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Unfortunately I don’t wanna be close to anyone anymore sorry.
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I'm not a good person;
Ask anyone who loves me.
I never write, I never call,
I never think about anyone at all.
- I'm not a good person by Pat The Bunny
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theres nothing wrong with me im just silly sometimes
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i get into bed after a day of low res like a kid on xmas eve buzzing with excitement just to weigh myself as soon as i wake up in the morning
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the fact that a certain bmi is required for an anorexia diagnosis is so hilarious (in the worst away) bc every time im tempted to eat more than i planned, i just need to think about reaching that required weight,, so i know i'm sick enough,, knowing just how badly i need that validation
and suddenly i'm not hungry anymore
#extra hilarious bc i've met all the requirements for anorexia nervosa before#and i knew that at the time and i still didn't feel sick enough#admittedly i was only bmi 16.9 but i didn't even feel thin i just felt normal sized#i would have never sought help at that time so i don't know why i'm still so desperate to meet the criteria#triple hilarious knowing even if i drop far beyond that goal i will still never get help on the nhs anyway
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officially back in my Eating Baby Food era
#it works tho it tickles my little disordered brain#like oh? a variety of meals that are 150 cals or less? already all portioned out just for me?#little salt little pepper some herbs here some spices here little twirl in the microwave??????????#it is a lottery of is this what it's advertised as or is it the worst thing i have ever put in my mouth#bc babies eat batteries#i don't think they care if it could use some extra garlic powder#the apple pear pouches are horrendously good tho i could hoover that stuff up all day#sometimes u want something but u don't want the cals of a whole fruit u know#the apple rice cakes and those little long round rectangle biscuits?? the chocolate ones?? heaven on earth
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Idc. Theres no better feeling than being thinner than the ppl u hate.
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“boys will be boys“ photographed by Butu Bilikhodze
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03 May 2022 | (52. 6kg | 116lbs)
Breakfast:
Iced oat milk latte.
Lunch:
Large cucumber.
Salt, pepper, nutritional yeast.
Dinner:
Oatmeal, with oat milk, half an apple, cinnamon, ground ginger, nutmeg, sweetener, fibre supplement, protein powder, salt, peanut butter.
Snacks:
Fibre one brownie.
Two apples.
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02 May 2022 | (52. 5kg | 115lbs)
Breakfast:
Iced oat milk latte.
150g 0% greek yogurt and stewed blueberries and strawberries.
Lunch:
Large cucumber.
Salt, pepper, nutritional yeast.
Dinner:
One and a half courgette.
Eight brown mushrooms.
Three cloves of garlic.
Two tablespoons of reduced sodium soy sauce.
Olive oil wiped around the pan.
Salt, pepper, garlic powder, basil.
Snacks:
Small bowlful of mango.
Two apples.
Fibre one brownie.
Iced oat milk latte with a shot of bourbon.
0% greek yogurt and stewed blueberries and strawberries.
Two shots of bourbon (only had a few sips).
Conclusion:
I was extremely suicidal yesterday (likely not helped by the fact that I forgot to take my antidepressants) and I made some shitty food choices and overate. It was fucking dumb and stupid and weak. But I didn't really gain so I'm not gunna dwell on it.
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01 May 2022 | (52. 5kg | 115lbs)
Breakfast:
Iced oat milk latte.
8 strawberries.
Lunch:
Thai yellow vegetable curry soup.
Dinner:
Protein konjac noodles.
1/3 jar of chunky tomato sauce (added diced mediterranean veggies, four cherry tomatoes, spinach, fresh basil, two cloves of garlic, dried parsley, dried basil, garlic granules, salt, pepper).
Topped with nutritional yeast.
Snacks:
Bowl of green grapes.
Small bowl of mango.
Fibre one brownie.
Iced oat milk latte.
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