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I haven't introduce myself that deep yet. My name is Renalyn Candela Salvador. The Renalyn was coined from the word "adrenaline" rush. My dearest mother gave me that name, don't you dare to have any violent reaction or else ... HAHAHAHAHA ' I dunno why, maybe because my mom believed that I was made through their adrenaline rush with dad. Miracle baby, chosss.✨😁

Lemme tell you my not so long but not so short story. Back then, our family was quite amazing. I mean, we can't be considered as an ideal type of family but we were rich of love from our parents. So far, our daily living went well. Our parents were able to sustain all our needs, we were even spoiled at fancy things. They can give what we want until such time that the most unexpected moment came, my mom died. I can't tell you about her death because even me doesn't really understand how it happened. I was so young that time, I was just 5 or 6 perhaps? I'm not sure. Talking about our family, after my mom died our life became miserable. ---Naiiyak akooo HAHAHAHAHAHA HAPPY THOUGHTS LANG DAPAT ENEBEEE

It's so painful to think and imagine how she fought for her life. She doesn't want to leave us too early because she knew that we will still be needing her love, her care, her supervision -- the whole her as a mother on our journey. But it happened already, the only thing that can keep us going is to accept that fact and face the reality with possitivity. It was part of God's plan, and I do believe that whatever his purpose , it has something to do with our future lives. She may be dead but the love she gave and the memories we built together will remain alive.

Her death became the reason why we pursue more on our studies. We maybe not that intelligent childrens but we are smart in our own way. We have our own specialties, we excell in different acpects. I won't tell about my sib's lives anymore, it's their personal lives. They might felt angry with me, they're so sensitive about these things tho. Not to boast but during my grade school, I was the youngest yet I was awarded as the first honor of the class. To clarify things out that was for my grade 1 and grade 2 journey. I transferred school when I proceed to grade 3 at Central school and luckily with strong perseverance I got an award and was ranked 5th perhaps ? til I graduated in elementary I always got some special awards and never removed from top students. Yabang ampotek! hahahahaha

I transferred school as I started my junior high school life. New friends, new classmates and new environment. I never expected that I would be that happy on that stage. I've met my one and only bestfriend ' my dearest shashaaaa. Junior high school life with her was quite fun and challenging. They think of her as "suplada and maldita" maybe because she was a consistent honor student rawr but deymnnnn I've found her very jolly and approachable . HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I guess we have the same feathers tho . She's kinda childish yet her thinking became mature if needed. We were classmates until we completed our junior high Life . With God's grace we were able to completed it together with bonus na award at honor pa ♥️ Ayoooooossss ♥️🤗

---- to be continue

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When was the last time I felt very sad ?

The last time I felt very sad was when I'd belittle by my own relatives. I knew I should've took it in a positive way but that was too much, t'was unmeasurable tho. As in BTB (below the belt) Charr . I couldn't even believe in my own capability on doing something that time. I pity and questioned myself, why do I have to hear those from them ? Why do I have to suffer emotionally? A lots of what if's formed into my mind. Questioning every happenings that I wasn't used to lived in. I was so disappointed because the people that was supposed to cheer me up were the people who made my self turned down. I felt so helpless and cried every night , but I remembered that there is someone who will never leave me. It was God , I've talked to him the night that I felt so helpless and surrendered the pain I felt inside. I felt so relieved and started to gain back may strength and confidence again. That was a challenge, that was a test from God. I couldn't say that it just happened to me for no reason. God had gave me that challenge for me to believe that I can conquer and surpass from it and so I did. One quote posted in our school had catched my attention saying "God give his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers". It really marked in my heart and mind because I truly believe that the foundation that was shaped through time and experiences was the strong and firm one. I believe in myself that I have that strong foundation and I thank God for that. I do believe and trust him on whatever I might go through (it may be out of my expectations) while going through on my journey, it is for me to learn more and become braver and stronger. I couldn't blame him-- I shouldn't, I'll never did but rather thank him for letting me fight on challenges and entrusting me with the faith and strength he blessed me with. He who knows everything will guide us and never leave us behind, all we have to do is to keep the strong faith to him.

That's how my personal relationship to God became stronger ♥️ Believe me, it was so nice talking to him 😊🤗

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I just found out recently that this Tumblr account would give me a chance to express myself tho. Feeling free from criticisms HAHAHAHAHA . Y'all know, many toxic pips are scattered around.

I'm Renalyn Salvador, 19 yr. old . Probably at this age I'm supposed to be a college graduating student already but unluckily yet with fortune that so called K-12 learning system was implemented here in Phil. We were the pioneering batch who took it. Unlucky because my school life was extended instead of getting a job so soon, anyway I don't need to hurry at all ' but of course as a daughter, a sibling, an aunt, a cousin and a niece ' lots of responsibilities awaits for me and I wanted to start fulfilling it so soon. Ya'know, financial thing. As I said earlier the additional year of my studies was unlucky yet with fortune because I've met a lot people. I've made a lot of circle of friends all through out my journey in Senior High. I won't enumerate them, anyway I never missed to flex them on my FB account ' Iloveya'll ♥️ I'm an extro person, I don't know why it's easy for me to make friends like they always stood up on me as their older sis (the fact that some of them are older than me) HAHAHAHAHA ate material amp. But seriously speaking, I'm a person who you can entrust your secrets with. I also know how to give sort of advices but doesn't know how to apply it in myself. Charot HAHAHA

During my junior and senior high days, I used to went party with my friends, stay wild and drunk HAHAHAHAHAHA if you just knew me recently , you couldn't imagine how lively and party goer I am back then. You wouldn't believe that I knew how to drunk alcoholic beverages. Maybe you're wondering how I managed to escape from my father and brothers during that time, well it was because I'd lived alone. I mean, my siblings weren't with me because I was at our province and they were working here in Manila. My father was there yet I lived in separate house, on my sib's house. DAMING BAHAAAAAY but I never felt any regret on who I am and what I did back then. In fact, I am so grateful with those experiences and mem'ries I've spent with those amazing people. My senior high days was really cool, since my boarding house was quite near our school, we often ate there together with my classmates. Pancit Canton, fried-chicken and street foods were the best and the most expensive vaiands that we can afford that time. LoL HAHAHAHAHAHAHA tipid days .....

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