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I LOVE NIALL HORRAN

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Fuck me man I've fucked up

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Loving yourself never heard of that

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Why did I be come this fat and ugly

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I hate my stumic why did I do this to myself

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Relzied what monster you've acc turned into

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Lol imagine acc loving your self and loving your body couldn't be me

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The feeling when ur not okay but have ppl you can talk to but then u remember it's not their job to make sure your okay so u cry at music instead

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If I've message u saying I'm okay I've lied I'm actually at one of my lowest points<3

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Ok so one direction drama is so funny. Right now.

Liam went on Logan Paul’s podcast (dumb move) and he was drinking (he has alcohol/substance issues) and talked mad shit about zayn and named dropped everyone but Harry but had a story where an unnamed member threw him up against the wall with their hand to his throat cause Liam was mouthing off about something/someone.

Everyone collectively has decided it wasn’t Niall.

There is only one concert they cancelled (ever) last minute and it had something to do with Liam not being well (after zayn left)

So most are speculating it was Harry who threw him against a wall which is SO funny to me but valid.

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Why are scars so triggering

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I hate myself I just took all my bracelets off my wrist cause they annoyed me and all I see is scars which is making my wanna do it

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I honestly hate myself why am I like this

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Why am I like this fam I was doing so good

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I was doing so good then I had to fuck it up

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reinstalling all the social media apps gets pretty fucking boring after a while