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Hi everyone.

Sadly no good news today, as im sure you can tell from the title. The reason I tagged Magic Disagrees is to get as many eyes on this post as possible. I do hope to work on a sequel to that fic but this post is not about that.

To put it bluntly; my home life has become even more unbearable and becoming more and more hostile by the day. i fear if i dont leave this house soon my parents may put me under conservatorship, barring me from living my true life as a transmasculine person. They have already sent my first delivery of testosterone away, literally making me watch as they ripped through my personal medications.

My mother has gone so far as to say to my face, multiple times, that she I going to take my disability and buy a house if I get it. I fear if I stay here any longer I won't make it.

This is my gofundme, any help, anything, is useful.

Thank you so much for reading.

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It’s crazy and fucked up that being yourself is actually the solution.

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we (transfems) deserve to have spaces online where we can feel safe and where we can thrive.

there's been plenty of discourse recently alleging that we are trying to separate ourselves from the rest of the community by talking abt transmisogyny. but, we're not trying to separate, we are being separated. we are being pushed out of public spaces, and even the spaces where other queer folks are allowed to exist without fear.

and this has an effect on our ability to advocate for ourselves and share our perspectives. it also suppresses our art and the records of our lives, our existence. i'm an artist and aspiring entertainer. I would like to be able to bring a larger audience to my work, i want my work to be able to find folks who can connect with it. how can i do that effectively if so many social media sites are not safe for me? what happens if i get banned, and my profile scrubbed of all content?

i already have a decent following on here, and i feel like the bigger i get on here, the more likely i am to be stripped of everything i have on this site by displeasing the wrong people. my presence online should not be contingent on being a good little tranny with no controversial opinions, who is quiet about my weird kinks. we shouldn't have to be pallettable sterile objects for your consumption just to exist in public spaces, online and offline.

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Time for something different, my friend's great mouse detective oc, Finan!

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he lives!!

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Doktor, release my creativity inhibitors!

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i have had a lot of coffee today and as a result a lot of energy for drawing so here's a second piece in one day

I've always wanted to have my warrior of light drawn but i never thought i would be the one to do it! Her name is Yrra and she's a samurai main

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tfw you draw one eye perfectly well and then can't get the same thing going on with the other

but regardless this is my favorite piece I've done yet so I can't be upset that much

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today i learned that shading non-human skin tones is uhh heckin hard but i managed somehow, here's Aria T'loak from Mass Effect 2 for my friend Derek

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[Gundam X Arknights]

Gundam Flauros Ver.DD (Doctor Dolores Version.

It's a Gundam mobile Suit installed with a Sarcophagus System that preserves it's Pilot through cryogenic sleep in times of need. Currently it's deweaponized.

"It's time to wake up, Doctor."

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took a real art challenge today in Akali's hair but i liked how it turned out

for my pal @imamwolf

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Commission: Mithrax Sprite

Finished a sprite someone ordered :3

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Ms Arknight herself!

Hey, if you're here, check this out!

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robots sure are shaped

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getting back into pixel art. here are some rwby characters I've drawn this week

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