your room. You were fortunate to not have to share a room, otherwise your sure your roommate would be tired of the complaint as much as you are right now. Your room had a pretty chill vibe a constant vibe of purple your favorite color. You were going to groan but felt a familiar gaze on you and you looked at Riri “Are you done?” You said but it came out harsher than intended

“I- yes.” She said confused

“Thank you lord” you mutter under your breath, getting up and putting your fruit in your mini fridge having lost you appetite

You felt a presence behind you, you looked back and gasped as you felt lips on yours, your eyes frantically looking between your connected lips and Riri, you slowly but surely melt into the kiss, why did it feel so good? You felt her push you onto your bed and it got heated quickly her hand up your shirt but you pushed Riri off breathing heavily

“what?” Riri asks.

You quickly realized what was happening and you looked at her “what are you doing”

“I’m kissing you?” She laughs and try’s to kiss you but you pull away giving her a look of panic

“Get out” You said shortly

She looks at you stunned “What?”

“Get. Out” You said harshly before continuing “I grew up in a house of dis function but I will not be the other women nor the rebound”

Riri hesitated but got up and left

You began to tear up and cried till you couldn’t anymore….

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I don’t know how i feel about it should i continue it?

#riri x reader #riri williams #riri wiliams x reader #light angst #Spotify

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redrubyslayer · 2 years ago

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So ummmmmmm….. where’s part 2?

You and Me

Shuri x fem reader, Riri x fem reader

Summary: You're tired of being Shuri's fun girl and decide to cut her loose for her best friend. A girl that shows you how you should really be treated.

Don't listen to what people say bout you and me...

"I will never be enough for you, just say it!" You screamed, you couldn't believe this was where you were. You'd spent a whole year chasing Shuri, being supportive, holding her down, being understanding, being patient.

"Why must you always do this when I go back?" Shuri sighed, as she sat on the edge of the bed and bent to pull her sneakers on.

"Always?" You scoffed. Was she serious? When had you ever been honest and open with her about your needs and wants? The most you'd done was ask her to visit more or call more and apparently that was too much.

"Yes! Texting, Calling, Emailing, you're too needy. The whole point of this was fun. No strings attached." Shuri hissed, she was annoyed with just how much attention you needed.

"No strings attached but you come here like a little bitch every fucking month to see me?" You reminded her. She constantly was off doing her own thing, yet whenever she felt lonely you were all of a sudden a priority.

"Who's a little bitch Y/n?" She demanded, getting up and stalking towards you. She towered over you, her face the picture of anger.

"You!" You repeated. You weren't backing down for anybody. She had already trampled on your feelings, she wasn't about to check you.

"Careful, My love." She chuckled darkly. Her eyes held a look of contempt that made you feel smaller than you already were.

You opened your mouth to say something then paused to take a deep breath. You needed to say everything you'd planned on saying prior to her visit. You despised the fact that she was able to melt your thoughts away with one look let alone a touch.

She'd come and right when you wanted to get on her about her bullshit, she picked you up, and fucked you against the wall before carrying you to your bed.

"It doesn't matter what I have to say. You don't care. You never will." You snort, tears forming in your eyes. "Goodbye, Shuri."

"Are you done.?" She shook her head.

"Get out. And do me the favor of pretending like I don't exist like you normally do but make it permanent." You said, brushing by her and heading for your bathroom. You didn't have the strength to watch her leave.

The moment your front door slammed you let the tears fall that you'd been holding onto. The urge to run after her and beg her to come back, to love you, to give a fuck was strong but you knew she would never care for you the way you deserved.

You thought back to all the videos you'd seen on social media of her with other girls, her partying all the time and being irresponsible.

The more you thought of her antics, and the constant disrespect and disregard she'd shown you the angrier you became. You took several deep breaths to calm yourself. Crying wouldn't do anything for you. You'd spent months crying.

You decided karma was better. If Shuri wanted to play with your emotions and act like you were insignificant, you would show her. You were going to mirror her actions but take it further so it hit harder.

Wanna come over? - Y/n

You sent the text quickly, a response coming through as quickly as the text was received. You took a quick shower, washed you face and pulled your locs into a messy bun before cleaning up your bed. You'd just changed the sheets before you heard the sound of your front door opening.

She had a key. You'd given it to her so she could come over whenever she pleased. Having met her through Shuri, the two of you quickly became friends. You saw more of her then you'd seen Shuri which was saying something considering they 'worked' together.

"What's good, mama?" She greeted, as you walked out into your living room to see her chilling on your sofa. There was food and drinks on the coffee table.

"Nothing. Your little buddy just left." You said to be petty. You moved to sit beside her.

"Shuri is taller than me, older than me and stronger than me. There ain't nothing little about that woman." Riri scoffed, incredulously.

"Shut up and feed me." You ordered, staring her down. She rolled her eyes before opening the pizza box and feeding you a slice.

"You're more than capable of feeding yourself." She pointed out even though she still gave in. At times you wondered why you hadn't met her first. She was always there for you no matter what.

She babies you, spoils you, makes herself available for you to rant without trying to defend Shuri, comforts you. At times you fantasized about being with her instead of Shuri but because you loved Shuri and wanted things to get better and knew that Riri was Shuri's only friend you tried to pretend things were working.

