(Im reblogging this on all my accounts, so i dont have to repost it) I went to NCT127 neo city The origin tour in london 07/07/19. I was SO happy to see my ult Jaehyun😭😭❤❤
A compilation of me screaming at Jaehyun at their concert. (warning⚠️: Its loud)
I'm a complete stranger and I don't want to come out as a creep. But I read your posts about your father and I saw your New Year's video. You were so excited for 2019 and I'm sorry it didn't turn out the way you expected it to. I know I'm probably late, but I just want to let you know it isn't your fault. And it never will be. Stay strong for everyone around you, but remember it's okay to cry, don't supress your emotions. Be brave, girl. And just letting you know, you matter. I'm sorry. :)💙
Thank you so much, really❤. Our family hasn't been very good lately and i've needed to go back to see councilors, but it's things people like you say that really get me feeling better : ). You shouldn't have feel like a "creep" because you've made my day feel less lonely💜💜
I don't know you, I don't know what happened, I only saw a reblog - but. It isn't your fault. Suicide is never someone else's fault. It's that person that didn't know how to help themselves. The people around them are most likely the reason they kept going for as long as they did. I don't want to intrude and I am sorry if this is weird or unexpected but please, please don't blame yourself. I'm sure your father didn't want that and it won't be healthy for you, in any way. My condolences 💕💙
Thank you so much, i really needed this. I just cant explain what i feel right now, I never felt so much dread and guilt in my entire 16 years alive. Im already starting to get help for myself, my sister and my family. But i still just feel like if i hadn't said everthing i did and just gave him a chance to bring us back together. I know this day will stick with me forever and i won't be able to look up at that apartment window ever again (which is still open) knowing that i was somewhat the reason for that. But thank you so much❤xx
- Na hyun (@redvelveticonic, @whippedforjaehyunie, @jaeminshii, @ncticonic, @jaehyunsfangirl)
Im sorry Dad for leading you to do what you did, it was all my fault, i should have cared, im sorry i pushed you away all those months. The only person to blame is me, im sorry dad.❤
[2:34PM] “Dont even think about it” you say to Haechan as you watch him build a snowball in his hands. “Fine Fine, i won’t” he says as he waddles back to your side whilst trying not to slip on the ice. When you walk down a few more blocks, you realize Haechan isn’t beside you anymore. Then you hear behind you, “Hey y/n”. Before you can fully turn around, a freezing cold snowball hits the side of your face with force. It was payback time, he was gonna get it. Haechan’s laughing immedietly stops and he begins to step back as he watches you pick up as much snow as your hands can carry, “I ain’t playing these games Hyuck” you say before running towards him, ready to get revenge.