reflections-of-resilience-1975

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I test the waters. I'm shy to take someone's picture or talk about some people on the internet. I try to report incidents of harm. I don't always get timing accurate, but I do my best to keep the FBI, and Police up to date and current with what I've witnessed

There are some things I feel guilty about not reporting. They might possibly include jail time for myself and others, but I enjoy the feeling of doing the right thing and being up to date with what troubles the world and myself.

I've had an eye full of some things I felt were awesome in the past that looking back on them, trouble me. I'd like to find a liason with the Police 🚔 and FBI so I can become better at reporting stuff and help the community.

I've seen some cases where my reporting and documentation helped

I'd like to get better at this, and find the guts to record musicians so their music 🎶 🎵 can get out there.

I hope Lydia King is well, and Lorelie and other youths who have talent I've witnessed, along with Joan Armatrading and Birdy, and Taylor Swift, and Lana del Ray, and sincerely, Kiara, I'm really impressed with those folks, and the man who has soul who played his guitar 🎸 it was an acoustic guitar, at the cots day station the other day.

At least reporting some of this builds my confidence so I can get hopefully to a point where I can share more comfortably.

I think journalism is something I should study

My mom was a hairstylist and she gave me the feeling that the Police 🚔 and gas community were here to help me same with the FBI, that's why when my radar goes off I report stuff.

I have a sleep disorder so I can't say that it helps me sleep at night because there aren't often times when I feel like sleep is something I'm capable of or ready for, quite honestly

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This looks so cute. When someone gives you all their love and doesn't rage at you, that's love and you hold onto this for the rest of your life ,short or tall, fat and small, triumphant with glee

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I feel ungrounded when I think of who I have had delusional thinking about at times. It's difficult for me to arrive at a place of acceptance of myself and who I delude about. It feels more grounded to accept that I am mentally ill and my mind has difficulty grasping the true reality of a situation. Acceptance of myself, faults and all can be difficult, and it's best for me to adapt my behavior so I feel better about myself.

I'm learning about myself and others still on this journey. I'm deeply contemplative. Once I learn some lessons, I don't have to go back and learn that lesson again.

Other lessons are difficult for me, and I do have to go through the careful process of working through them, and holding onto the lessons I have gained.

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I realize now that I truly am single. I respect Birdy as a musician, and her autonomy. I can't be someone's partner on a personal level. I'm single and not looking to get into a personal romantic relationship

My mind shifts a lot, and I find it difficult to accept that I'm alone. I look outward sometimes to people who have inspired me for answers. I can do this without becoming hopeful of a personal involvement. Music is so personal so I get confused sometimes. I put a lot of thought into music I connect with and the people involved. I hope they are safe and well, that they are loved, and cared for

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Birdy..I truly feel loved by you. You did such a good and magnificent job on all your albums. Thanks for putting so much blood, sweat, and tears into the show. It's a real show stopper, as they say

And what is it they say?

Whatever it is that they say..

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Lana del rey.. I noticed you on my phone today..I'm still in contemplation of Birdy. She's given me big guidance.

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Your intent is admirable, Birdy.

I respect that

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Birdy..I respect your autonomy. That's why I unsubscribed from your YouTube Music service. I didn't want you feeling a crazed fan was looking over your shoulder like that creepy Police song, "every breath you take" I want your safety, and for your kind hearted respect of your boundaries. I'm trying to intuit them as best as I can

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I want for your safety and wellness og health and spirit, Birdy, and if you are in someone's arms tonight, it's none of my business. I wish you love and kindness, and the trueness of friends, like Kyle Kittleson and Doctor Ramani Durvasula's kind of friends..empathic friends, who don't prey on you and make you feel small. A lighted evening to you