If you were being honest you put up with a lot of Shuri's bullshit because of Riri. She came with Shuri and you feared that you'd lose her if you cut Shuri loose or if you tried to pursue her. She was loyal to a fault, she would never purposely betray anyone she cared about.

"So I take it you and Shuri are still disconnected?" Riri questioned, she knew all about your issues with Shuri. Though she never gave an opinion on anything it was clear as day in her eyes that she didn't approve.

"Completely disconnected. We're done." You shrugged, as you leaned over to grab your drink and sip it.

"Done?" It's almost like she doesn't believe the words that have left your mouth.

"Done, finished, never happening again, Over--"

"Ok, I get it." Riri muttered, cutting you off. She watched you through conflicted eyes. This wasn't what she'd anticipated when she got your text. She was sure you'd need someone to vent to, never did she think you'd actually stop messing with Shuri.

"How do you feel about that?" She wondered, clearing her throat as she avoided your eyes.

"Free." Is all you said. You had decided no more tears, no more thought was going into Shuri. Your best revenge was moving on, completely ignoring her existence. That would hit harder than anything you could say or do to spite her.

"What changed for you?"

"I realized that I care about someone else more than I did her and that I deserved better, more." You explained. Your throat felt tight as you spoke. "I stayed with Shuri for so long because she was the easier option, being hurt by her was easier than admitting what I really wanted that had the potential to blow up in my face."

"What do you want?" Riri looked at you, her face stoic. She wasn't sure how to feel, to know you'd been with Shuri and took all that disrespect was crazy. And then to hear you liked someone else...

"You..."

"Y/n..." Riri's eyes widened. Surely you hadn't just said her.

"I could never be happy with Shuri. You made that clear to me from day one. You put me first, you check on me, you're always there when I need you, You show me just how high the bar is set." You tried to convince her. You needed her to understand.

"Shuri is my best friend." Riri sighed. "I'm the only person she has left to count on besides her brother's girlfriend and child."

"Tell me you don't feel anything for me then..." You plead. You knew she couldn't. Her actions spoke louder than her words.

"I have love for you y/n, who wouldn't. You're a great friend and an amazing person..." She didn't believe the words she was saying despite her effort of trying to make you believe them.

You felt angry, you knew she was lying. She cared about you more than she was admitting. There's no way she'd do so much, be around so much if she didn't.

"So you don't care that before I called you here, Shuri fucked me senseless?" As the words came out, you felt guilty at the look on her face.

Riri swallowed. She didn't like thinking about the fact that Shuri was able to touch you in ways she couldn't. That she was able to have you any way she wanted. She knew she had no right to feel that way, just having those thoughts was fucked up.

"That I let her fuck me like a whore. That she made all my self respect go out the window the moment she touched me?" You provoked her, wanting her to admit that she liked you. Wanting her to put what she wanted first over her friend who clearly didn't give a fuck about anyone but herself.

"Y/n." She snapped. You'd never heard her say your name like that. That tone had you crossing your legs and swallowing hard.

"Do you think Shuri gives a fuck about you enough to not go after someone you used to deal with let alone someone you were currently with?" You continued. "Weren't you the one that said she only reached out whenever she was lonely, that her friendship was hard to maintain at times because she pushed everyone away the moment things got too overwhelming?"

"Stop it." Riri groaned. She couldn't afford to think like this. The last thing she needed was to be Shuri's enemy, they were friends, they worked together often AND she belonged to a powerful nation while allied to yet another powerful nation.

You decided to act on instinct and pulled the oversized shirt over your head and slide off your panties. You watched as Riri's eyes nearly bulged out of her head. You knew your body was attractive, you had a natural body with curves and stretch marks.

You straddled her lap and watched as she quickly tucked her hands underneath her. You could tell she was trying to keep her composure.

"Don't you want me?" You pouted, your lips trailing her jawline.

"Y/n, please." She pleaded.

"I want you..." You whined, sticking out your tongue and licking along her jawline to her ear and sucking the lobe into your mouth. She shivers underneath you and her breath hitched.

"Do you really not want me?" You continued pushing her. You could feel your wetness slicking your thighs and you ground your hips into her.

"Fuck!" She hisses when you take her hand and slide it against your soaked pussy. She makes a strange sound as she feels just how much you want her.

"Maybe I need to call Shuri back if you don't know what to do with me...." You act like you're pulling away and something snaps in Riri.

She grasps your throat in her hands and pulls you so close your lips are touching.

"If being fucked like you're nothing and left is what you want you can call Shuri and play the childish, toxic ass games ya'll be playing." Her words make you feel small. "If you want someone who will worship you and treat you like the princess you are, then stop the bullshit."

You stare at her unsure of what to say to that. Shuri would have fucked the stubbornness out of you, she'd of made you eat your words.

"Now since you're so dead set on being with me. I'm taking you out. You're not going to just throw pussy my way." Riri made you feel like a school girl with a crush. You could feel heat rising in your face as you fought to keep the smile that wanted to show away.

"I.."

"You've done enough talking." Riri cuts you off. She reaches for your top that you threw off and placed it back over your head.

"Rest up, I have plans for your stubborn ass." Riri demands, and you move off her lap and head to your bedroom with her following.

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